Youâre the only good thing in my life pt 2
-genre/warnings: arranged marriage, mentions of cheating in the past, angst, smut, hurt/comfort, fighting
A/n very sorry for the long wait, I had written my part 2 but decided I didnât like it and rewrote itâŚ. This is still not finished btw, there will be one last part I also just realized i never titled this :o
Once namjoons mother had found out that namjoon had been unfaithful to minseo she was furious. She knew how much minseo cared for her son. She couldnât believe heâd do something like that to her.
But of course namjoon was her son. she was disappointed but at the end of the day she understood that people make mistakes.
After work he decided to go down to seokjins house to talk. he decided to give up his land. It has already caused enough trouble in his life. He didnât want it anymore.
Upon arriving he lets himself in, immediately stopping in his tracks seeing his brother, seokjin sitting with his wife, minseo.
âMinseo, what are you doing here?â
Minseo stood as she ignored his question
âWell then, I should be heading home nowâ
Pushing past namjoon out the front door as he followed her
âMinseo wait!â He sayâs grabbing her arm
âLet go of me, pleaseâ she couldnt even look at him, not because she didnât want to but because it hurt too much
âI asked you a question. what are you doing at my brothers house?â
âDoes it matter?â She tried tugging her arm out of his hold
He responded holding her tighter
âYes it does. You have no business being here, especially alone with him.â What was he insinuating?
âI wanted to know who she wasâ she finally looked him in the eyes
âWho?â
âYour loverâ tears started to brim her eyes
âMinseo, he has no business in our marriage. If you wanted to know the truth of what happened you couldâve ask meâ
âI couldnât. You know why? Because it hurts much more coming from you. I do not wish to know all the detailsâ
It was silent for a moment before namjoon spoke âwhen that night happened, we were nearly a month married, we were Still not fully familiar with eachother. It was before I had realized how much you meant to me, before I knew that I loved you. I could not tell you who it was because I truly do not know. I try hard to forget that regretful night. Ever since the night we confessed our love for each other Iâve been thinking of no one else except you. Please minseo, im sorry.â
Tears ran down her face as she struggled to speak âit doesnât matter. You were still my husband. Iâve been nothing but faithful to you since I found out about this whole situationâ she nearly ran when he loosened his grip on her arm. She didnât want anyone to see her like this.
Namjoon stood there feeling defeated. Seeing jin staring out the window. When they locked eyes jin quickly hid behind the curtains. Namjoon left shaking his head.
Upon returning home, it was quiet. Namjoon had called off their weekly family dinner once again, saying it was because he wasnât feeling well but everyone in the family already knew what was going on.
Heading to bed with a heavy heart, feeling absolutely horrible not having minseo there to comfort him.
Minseo spent most of her days avoiding him at all costs. She knew she couldnât hide forever but every time she saw him she was reminded of everything that has been happening but at the same time she was missing her husband. She soon realized that she really didnât have anyone else.
Namjoon had started working even later into the night just to keep his mind busy. Trying to get things done as he kept postponing them all week.
âNamjoonâ he was broken out of his thoughts as he saw her, minseo.
âYes? What happened?â He immediately stood up
âYour mother, she canât get a hold of you. Sheâs been calling for a while nowâ
âOh, yeah I was busy, Iâll call her in a minute-â
âI already talked to her, she said sheâs having a gathering at her home tomorrow and you must attend, no exceptionsâ
He nodded âwill you be going?â
âI might, Depending on how Iâm feeling. Night.â She said walking out the door of his home office not giving him a second glance
âGoodnight!â He said before she shut the door. He slumped back into his chair not remembering what he was doing just a minute ago.
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The next day namjoon waited practically the whole day for minseo. He thought they would drive there together but she never asked or even mentioned she was going. He decided to go before it got too late, he figured she probably didnât want to go.
Namjoon arrived a little late but he knew he had to show up or else his mother would have given him an earful.
Walking in seeing everyone talking, laughing with each other. He immediately felt nervous. He shouldnât be, this is his family.
âNamjoon!â His mother is the first to greet him âthank you for coming, dearâ she kissed his cheek
âWell you said no exceptions so here I amâ he sighed
âEveryone is here, go say helloâ she encouraged with a smile on her face
âMother, im really not-â
âMinseo is here tooâ his mother added
âWhere?â He questioned immediately looking around for her
âI believe sheâs out backâ
Immediately going to see if she was actually here, going out the back door of his mothers house. He sees her. Sitting beautifully, legs crossed in her white floral dress talking with a family member. They both stop mid conversation as he spoke
âHi- im sorry to interruptâ namjoon looked nervous
âThatâs alright dear, Iâll be heading inside now. It was good seeing you sweetheartâ his great aunt says as she said goodbye to minseo
âI thought you werenât comingâ namjoon sat down once they were alone
âI never said I wasnâtâ taking a sip of her drink feeling nervous herself
âI waited for you, I thought maybe weâd drive down togetherâ namjoon searched for her eyes but she wouldnât look at his
âSeokjin brought me.â
âOhâ Namjoon was beginning to feel a sort of hatred towards his brother. He just couldnât keep his nose out of his marriage
âYou look beautiful as alwaysâchanging the subject he reached for her hands that were on the table
âIâm leavingâ She finally looked at him as she pulled her hands away
âLeaving? What do you mean?â
âBack home, with my mother.â
âWhat, Why? My love you-â
âBecause I need to. I feel lonely here, I need to get away for a while. Itâs all too muchâ
âEveryone loves you here, my mother, our aunts everyone adores you- I canât be without you, pleaseâ he didnât realized tears had begun to form in his eyes
âYouâve lived without me before, youâll be fine namjoon. Iâm sure youâll find someone else to entertain youâ
âNo. No I donât want anyone else. Just you, Minseo. I canât imagine my life without you. I-I love you so much. Please, please tell me what I should do so that youâll stayâ his heart felt like it was aching in his chest. Heâd never thought that his worst nightmare would be to lose his wife.
she could see it in his eyes how sorry he was but her trust had been broken âHow can I trust you anymore joon?â
âI promise you that Iâll never hurt you again my love. I truly never meant to hurt you. I honestly thought that this marriage wasnât going to be a real marriage. But I-I fell for you so hard.â He himself wouldâve never thought this would happen but it did. And heâs never been so happy to have found her.
She went to put one of her hands on top of his arm âI still love you namjoon. You canât stop loving someone so quickly, but I need some timeâ
Looking at her with big glossy eyes he nodded âyou will be back right?â
They were interrupted by namjoons mother as she stepped outside to find the two
âKids! Come inside. Iâve made a hamâ she waved her hand for them to come join the family
âWeâre coming! Come on, canât keep mom waitingâ minseo was first to get up as he followed
Everyone was serving themselves. Minseo wasnât feeling hungry but she didnât want to be rude so she made herself a plate. Namjoon wasnât sure if he should sit next to her or not. Minseo sat at the full table so he had no other choice but to sit somewhere else.
Namjoons mother noticed he wasnât enjoying himself. She figured whatever the two weâre talking about outside caused this. She always taught her sons to fight for the people they love. Sheâs just hoping that namjoon will take her advice.
He certainly didnât enjoy watching his wife laugh at all his brothers jokes from across the room. Didnât those two hate each other? Minseo and jin were actually good friends before this whole marriage happened. Is it weird to say that this whole situation brought them closer? Minseo realized she didnât really have anyone else to talk to but jin was there, like old times.
After it got later and people started leaving. Jin offered to drive minseo back home to which she accepted before she went to thank Mrs Kim
âThank you for coming, dearâ she held both of her hands
âOf course, your food is always deliciousâ
Namjoon now walking into the living room coming from the bathroom. seeing his mother and wife together always made him happy. But now it just made him nervous. Not knowing what his mother would say to her
âHiâ he said looking directly at minseo
âHi, Iâm going to be heading home now. Jins taking meâ
âOkay. Iâm going to stay here a bit long. Ill be there soonâ he didnât like that idea but he needed to stay to talk to his mother privately. Minseo nodded leaving.
Namjoon started helping his mother put the left overs away
âDo you want to take any of these home with you dear?â His mother asked as she was looking for Tupperware, immediately stopping as she heard a sob come from her son
âJoon? Whats the matter?â She pulled him into a hug as he continued to cry into her shoulder
âSheâs leaving meâ
âOh no, honey Iâm so sorry. What did she say?â
âShe-sheâll be staying with her mother for a while but what ifâŚ.what if she doesnât come back, what if she stops loving me. And jinââ
âHoney, sheâll come back. she just needs time. Iâve seen how much you two love each other. And jin, donât worry about jin. Heâs your brother, heâs just trying to get under your skin. If you donât want to lose her then you better go and show her how much she means to youâ
Namjoon nodded not really able to get his words out now, wiping his tears âI should go and make sure she got home safeâ
âGo, and when she leaves come visit me often so you wonât be so aloneâ
On the way home jin asked a lot of questions about her leaving as well, he was actually the one to suggested going away for a while
âDid your mother ask why you were coming home so suddenly?â
âYes she did. I told her it was because I was home sick. I didnât have the heart to tell her.â Minseo says looking out the passenger window feeling mostly tired
âYou know you wouldnât be going through all of this if you wouldâve chosen meâ jin spoke looking directly ahead on the road
Minseo slowly turning her head to him âwhat?â She said in disbelief. She didnât know whether or not he was making another joke right now.
âAll those years, and yet you chose himâ
He in fact wasnât joking
âI dont understand jin. You made it clear that we were just friendsâ minseo did have a crush on him back when they were in school but she was turned down countless of times
âYou were just a kid! And by the time I thought maybe you were ready you had namjoon already courting you. I still believe he did it just to get back at meâ
âJin, why are you tell me this now-â
Jin pulled the car over quickly scaring minseo a bit, now facing her
âIâm saying nows our chance, I still want youâŚâ jin moved his hand to her thigh feeling her soft legs, slowly moving up-
âJin, what the hell!â She moved his hand off her thigh âIâm married. And im sorry but that was the pastâ her other hand searched for the door handle
âOh come on, youâre still going to be faithful to him? even after everything heâs done to you-â
Finally finding the door handle she practically jumps out the car slamming the door, jin also jumps out as he sees her walking away
âWhat are you doing?â She ignores him still walking away âMinseo, come on. Ok Iâm sorry, I didnât mean to make you angryâ
âJust go, Iâll be fine.â
âIâm not going leave you walking, just get inâ
âI said no. Now leave before I start screamingâ
âFine, but itâs not my fault if you get lost.â Jin got into his car and sped away leaving minseo walking. She knew how to get home, it would just take her a while.
Namjoon arrived home before minseo. He went to check on her before he went to bed but he couldnât find her. Of course this worried him. He checked every corner of the house. He even checked outside. Calling jins house because that was the last person she was with but he didnât answer. He decided he was going to go look for her, taking the route he thinks jin wouldâve taken but before he could get out the drive way minseo walks in the gate. exhausted and teary eyed.
âMinseo! I was worried sick about you. I was just about to-â seeing her condition he could tell something did happen âare you alright? Whereâs seokjin?â
âI decided to walk homeâ
âWalk? Thatâs quite the walk. Did something happen?â
She sighed âjust jin being jinâ she went to walk past him to go inside but he stopped her
âDid he do something to you?â He knew his brother, he wanted to take everything he had, even his own wife.
âLook Iâm really tired right now I just-â
âTell me, please. I swear if he touched you-â
âI stopped him before he went too far, And please donât go cause a scene, Heâs not been himself latelyâ
Namjoon was boiling. Take his job, Take his land, but not his wife. Namjoon didnât want to upset minseo so he kept his cool, at least for right now.
âLetâs get inside, itâs cold.â She tried changing the subject. Minseo said good night before heading to her room. She couldnât sleep so she spent practically the whole night packing her bags. Her mother was expecting her tomorrow.
Namjoon also couldnât sleep. he couldnât believe his own brother would do that to him. Jin knew how desperate namjoon was to win back minseo. He wondered if maybe minseo secretly wished she had ended up with jin. He knew jin had a crush on her back in the day. But it was too late for jin. She was his.
The next morning minseo had started bringing her bags down stairs so that when it was time to go sheâd be ready. All the noise caused namjoon to come out of his room. Seeing minseo struggling with her bags.
âHere, let me helpâ he immediately took the bags out of her hands carrying them for her
âThank youâ minseo slightly out of breath
âAre you⌠leaving already?â He didnât know sheâd be leaving so soon.
âYes, my mother is sending a driver to take me. Heâll be here any minuteâ as if on cue the door bell rings. âOh- that must be himâ minseo going to open the door greeting the older man
âIâll be taking your bags to the car nowâ
She had a lot, in total of five suitcases and two duffel bags. That kind of worried namjoon. This meant she was staying long right?
âMinseo, be safe. And call me if you need anything. Money or if you need help with yard work-â heâd take any opportunity to see her
âIâll be fine. thank youâ how badly she wanted to say more, a hug goodbye even. But she couldnât bring herself to do so
He watched her leave. Feeling as though a part of him was leaving as well. But he knew this wasnât the end, It couldnât be.
Going inside their home looking around felt empty. He didnât like it, He doesnât remember life without minseo.
He has a lot of things to get done. But first, seokjin.
He couldnât wait any longer. He so badly wanted to confront Jin about what happened that night. And as soon as minseo left he went to Jins house
Upon arriving he was going to just walk in but the door was locked. He just about pounded on his door feeling all those emotions he had last night come back.
Jin had looked as if he had just woken up, opening the door confused and clearly hung over
Namjoon wasted no time barging in, pushing Jin causing him to stumble. Jin had no time to process what was going on as namjoon brought his fist to jins face
âWhat the fuck!â Jin groaned in pain clutching his face still on the floor
Namjoon crouching down to be face to face with Jin âwho do you think you are? Putting your hands on my wife?â
Seokjin smiled slightly clearly not sorry âwhat, are you afraid? I bet when youâre inside her cunt she wishes it was meâ
Namjoon threw another fist to his brothers face as jin was trying to block them with his hands âdonât- fucking- talk about her like that. what has gotten into you, jin? I donât understandâ
âYou took her from meâ Jin mumbled out, face throbbing
âI didnât take shit from you. She was your friend, thatâs all she ever was to you.â
âNo, it was more than that-â
âYou only wanted her when you saw that we started seeing eachotherâ namjoon was right, jin felt jealous. He was so used to having minseo do everything he had asked for and when she found someone new to follow around he had realized how much he missed her.
namjoons intentions werenât pure either. He needed to be wed, and Fast. His father had just passed away and his mother wanted namjoon to claim the land but the agreement was that it went to whoever was to be married first. Namjoon wasnât ready to be married, But if he really did need to be married heâd pick someone he already knew. Someone who he knew would be a good wife. Minseo. She had been a family friend for years and she was a nice girl. Why not right?
Of course as soon as this was brought up to her father he was already cashing the check. Minseo was young. And sheâd do anything her father asked, besides she knew namjoon already. She just truly wanted to be loved
Namjoon was always sweet and respectful, and of course she fell for him almost instantly but after the marriage was made official it was like he wasnât interested anymore. Almost as though he was only being nice to make sure she wouldnât back out. She was disappointed but as we know this didnât last very long. She fell first but he fell harder.
âStay the hell out of my lifeâ namjoon said leaving Jin alone on the floor.
Minseo had arrived to her mothers house excited. She had missed her. She didnât live that far away, it was about two hours away but she never had time to visit that often. As soon as minseo pulled up she saw her mother waiting outside. She immediately jumped into her mothers arms
âOh darling, you look so beautifulâ minseos mother said kissing the side of her head
âIâve missed you so much momâ
âI have too, so much.. where is namjoon?â
Minseo still has yet to tell her mother. Her mom loves namjoon so much, she knows this will break her. but she was mostly keeping this from her because the same had happened to her. Minseos father had cheated on her mother countless of times and she took him back every single time. She didnât want to bring up those awful memories.
âHe, um, he has work so he couldnât comeâ
âOh, when you said you needed to get away I thought you meant the both of you. But this is even better! Itâll be just us girls thenâ her mother was truly excited to spend some time with her.
Minseo slept in her old bedroom, it felt weird but it brought back a lot of good memories. She didnât have any siblings growing up but she spent most of her childhood with namjoon and seokjin. Mostly just seokjin though. Maybe if this whole marriage hadnât happened everything would still be perfect?âŚExcept it wouldnât because she wouldnât have her love.
It was hard for her to fall asleep these days, and when she eventually did it wasnât for very long.
After day two of staying with her mom she was so happy to be here with her but she felt the want to go back home constantly.
Her mother could tell something was going on but she didnât want to say anything yet.
Minseo was out back sunbathing on the pool chairs but she heard her mother shouting, immediately she got up and went inside to see what was going on. Her heart dropped when she saw him, namjoon, hugging her mother.
âJoon, what are doing here?!â Minseo was confused and a bit annoyed.
âOh- um I just wanted to check on you- and to see mom of course!â He smiled at her mother
âOh joon you know youâre always welcome! Iâm working on dinner so make yourself comfortableâ
Minseo left walking to her room to change out of her bathing suit not knowing namjoon was following right behind her. It startled her a bit. She quickly put on her robe that was hanging on her door
âYou shouldnât be here namjoonâ he could clearly see she was angry
âI know, Iâm sorry but I was worried about you-â
âIâm perfectly fine. No need to worryâ
âYour mom was so excited to see me. I was actually kind of nervous to come because I wasnât sure if you told her about anything yet-â
âI havenâtâŚâ she sighed âI donât think I will. Just go down and help her, Iâll be there after I changeâ he nodded quickly exiting the room
Minseo had slipped into some comfortable clothes and went to join the two. Already hearing them cracking up from all the way across to house
âWhatâs so funny?â She smiled
âOh darling come see thisâ her mom said barely able to contain her laughter âitâs from when you guys were just kids and used to walk to school every morning, Remember when that car drove by a puddle and it splashed you guys so bad you all ran home cryingâ
âYou have a picture?!â minseo doesnât remember this being so funny
âOf course! I knew some day weâd be able to laugh back at thisâ
Namjoon smiling while admiring the beautiful smiles on their faces as well
âOne day when you guys have kids of your own you better take all the pictures you can, time flies by so fastâ her mother adds walking back to the stove leaving the two in the dinning room
âYou remember this day?â namjoon says picking up one of the many photos her mother had pulled out. It was a more recent photo. From last years birthday.
âOf course I do, it was one of the best days of my lifeâ she smiled remembering how special she felt that day. Before she could do anything else her mother began serving them. Enjoying the nice hot meal catching up, everything felt almost normal. Almost.
âIâm stuffedâ namjoon said rubbing his stomach
âMe too, every time I eat I get real sleepy. Minseos bed is a twin but Iâm sure youâll both fitâ her mother added
âOh no need, heâll be heading home now-â
âWhat? No, itâs late honey. Donât you want to stay namjoon?â
He felt pressure from both sides wanting to say yes but needing to say no, for minseo but⌠he couldnât.
âOf course i do!â He smiled but minseo was mad, heading to her room. Namjoon joined her after he had helped clean up.
âWow Your room is smaller than I rememberâ namjoon said looking around
âYeah well everythingâs bigger when youâre 13⌠you can take the bed tonightâ
âNo thatâs ok, itâs your bed after allâ
âJust take the bed joon, youâre our guestâ
âUm actually weâre her guestsâ
She rolled her eyes âfine we both take the bed, but get your own blanketâ he smiled at her
both of them were settled into the small twin bed facing back to back in silence trying to fall asleep but neither of them could
âNamjoonâ minseo said quietly which caused namjoon to turn his body around or face her
âYeah?â
âWhy are you really here?â Still not facing him
âBecause I was worried about you⌠and because I missed youâ
It was silent again for a moment until he heard her sniffle immediately feeling his heart begin to race
âminseoâ he whispered as she now turned around to finally face him
âI missed you so much joonie, so much but you- you hurt me so badâ she was trying to keep her voice down as best as she could
He immediately pulled her into his chest as if on instinct âI know it my love, and Iâll forever regret it. Iâll spend the rest of my life fighting to get you back if I have to. Youâre the only person I truly needâ he was trying to hold himself together as well
âI love you, even if you decide to not forgive me-â he was full on crying now. He couldnât hold back
Seeing him like this just hurt her even more, looking at him she went to grab ahold of his face âI love you too joon, alwaysâ with both of them crying he immediately went in for a kiss.
it felt like they havenât kissed in ages. He missed the way sheâd grabbed his hair whenever they kissed like this. His hands searched her body missing having her like this.
Namjoon feeling himself began to grow hard, he couldnât control it. He didnât want to ruin the moment but In all honesty, they both needed it
As soon as she realized she paused
âIâm sorry- it just-â he tried to explain but she didnât care. Reaching down to feel him
âItâs okayâ she pressed down feeling all of him causing him to groan, she went back into the kiss while her hand moved inside of his sweats grabbing ahold of his heavy cock, she started pumping him nice and slow. Namjoon very much enjoying this he started thrusting into her hand. His mouth agape as he was moaning quietly into her ear
âFeel good?â She asked still pumping him just how he liked it
âYes, so good-â god she missed this
âYouâre mine right?â She knew he was but she still wanted to hear it
âYes, im all yours.. I promiseâ his hands began roaming her body. Missing how she felt in his arms. He grabbed the hem of her tank top asking for permission to take it off, she wasnât wearing a bra so her chest was fully exposed now. He immediately went to her chest leaving the most gentle kisses to both of them. focusing on her nipples as she was tugging on his hair softly, feeling just as good as him. When He went to pull her pajama shorts down she stopped him
âWait, we canâtâ minseo said slightly out of breath âmy mother might hear usâ
Namjoon knew that was a possibility but he was so horny right now he truly didnât care
âWeâll be quiet, I promise. I need to feel you so bad, loveâ he said slowly grinding against her. Minseo was just as needy and of course she gave in
âHurry up thenâ she said and not even a second later namjoon was taking off the rest of his and her clothes.
Hovering over her He was teasing his tip in while he played with her clit because he knew once he was in, it wouldnât be for very long. It feels like forever since he last had her like this. He wanted both of them to feel good.
Minseo was a whimpering mess as she tried to keep quiet. Namjoon the same, bitting his lip as he watched her
âI need you inside me, pleaseâ she whispered as namjoon started pushing himself inside
âFuuck-â pulling back feeling her squeeze him so good âI missed this pussyâ he said into her neck as he found a good pace
They were both out of it, trying to keep quiet but feeling all too good. Minseos legs we slightly shaking as he started going faster. Namjoon couldnât hold back his moans, trying to muffle them into the pillow
Minseo wrapped her legs around his waist just like she always did, letting him go deeper. Namjoon was close.
He began kissing her breasts, admiring how beautiful she looked under him. Heâd do anything for her.
âMy love, im closeâ
âMe too, kiss me joonieâ
and he did, kissing her with urgency as he came inside her. He didnât stop until she was finished. She wasnât too far behind him as she was begging him to not stop
She came hard around him, feeling her pussy throbbing, namjoon still thrusting slowing letting her ride out her high
They both stayed in that position for a moment before he got up to wipe her clean, getting one of his shirts to clean the mess he made that was now spilling out of her. Being gentle because he knew she was still sensitive
âThank youâ she whispered once he was back in bed
âI should be the one thanking youâ namjoon was smiling ear to ear
âFor what sillyâ she knew what he meant but wanted to tease him
âFor you know⌠being youâ
âOh stopâ she laughed quietly âletâs go to bed now, im tiredâ
âGoodnightâ he kissed her again before he snuggled onto her
âNightâ minseo didnt know how she was able to live without him for so long but she did know that she hated it.
The two were finally able to have a good night sleep, the only thing that was missing was their bed at home.
But If only they knew what was waiting for them back at homeâŚ.











