“Addiction is terrifying. Love can’t even save you.”

“Do not mock a pain you haven’t endured.”

In a world full of hurt. You gave it all to me. I thought best friends were supposed to mend each other… Not one friend mend you and leave me standing in the cold.. Leave me crying every night… leave me more depressed and stressed than I already am.. While your necklace is broken and on the floor of your closet.. Mine is intact and around my neck everyday. That pretty much sums me and you up. Now its my turn to break. Its my turn to hurt. Its my turn to leave. Because you aren’t asking me to stay.

I want to reach for God the way I reach for my phone. When I’m bored, when I’m uncomfortable, when I need answers or entertainment, when I’m lonely and need someone to talk to.