Just Me Ventin

It Seems Like I’m Scared Of Everything. I’m Scared To Get Out Of My Comfort Zone. I’m Scared To Tell People What My Goals Are. I’m Scared To Follow My Dreams. I’m Scared To Find Another Job. I’m Scared To Talk To People The Word Fear Has Been Wrapped Around My Body Like A Straight Jacket For A Very Long Time. I Just Had To Sit Back And Admit To Myself I’m Scared. I’m Scared Of What The Future Holds I’m Scared To Express Myself. Dear God Deliver Me Out Of This Pit Of Fear. That’s All I’m Asking.

Thank You.

All It Takes Is One Emotion And That Can Change Our Mood. One Second And Our Mood Is Mentally Messed Up. Some People Can Get Over It And Some Can’t. I Can Sadly Say I’m One Of Those People Who Can’t. One Thing Could Mess Up My Day. And It’s Really Tough To Get Over. That’s Why I Tell Myself “I’m Better Than This” “I Am Not Situation” I Like To Play Certain Type Of Music To Get Me Thru Tough Times. Like Some Real Lyrical Shit Cats Like KXNG Crooked, Ras Kass Joe Budden People Who Make Music For My Mood That I’m In. Sometimes We Just Gotta Sit Down And Control Our Thoughts. We Can’t Let Our Emotions Over Power Us. In Other Words Stay Strong.

I Know I’m Weird And I Don’t Have A Problem With That, Sometimes I’m Comfortable Being Myself. I Swear It’s Like Being Around Other People When U Can’t Be Yourself. That’s Why I Hate When People Say “Be Yourself” Because When That Happens It Seems Like I Just Draw People Further Away. Sometimes I Just Wish People Didn’t Exist I Wish I Was Alone On Earth, Just Me & My Thoughts Just Goin Where The Wind Blows. This Is How I Know I’m Weird, I Don’t Like People But I Want People To Like Me, I Know Crazy Right? That’s Why Ever Since The Age Of 6 I Talk To Myself Because I’m The Only One Who Can Understand Me. Maybe It’s The Fear Of Being Judged By Someone Once U Open Up To Them. That’s Probably Why I’m That Way. AWWWWW WELL *Shrugs* 

Here’s Somethin I’ve Been Workin On Over Eminem’s “Role Model” Beat I Got Bars Vol.1 Comin Soon. soundcloud.com/tim818

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvTRZJ-4EyI) I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!

I Know I’m A Lil Late But Happy 10th Anniversary To Evidence “The Weatherman LP” This Is My Favorite Album From EV Period. The First Time I Heard This Album Was Back In 09, That’s When I Got Familiar With Evidence. Overall A Great Album Hands Down Classic. My Favorite Songs On This Album “I Know” “Mr. Slow Flow” “Chase The Clouds Away” “Evidence Is Everywhere” “Moment In Time” “Believe In Me” If U Are A Real Hip Hop Head Especially On The West Coast I Suggest U Check This Album Out. 

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pADfIcctaGQ) Shout Out To Wood Harris For Droppin So Much Knowledge On British Black Actors Vs American Black Actors. 

Rapper’s Best Friend 4 Is Out Now Which Is An Instrumental Series By The Great Alchemist His Beats Are Soooo Dope And Dark. Favorite Beats On Here I’ve Been Listening To Over And Over “Fetti” “Disappearing Ink” 

I Really Enjoyed This Murs Album, Right Now He Is One Of The Dopest Story Telling Rappers Right Now Because That’s What’s Missin In Rap Right Now. Nobody Is Tellin Stories Anymore But Murs Is Keepin That Alive. One Thing I Like About Murs Is That He Comes From West LA Which Is Pretty Much A Gang Infested Neighborhood But That’s Not What He Is. He’s Just A Regular Dude That Loves Hip Hop That Don’t Bang And He’s Not Ashamed To Admit That. Favorite Songs On This Album, “Summer” “Xmas And Thanksgiving” “Animals Dammit” That’s Just Some Of My Favorites But The Whole Album Is Dope Tho.