who needs enemies when you have your own brain

bitch you better not be sitting and staring at your old wounds forever wtf

can someone invent a type of letting go that actually feels good instead of feeling like your soul is getting ripped out via large intestine

what if I decide to let the joy slowly creep into my life the same way dread does…… what then

she's in a better place now (her bedroom)

why is everything so hard but not actually that hard just i cant do it

I was not built for this (getting out of bed)

me listening to my playlist: omg that’s crazy i love this song

beep beep sometimes when you have been in survival mode for a long time the parts of you dedicated to Wanting Things atrophy and you forget how to envision a future that feels rewarding because you are busy with the business of staying alive, and it can seem like your life must be pointless because you can’t imagine any long term goals. sometimes even when you leave survival mode you can’t remember how to Want Things. that doesn’t mean you need to give up on having a good and fulfilling life, it just means that Wanting Things is a muscle you need to gradually strengthen. the part of you that has dreams and aspirations is still there, it just fell asleep, but if you wiggle it enough it can and will regain feeling. it’s okay to start small