𝐿𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑎𝑏𝑦 𝑅𝑜𝑠𝑒 ♡

university makes me so excited actually because the one i chose to go is the one none of my classmates will go to, at least not in the faculty i chose. it’s not like i really dislike them, i just need new people in my life or no one at all. i don’t want to be bothered, as much as rude this may sound

I spent a lovely little trip to the beach so sweetly. I played chess with my dad, played in the water & started reading a little life on Saturday. I’m at page 217 & I already cried a little… I still have 762 pages to go through aaa! I love a good, long, mentally challenging book that makes me question my life though, it’s what I genuinely enjoy doing the most ♡. school ends in three days, I won’t see those people again for some time, I’ll study for my driving licence, take long walks in the nature, read many many books I planned to read for a while aaand I’ll get a copy of the bible (orthodox) to study finally. I also want to study & learn better how to play chess (so I can become the next white queen) ♡

little nymph sleeping under a weeping willow

dreaming of working as a milk maid, living in a farm in a little religious village, writing poetry at night under the candle light after the night prayer ♡ 🐑

I was looking up. The depth of the dark sky comforted me, however, the depth of life itself terrified me. Is it the opposite for some? I'm convinced. But the moonlight led me to a state of serenity, where dreams would always come true if I had contemplated them intensely before sleeping. You just had to close your eyes. Existence, the obligations you have as part of a society, on the other hand, led you to uncertainty. To uncertainty in the face of what one wanted and an obligation to oneself to survive. That survival became your daily life, until you completely lost your essence.