charlie kirk did deserve to die. he deserved the way in which he died. he died wearing a shirt that said freedom, and his last word was "violence". he believed that the 2nd amendment required the sacrifice of lives. he loved the weapon that killed him more than the safety of his own young children. i hope it wasn't an instant death. i hope that just for a second he understood what was happening, and i hope he died scared.

I must escape from myself.

gives you a hit of my joint through the phone

I fucked up. You don't love me now right? I didn't change myself enough. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Having so many thoughts about being encouraged to regress to exacrly where he wants me and then using me for his own needs

need him to hit me so hard I spit blood