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// Thank you so much, everyone!! I won't delete this blog; it will remain here, for the memories. Still, it won't be updated much, if at all, from here on out. I'll be at my personal, @carryingstarlightinherwake, and sharing fics to my AO3 of the same name.

Anyway, to wax poetic for a sec and be sentimental: This blog is part of why I am who I am today. All of the asks sent, threads shared, stories crafted... they were my safe space in a turbulent world. Now, I'm a real-world Doctor—of English Literature! The metas, fanfic, and everything I wrote here were where I learned to do what I do in my job as an academic now. And it was fun! Thank you all for making it fun. <3

I still think about the Tenth Doctor; in fact, today, I got overtaken by a wave of nostalgia and went on a Ten and Donna reblogging spree!

// CARA????? OH MY GOSH??????? IT'S SO NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'VE MISSED YOU!!!!!

I hope you're doing well! Don't hesitate to DM me on my personal account if you'd like. Best of wishes to you, Cara!!

// No worries! I'm just sorry I didn't see this message until now!!

I am so honored that I was able to help you in a rough time in your life. The Doctor helped save my life, too, when I was younger. In a tough time, Doctor Who and interacting as Ten with everyone brought me solace. The Doctor as a character will always live on in our hearts... and I, too, still am looking out for that Police Box, all these years later.

// You're gonna make me happy-cry, omg ;~;

Oh my goodness!! I remember you! I am so happy to hear that you're doing well. I know it's been a few years since this ask came in - 6, actually, according to the time stamp - but I am honored that I was able to bring some joy to your heart.

"Well," the Time Lord replies, his voice cracking in the way it does when he is about to launch into one of his "talking at you instead of with you spells," "It depends on the definition of meme. Are we talking about the 2010s-era, Earthen description of memes, or of the original concept of the 'meme'? If so..."

"Hmm. That is a good question."

// Ah, yes! The Fallen Man asks!! I’ve been thinking about this fic again recently, what with Deltarune coming out now and me falling head over heels for it. (I’m writing a fic for it now!)

I don’t plan on finishing it, sadly; the muse isn’t there. But to answer these questions:

He definitely would not. But also, he would understand that she was ultimately trying to help the monsters. She is complex, but he knows, from the amount of figurative blood he has on his hands, that she isn’t a bad person.

I think he would be able to see the Goners! I’m sure there’d be some weird timey-wimey things going on that make him more susceptible to seeing Gaster’s influence.

// Hi everyone,

It's the mun, Lucky, here! It's been... a decade, I think? Regardless. I lost the password, and so on, and while I'm not on this blog much, if at all anymore, and it's now defunct, I feel like the least I can do is reply to everyone's messages so I can have closure with this blog and for all of you. So, expect a massive influx of replies from me, but no more RP activity after that. I'm now exclusively on my multifandom blog, @carryingstarlightinherwake, and I recently graduated with my PhD in English!! Ya girl got her PhD in fanfiction (not even joking)!!!!

1) I'm writing fics for series like JJBA, Nier, and much more! Check them out at my AO3.

2) FOURTEENTH DOCTOR SPECIALS??? I NEED TO WATCH THEM

3) If you miss me, feel free to drop by my personal Tumblr, @carryingstarlightinherwake .

4) I'm a PhD Candidate now, all but dissertation, who is teaching Literature to college students and is writing a dissertation about hurt/comfort fanfic. Man; I'm living lil' me's dream.