a nice life

stressed crying throwing up

i’m so jealous of ppl who have great relationships w their parents bc any time i hear my parents voice i shut down completely like my brother is the only person in my family who i can truly connect with

pls help me it’s 6am n i feel so alone .... i can’t keep doing this idk what to do i’m so numb n sad

wow it’s been awhile ... should i start using my tumblr again??

hello i’m back just shit posting but what do i do when the only person stopping me from commiting s*icide is my bf :/

i’m just back on here to update but i’ve been so happy lately :,)

i was doing so well to keep myself busy from my late night 3am thoughts but now i’m sad again

when will i meet someone irl who’s also aromantic like i’m tired of this shit

school is literally draining me but at least my outlook on life is more positive uwu

i wish i had a sign over me that says i’m aromantic so that these fucking guys can stop assuming i want a bf

namjoon’s speech today hit my heart so hard that it reminded me of my past self especially when he said “no one called out my name, and neither did i”

an update to myself: i’ve been feeling really good lately ever since i told myself to get my shit together but at the same time if i stay up too late i start revisiting negative thoughts

i’ve been too sad to do my notes lately maybe i’ll just all night it and hope for the best

i wanna know what it feels like to be loved not even like romantically but just genuine love and appreciatation

i went out for the first time in awhile to celebrate my close friend’s birthday but yet i still feel empty inside idk it’s prob just me being emo like always :(

i will never understand what’s it like to be someone’s first choice