born on a small outer mining colony orbiting a dying star. The colony was quiet, practical, and harsh a place where children learned early that survival meant helping each other.
Her mother worked in the colony clinic as a medic, and Lรฐunn spent most of her childhood sitting quietly in a corner while patients came and went. She was a timid child, soft-spoken and nervous around strangers, but she watched everything carefully.
Her mother used to say:
"You donโt have to be fearless to help people. You just have to stay ."
Lรฐunn believed that.
Then the Quiet Rapture happened.
The stars vanished. Entire worlds went silent overnight. The colonyโs supply lines collapsed within weeks, and panic spread faster than the darkness outside their orbit. People began leaving in whatever ships they could find.
Lรฐunn never got the chance.
The evacuation ships filled before her family reached the port. The riots that followed tore the colony apart. By the time emergency crews arrived months later, Lรฐunn was the only survivor in her residential sector.
Her entire family was gone.
She never spoke about what she saw during those months.
Lรฐunn was relocated to a larger orbital settlement where refugees were processed and reassigned to labor programs. Because of her motherโs old records, she was placed in medical training.
It was meant to be practical.
A quiet girl who followed instructions well. Someone gentle with patients.
But Lรฐunn had a problem.
Blood made her sick.
The moment she smelled it her hands would tremble and her vision blurred. She would grow pale and dizzy, sometimes needing to sit down before she fainted. In a hospital, that was a serious weakness.
Most instructors told her to quit.
She refused.
She kept practicing. Cleaning wounds. Preparing instruments. Standing beside real nurses even when her stomach twisted. She learned breathing techniques, grounding tricks, anything to stay steady long enough to help. She wasnโt brave. But she stayed.
When the AT-5 expedition was assembled, they needed any medical personnel they could get. The mission was desperate sending a convict in a submarine into an ocean of blood on an alien moon.
Even the support ships were understaffed.
Lรฐunn was barely qualified, still technically a trainee.
But she volunteered. Not because she believed she was ready. Because people were going to get hurt. And someone had to be there.
On AT-5, Lรฐunn quickly became known as the quiet one.
She spoke softly. Rarely started conversations. Often kept to the corners of rooms while others talked. Some of the crew thought she was too fragile for the job.
But when someone was injured, she moved immediately.
Hands shaking, voice barely above a whisper but she worked carefully and gently. She remembered every procedure she had studied. She never abandoned a patient halfway through treatment.
Even if she had to sit down afterward to stop herself from passing out.
Many of the crew began calling her โKidโ or โLittle Nurse.โ
She never corrected them.
Lรฐunn carries a quiet grief that few people notice at first.
Everyone she ever loved died during the collapse of her colony. She never had a grave to visit. No last goodbye.
Helping others is the only way she knows how to keep going.
Every patient she stabilizes feels like saving a piece of the family she lost.
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A timid smile tugs at the corner of exhausted features . It had been days , since the young trainee had proper rest . She had no one to blame but herself . Overworking was something she was known for .
Not that she'd ever admit it . She did this to keep her mind distracted . If she's not doing something ? Her.mind wanders off somewhere dark . A place she feared she wouldn't come back from .
Years of pent up grief rests on such small shoulders . All she can advise ? He needs to take it easy . She would hate to see anything else happen to the man in front of her .
Hands shake as optics trail past him , it's like she had totally wandered away from herself . Her gaze is distant . Looking at nothing there , it's obvious she hasn't slept . The bags under her eyes are very telling .
her expression is obvious, and he watches her even as he takes the pills. it takes a moment or two for him to swallow, but when he finishes, he glances over, wiping his mouth with his hand. " . . . uh, you should probably get some rest, yeah? " his arm lifts as if it's going to pat her on the shoulder โ then he hesitates. then stops, fully, arm dropping awkwardly back down to his side. " you're, uh . . . you just look pretty . . . yeah. tired. " he squints slightly, head tilting. " did you even sleep last night? "
Sehna blinks as Lounn bursts into the room. She is sitting on the floor, the whole cabinet of instruments and bandages to the ground.
โOhโYou're quick,โ She blinks. She waves at the mess. โDavid panicked during a small stitching session, and wrecked everything, but tomorrow, I have a guard tomorrow coming for a procedure. Could you help me organise...?โ
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With a shaky exhale , she nods towards him . As long as there is no BLOOD in sight ? She will be just fine . Taking his bigger hand into her smaller hand ; she observes it . She can tell just by the way he is holding himself ? He is trying to act as though he isn't in pain .
She had been trained for these situations by her mother . . And drilled by Sehna extra , just to make sure she can catch things like this . All she could do for him right now ? Was give him some pain meds .
" H-how did you say you did this again ? "
The stutter wasn't hard to miss , it's very obvious she is nervous . . But that's just how she is Timid little thing . She never hears the end of it .
he nods once, curt, at her response. some sort of . . . misguided effort to keep a wall up between him and the rest of the c . o . i. maybe, if he pretends they're all awful people, it'll be easier for him to forget that he's technically one of them now. " i, uhโ " watching her fingers move around his hand, he bites back the urge to wince as she reaches the sensitive part. " . . . smashed it in a door. " not technically a lie. perhaps it was a little less accidental than he's implying, but there was smashing involved. and a door.
the bruises across the backs of his knuckles betray the lies he isn't telling. impact wounds, from repetitive punching against a rigid surface. stress - relieving, possibly, or something else. bruises aren't total tattletales. " doesn't hurt much, " he mumbles, shrugging. " just sensitive. " the main problem is that he's injured the only hand he has left. " so . . . uh, y'know. whatever . . . works for pain, i guess. i dunno. you're the doctor. "
Nurse she's a nurse , there was no doctor on sight . It was just her and Sehna the nurse and the trainee . . And Lรฐunn still had a lot to learn . Her mother had done her best teaching her , but losing her ? Only made things more difficult for the younger woman . Standing up straight , she cocks her head to the side . Not fully believing his story . She's not one to pry though . . Even though she should be questioning it .
Examining the bruises , she looks up to search his optics for more , only to come back with nothing . She could practically see the walls he was building . She should know ; she herself was familiar with the practice . Having walls of her own .
Setting down her holopad , she lets go of his hand . Making her way towards the medicine cabinet .
" I-I might have to wrap your hand too . . "
Upon grabbing the pain meds she makes her way back over to him . Opening the bottle she pours out two . Taking them between slender fingers she holds them out to him .
for a moment, he won't meet her eyes. the perfect amount of hesitation before looking up โ he's practiced lying about wounds. blood, bruises; covering them up was all the same. his gaze is blank, expressionless โ if she wants anything more, he's going to force her to ask for it. she doesn't.
as she steps away, he rolls his knuckles a few times, wincing at the small bursts of pain shooting through the joints. his skin tears so much easier, now โ a side effect of the blood or the radiation; who can really say? simon doesn't care which. he just wants it to stop.
he nods to her as he moves to take the pills, mumbling a thanks in gratitude. of course, his stupid, big fingers manage to fumble it, and he sighs in frustration before leaning over the edge of the bed. popping back up, he waves it in half - hearted triumph, blowing it off with a quick breath. " i'll live. " he's made it through worse.
A timid smile tugs at the corner of exhausted features . It had been days , since the young trainee had proper rest . She had no one to blame but herself . Overworking was something she was known for .
Not that she'd ever admit it . She did this to keep her mind distracted . If she's not doing something ? Her.mind wanders off somewhere dark . A place she feared she wouldn't come back from .
Years of pent up grief rests on such small shoulders . All she can advise ? He needs to take it easy . She would hate to see anything else happen to the man in front of her .
Hands shake as optics trail past him , it's like she had totally wandered away from herself . Her gaze is distant . Looking at nothing there , it's obvious she hasn't slept . The bags under her eyes are very telling .
With a shaky exhale , she nods towards him . As long as there is no BLOOD in sight ? She will be just fine . Taking his bigger hand into her smaller hand ; she observes it . She can tell just by the way he is holding himself ? He is trying to act as though he isn't in pain .
She had been trained for these situations by her mother . . And drilled by Sehna extra , just to make sure she can catch things like this . All she could do for him right now ? Was give him some pain meds .
" H-how did you say you did this again ? "
The stutter wasn't hard to miss , it's very obvious she is nervous . . But that's just how she is Timid little thing . She never hears the end of it .
he nods once, curt, at her response. some sort of . . . misguided effort to keep a wall up between him and the rest of the c . o . i. maybe, if he pretends they're all awful people, it'll be easier for him to forget that he's technically one of them now. " i, uhโ " watching her fingers move around his hand, he bites back the urge to wince as she reaches the sensitive part. " . . . smashed it in a door. " not technically a lie. perhaps it was a little less accidental than he's implying, but there was smashing involved. and a door.
the bruises across the backs of his knuckles betray the lies he isn't telling. impact wounds, from repetitive punching against a rigid surface. stress - relieving, possibly, or something else. bruises aren't total tattletales. " doesn't hurt much, " he mumbles, shrugging. " just sensitive. " the main problem is that he's injured the only hand he has left. " so . . . uh, y'know. whatever . . . works for pain, i guess. i dunno. you're the doctor. "
Nurse she's a nurse , there was no doctor on sight . It was just her and Sehna the nurse and the trainee . . And Lรฐunn still had a lot to learn . Her mother had done her best teaching her , but losing her ? Only made things more difficult for the younger woman . Standing up straight , she cocks her head to the side . Not fully believing his story . She's not one to pry though . . Even though she should be questioning it .
Examining the bruises , she looks up to search his optics for more , only to come back with nothing . She could practically see the walls he was building . She should know ; she herself was familiar with the practice . Having walls of her own .
Setting down her holopad , she lets go of his hand . Making her way towards the medicine cabinet .
" I-I might have to wrap your hand too . . "
Upon grabbing the pain meds she makes her way back over to him . Opening the bottle she pours out two . Taking them between slender fingers she holds them out to him .
With a shaky exhale , she nods towards him . As long as there is no BLOOD in sight ? She will be just fine . Taking his bigger hand into her smaller hand ; she observes it . She can tell just by the way he is holding himself ? He is trying to act as though he isn't in pain .
She had been trained for these situations by her mother . . And drilled by Sehna extra , just to make sure she can catch things like this . All she could do for him right now ? Was give him some pain meds .
" H-how did you say you did this again ? "
The stutter wasn't hard to miss , it's very obvious she is nervous . . But that's just how she is Timid little thing . She never hears the end of it .
She spins back around to face him , her gentle yet shy smile says otherwise on his thoughts . She was one to forgive . Its how her mother raised her . She never held grudges . It was her father that was quick to anger . He's part of the reason she is so timid . The way he yelled reminded her of that . . But she would never admit it .
Quickly she waves it off , as if it was nothing . A small deep breath and she's back to how she was before . That shyness seeping through it was unmistakable ; especially with the way she holds herself .
Her fear of blood is something that would always stick with her , she knew it . It's been that way ever since she could remember .
" Really it's okay . . I'm used to it . "
Which is something no one should be used to . But unfortunately for her . . It was
" is it secure enough ? I know I went a little fast . "
Her right hand rubs her left arm nervously , she just wanted to make sure she even did this right .
If Simon were honest, he couldn't care less why Lรฐunn is the way she is. If he were even more honest, he'd say that he didn't actually care much for her at all. All she's really done is be a hindrance to his treatment. A shy little thing who, he thinks, wouldn't make it a day in Eden. Sometimes he wonders if it would be more beneficial to humanity if she weren't here.
That's the Butcher, though. These are thoughts he is trying to move away from. It's not who he wants to be. So he bites back his criticisms, his insults, his usual rudeness --- and plasters a hesitant smile on his face. It doesn't reach his eyes. But he's trying.
"It should be fine," he nods. Moves his free hand up to test the wrapping, humming in appreciation. Not nearly as tidy as Sehna would do it, but passable until it needs changing again. "I'll make sure your boss is around to do it next time. Maybe she can give you a few tips."
If she could hear what he was thinking ? She's recoil and keep her distance . Down turned eyes stay trained on him , watching as his face contorts . She can tell something is on his mind . She won't pry though . She isn't one to do so .
In her mind , she can read him well ; she is so off . Grabbing her holopad , she can practically hear Sehna yelling in her mind . She wasn't ready for that stern talking to .
She winces at his comment though , he was right she needed guidance , but he didn't need to be so harsh about it .
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Optics snap back to him , that timid smile of hers graces her features . She was grateful he was there to help afterwords . She felt like a phony ; she shouldn't have this fear , but it all stems back to when she was a child . The trauma she faced .
" I-i uh thank you for helping me with that . . I know it's stupid . "
Bringing herself down like that , it almost felt natural to her . She doesn't even realize at times that she even does it .
"It's not stupid." In fact if anyone can understand a fear of blood, it's Simon. He just tends to hide his horror a little better. "I get it."
"I, uh --- I am sorry. For snapping at you." He can already tell that she's keeping her guard up around him, now. For fucks sake Simon, you always do this. Always fucking up, always scaring people off. Maybe if you weren't such a piece of shit, people would actually want to be around you. He lets out a breath. "Thanks for helping."
She spins back around to face him , her gentle yet shy smile says otherwise on his thoughts . She was one to forgive . Its how her mother raised her . She never held grudges . It was her father that was quick to anger . He's part of the reason she is so timid . The way he yelled reminded her of that . . But she would never admit it .
Quickly she waves it off , as if it was nothing . A small deep breath and she's back to how she was before . That shyness seeping through it was unmistakable ; especially with the way she holds herself .
Her fear of blood is something that would always stick with her , she knew it . It's been that way ever since she could remember .
" Really it's okay . . I'm used to it . "
Which is something no one should be used to . But unfortunately for her . . It was
" is it secure enough ? I know I went a little fast . "
Her right hand rubs her left arm nervously , she just wanted to make sure she even did this right .
โHeyโHead out of the clouds,โ A firm but quiet voice snaps her back to reality. The nurse is already walking ahead, head high, notepad under her arm. โWe've been called to level 5, there's an issue with engineersโone of them got shocked. I'll let you lead this one, okay? We'll see how you remember of your studies.โ
Sehna could feel the anxiety wave off Lounn like a mad ocean but she didn't comment. If she didn't put her on the spot during accidents on slow days like this where she could quickly help if need be, she was scared she'd be forced to be put on the spot on far more important accident.
Bloody ones.
So, with necessary dose, but enough leniance, she will see how the girl will deal under pressure. As they reach level 5, the elevator spreadingโthey were immediately in the flow.
Screams from a dramatic worker, hollering from their colleaguesโit was far too wild for what it was. Good, Sehna almost smiled, staying behind to let her trainee decide, it'd put Lounn even more in a real situation.
The engineer looked reassured but soon, he gasped at the sight of a blister growing and promptly passed out. His colleagues immediately panicked, screaming loud and dramatically.
Sehna looked at the mayhem before turning to Lounn. Seeing if she could deal with it or not. Not wanting to put too much stress on her trainee for her first intervention, she rose her voice.
โQuiet.โ The nurse's voice echoed in the engineering room, rendering the whole level silent. She sighed, then crouched beside Lounn. โSo, what's the procedure on unconscious patients?โ
They quickly got back to the infirmary, laying the man on the examination tableโyet Sehna still doesn't move to takr charge. Instead, she looks at Lounn, awaiting her directions.
Sehna smiles, proud of her. โlook at you go,โ She hums to her desk, siting to finish some paper work until the next incident. โSoon, you'll take my job.โ
She wouldn't have it any other way, she'd be lost without her . Sehna means the absolute world to her . A sigh of absolute relief rolls past parted lips . A grin tugs at the corner of her lips .
" W-well I'd hope so . . "
Behind her back , she fidgets with her own fingers . Her nervousness slowly beginning to wash away ; her mind at ease .
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