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don't know if anyone is gonna read this to be honest but, one of my goals for this year is to start some kind of blog where I can talk about whatever.

At first it started just as a vague idea of me recommending music because every month I try to discover new music/artists and I'd like to share that with the world. (yes, I love music and I could go on forever about songs/lyrics/artists I'm obsessed with and have helped me a lot)

then I thought about adding series/movies and books recommendations since I've been consuming those a lot lately and I've read some really good books and watched some really good dramas which i could relate to or taught me some things.

so I guess I'll start just with a bunch of those things even if anyone reads or sees it but just to put it out there and talk about what I learned and such...

I would also like to talk about a few things I've been through, how I dealt with them and who and what helped me through some of my darkest times because I feel someone at some point might need it and I'd love if anything I post here could help anyone.

I also write fiction but I'm still thinking if I should or shouldn't post some of those, we'll see in some near future. And maybe I'll open commission for writings too if i start posting fiction 🥺

If you took the time to read this and you're interested in whatever I want to start posting, welcome! I'll try my best to take some time every month to talk about what I'm listening, what I'm watching, reading or even doing! and I hope you feel comfortable and take this blog as a safe place as well~ my ask and dms will be always open for anyone who want to talk or just share their thoughts about my recommendations!

I honestly can't believe Young Royals is coming to an end, the cast is done filming and this is the last season we'll get... wilmon means just so much to many of us it's gonna be so hard to say goodbye to them...

Even if I'll keep supporting Edvin, Omar and all of the cast on their new projects, its just hard to say goodbye to some of the characters that suddenly were part of my comfort zone... and im sure they will stay there and i will watch YR an infinite amount of times...

but seeing their wrap and goodbye posts, them saying goodbye to hillerska or to each other or even them commenting on each others posts. knowing such a great bond was crated among the whole cast is just amazing and i hope we get to see many of them working together in new projects bc they're just all amazing.

we also got Omar's sommarprat just today and i honestly cried, laughed and went through a million emotions through the whole thing. I think he's so brave and amazing for talking about his and wilnurs life and talk about all the bullshit they had to go through. im so happy omar is finally being recognized and doing what he loves the most while feeling more comfortable with himself in many aspects.

I got to hear Edvin's sommarprat right after Omar's and I gotta say edvin always blows my mind bc he always sounds way too mature for his age and i really love the way he opened up about struggling with sudden recognition and large amounts of ppl following him everywhere among other things. i think he's also very brave and honestly both Omar and Edvin inspire and teach me a whole lot every day. they're both so down to earth and so passionate about their jobs and what they love... and they're not afraid to speak up when they don't feel okay or comfortable about something but they also make sure to let us know when they feel comfy and when they appreciate things as well.

but yeah just still a bit all over the place about my emotions with filming ending but! we still have a whole season to enjoy and i trust lisa and omar and im sure we're gonna love this season too.

I'll always be grateful and thankful for and to this show, the whole production team and the cast. added some comfort people and a whole new comfort show to my safe place and that means a lot to me...

tack för allt, young royals!🥹🫶🏼

I don't think I can find the right words, it's always hard when it's about bangtan. Mostly because all the emotions and feelings go beyond words and I find it particularly hard to put my thoughts down in words.

My life gave a 360° turn when BTS came into my life... It is said that they find you when you need them the most and I'm sure that's totally true. When I started getting to know them and learning to love them I was going through health issues, friends leaving, family not being the best to be around and a bunch of other things that had me feeling like my whole world was crumbling and somehow BTS together with my therapy of course helped me to see things under a different light and and learn many new things.

I always talk about how much Namjoon, Seokjin, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook have taught me or how much they've been helping me for the last 4 years. They've become my best friends, my safe place and my comfort. They're home for me and they always will. I will love them for ever and there's anything that could change my mind.

I learnt about true, genuine and disinterested love. About being empathetic when someone you love is going through any kind of situation. To show support and respect, no matter what. Bangtan had been there for me without even knowing about it many times and that's why I call them my best friends.

Anyways, I know how much they've been going through since the very first moment they got together, even before debuting. The way they talk about their up and downs, their good and bad times from a mature point of view and about how much those things helped them grow up in many ways it's very inspiring and encouraging.

They're the best and they're where they're today because of how hard they've been working since day one. Many people try to make it look like they haven't work hard enough or that they didn't do anything for the team when that's not true at all.

Bangtan will always work hard to make their dreams come true, to be happy and to make sure ARMY is also happy. They're ARMY's biggest pride and will always be. They never disappoint in any way, they make us feel prouder and prouder every day and that's why I don't think ARMY could ever leave them.

I'm more than grateful and thankful they're still doing what they love and are planning to keep doing it for a long time. I'm so proud of their team work, their solo work and everything they come up with because they're so damn talented but also work so hard in many ways to make everything perfect and seeing them to talk about their job with so much passion always inspires me to want to do so many things.

A decade it's no joke and I absolutely love the relationship the boys have with each other... I'm so happy they have each other and that's how we mostly learn about love from them. From seeing how much they love each other and how proud of each other they are. Everything is so genuine between them it's just lovely. I'm excited to see what the future reunion will be like, I miss them all together but luckily this FESTA has been lovely so far and I'm sure all the content we still have to see will fill out hearts with more warmth and love.

Loves of my life... Thank you for all the new emotions, feelings and many other things you've been teaching me. Thank you for showing me what happiness is and feels like. Thank you for never letting go of my hand. For always coming to check on us, for always making sure we're okay and we'll stay with you. For coming to spend time with us at random times while doing random things lol. Thank you for all the smiles you put in all of our faces while we were maybe going through hard times or for making our days even better. For loving us so much and so genuinely. For always thinking of us and gifting us letters, songs and many things sometimes we wouldn't expect.

Bangtan is the light of our life. They always shine bright for us as we shine bright for them. It will always be like that... anything and nobody's gonna change that. YOU'RE OUR BIGGEST PRIDE & OUR BIGGEST LOVE.

ARMY💜BTS

💜아포방포💜

As I said when I started this blog or whatever, I'm a lover of many things and I want to use this space to talk about those things I love and recommend stuff to whoever could be looking for recommendations or something to just disconnect from the problematic real world I guess.

anywayssss I'm just here to say i completely fell in love with Young Royals, Wille & Simme are my boys and i want to protect them at all cost okay 😭

I've been through so many emotions watching this show... I can't wait for the new season even if I know its gonna be the last ㅠㅠ

So if you're into teen drama romance, I recommend you to watch it if you haven't yet. There's a bit of everything and the cast is just SO GOOD!! you'll hate & love the characters but also you'll go through other hundred feeling & emotions between those two as the show goes on.

I'm gonna be honest, I have had it on my to watch list for SO LONG!! I was being judgy bc someone told me they started it and it wasn't THAT good so I wasn't sure if it was gonna like it but once I started watching I couldn't stop. And we know now there's gonna be a last season soon ㅠㅠ to be honest I don't want it to end because I'm gonna miss the characters and cast so much! but at the same time I think it'll be the best for them to have a closure so the show don't end up sucking.

anyways this is me editing my draft from a few days ago and I need to admit I'm completely obsessed with Young Royals and its cast but mostly with Edvin and Omar which are my precious boys and i just rly want to protect them from this cruel world ㅠㅠ

I've been watching interviews, going through their twitter, insta & tiktok and I just love and respect them so much! they're such good guys and they're genuinely so funny I really love them being part of my every day now 🥺 I'm happy people like them and the whole cast are great role models for many young people out there, feeling like a proud mom rn🤧

And well I started rewatching the show today bc I've been talking so much about it to people around me so my mom wanted to start watching it and of course I volunteered to watch it with her 😭 and emotions are so much stronger now that I'm totally attached to the cast & characters... I'm loving it, not gonna lie.

So if you're a lover of a good love story + drama + spectacular photography + beautiful sets + absolutely GREAT soundtrack (omar thank u for singing so much ilysm. his voice is SO AWESOME) + a great bunch of amazing actors just give it a chance, I promise you won't regret it 😌

but what mostly impacted me was the fact that when i most lonely and alone felt was the time where most friends I got. Once i had to go through shit all of them disappeared and I was able to take all those things happening at the same time as lessons to learn how to become a better person, how to grow and how to stop expecting things from others.

today, 3 years later I can finally say I'm happy. I have a genuine smile on my face most of the time and I'm feeling genuinely okay! I got rid of that loneliness feeling and even if of course I have relapses or bad days, because it's totally normal, I'm way happier now and I don't hide stuff as much as I used to do.

it's so important to learn how to deal with things and with people. it's not easy and of course anyone feel/think the same way and we also need to learn how to be able to deal with every kind of situation or people.

sometimes it won't work just because even if you're very open minded the person in front of you can be a dickhead and it's not your job to change that so try not to worry too much about it.