Get Help.

Did I reach my ultimate goal weight? (89 lbs) No. But I don't fucking care. I would have died. And it's so fucked cause at the time I knew that, I just didn't care. I wanted to die. But I'm here to say, you can change. I don't want to die anymore.

It's been a long time. I just want everyone on here to know that recovery IS possible. You shouldn't wait to be "sick enough to recover." You need to get off this fucking site to do it though. Obviously, it still effects me every day but it also gets easier every day. Everyone of you deserves to eat and live and just have some peace. I'm sorry for the hurt I've done with this blog.