Smile Even As It Hurts

Me: *tries to reply to a one liner*

Muse: *emotion and word dump that goes on for like 5 pages single spaced and that's AFTER being restrained and heavily edited*

Me: *tries to reply to a para*

Day Twelve: An oc otp

 So let me tell a story of an RP that started on skype with weelittlepatrick. We were doing an RP based in Outlast, I was Miles and she was using her Waylon (who is only on skype), and somehow we came up with a plotline where the pair of them ended up in an actual psychiatric hospital. The hows are complicated but it did make sense. And so we decided the pair of them needed to have doctors. 

Enter Michael and Bryan, who have last names but those elude me at the moment. We made them because it made sense in the setting for Miles and Waylon to have doctors, and so not every scene was those two. I had Waylon's doctor cause I play Miles and vise versa.

They ended up taking over the RP to the point where Miles and Waylon are the background characters that pop up every so often. Also they started dating, Michael and Bryan I mean. So for proper introduction:

Michael, fourty-two year old divorcee who is slightly hung up on his ex-wife and considers himself (mostly) straight.

Bryan, twenty-seven year old who might be a cat in human form as well is also asexual. 

And they're dating yup, and I love them so much omg.

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Day Eleven: A fandom otp

Okay now I'm sidestepping over into Game of Thrones, though I will admit that I've haven't seen the show only read the books. And I really don't honestly ship much in GoT because it's dangerous to really get attached to any character when they can die at any point basically.

But I am really attached to one specific ship, which is Jaime Lannister/Brienne of Tarth.

Day Ten: A fandom character I want to play, but haven’t yet

I am so weak because the urge to RP as Anders from Dragon Age still hasn't gone away in a week and the muse is still poking at me and I might fail in this endeavor at doing it. But then I am seriously considering putting one of my current blogs on a hiatus the same as I did Hector once. I mean he was on hiatus for like four months and now he's back and one of my stronger muses, and a hiatus might make me feel better. Who knows.

But yes, I have been wanting to play this babs.

Day Nine: A fandom character I’m ridiculously protective over

Okay so I'm not that involved at all in the Dragon Age fandom, I just follow a bunch of people who reblog stuff about it in my personal. I stopped really getting involved with non-RP sides of fandom on tumblr a while ago cause-- I don't know, it just happened.

But I've noticed a lot of people tagging things with Cullen with tumblr savior or what have you tags. No other character just Cullen. And I'm sitting over here like "Yeah he's made bad decisions, done horrible things but have you been playing Inquisition he is trying to atone in some way and regrets and all of that why do these tags exist??" and etc etc etc. You get the picture.

It really confuses me.

Now though when I see the tags I get all protective over his character and I don't see that feeling going away. Not really ridiculously protective but whatever. Plus he's adorable as fuck, especially in his romance, so there is that. I mean look at him.

Day Eight: A character I only got to play for a short-lived amount of time

So I had a blog for Ed Zeddmore from Supernatural, but not as just a Ghostfacer. This was one that went AU after S5 and my own ideas I'd had once about how Ed eventually became a hunter and such things. I made a blog for him but it never went anywhere sadly.

Day Seven: A character that lives in my head but I’ve never gotten to play anywhere

Hands down this would be my Warden from Dragon Age: Origins.

I've played a few times but what I consider my personal canon is the playthrough I did with my female human noble warrior. Her name is Jeri Cousland and I ended up making Alistair King and marrying my Warden to him as his Queen. The main reason, besides that I can't handle another blog, is that I make up and play stories in my head at work (it's very long and I'm alone so I do it to pass the time) and I've made up a lot about her and other characters.

So I have a lot of headcanons about other characters in relation to her and now they'd act and events that happen in her life behind the scenes when you don't see the "Hero of Ferelden". So even if I could make a blog she wouldn't be the same character I've grown in my head.

I don't have any pictures of her but I do have a FC that is damn near perfect.

Day Six: A female character (of someone else’s)

One of the queens of my heart and soul is definitely rondeursx and her Adele. Not only is Alice one of the most important people in my life but Adele is one of the best OCs I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. So well rounded and believable as a person, and I have no idea how she writes that accent so perfectly every time because accents are so hard to type oh wow.

And I know she had multiple FCs for the use of gifs/icons or different verses but her main FC is such a gorgeous woman.