cyyruzz + friends

Tiktok is becoming a cesspit of TERF views.

Its alarming how people equate endogenic systems to RQs/proshippers/etc. . Like, as long as they aren't claiming to have DID/OSDD without trauma (no simply saying "system without trauma" doesn't count because system doesn't automatically equal DID/OSDD). Yes, I'm a DID system because immense amounts of trauma I've endured over my lifetime. Yes, endogenic systems are valid. I wish you peeps would look more into it and not be super closed minded. I used to be against endos for a long time because I thought they were *specifically* saying they had DID/OSDD, as soon as I learned that wasn't the case, I accepted them.

If one of my alters becomes RQ or my brain forms a RQ alter. I'm either leaving this world or traumatizing myself in order for that alter to split.

I'm genuinely so mad that some of the RQ/transid/other harmful shit type of flags have color palettes pleasing to the eye. I'm even more afraid of accidentally using a harmful flag color palette in my drawings and having one of those assholes claiming it for themselves. The world is genuinely doomed.

I've let my shifting loved ones be in the front space again because I had a extreme mental breakdown the night before yesterday night where my heart rate was 180 and I was hallucinating police sirens and flashing lights because I was deep in paranoia. I was able to get out of the breakdown because i talked to my mom, and yesterday I was talking to my loved ones (mainly my wife) to see how their day were going. So yeah, lesson learned, do not isolate yourself from your loved ones. I'm still not letting my alters back though. -🔋

I hope to GOD RQs dont invade shifting spaces, proshippers might have already done so somewhat. I cannot stop being absolutely scared as shit of RQs because they are giving conservatives a reason to be cruel and cause deaths.

Ugh, im so angry. My mother says RQs are a small amount of people and that I won't get hurt. But they've existed for centuries from what I've looked up, so at least 500k RQs exist, and they are actively making it worse for actual queer people to go outside because bigots purposefully confuse the two, and its extra bad because I live in a red state. Im actually fucking scared, so scared that I barred my alters from fronting and my shifting friends from being in the front space. I want to protect them. -Winter

I dont think I'm safe anymore.

Oh God I had the most wtf moment while shifting.

Chemical make me sick

Found our old Tumblr