The Life and Time of James

I just want someone to want me.

I was delusional to think that anyone wanted me

A false promise of happiness jumps from one delusion to the next and I don’t know when it will end

Damn it’s a feeling for me to look at this person as they are falling asleep and go, “ I love this person.”

God why am I such a pathetic cliche

The feeling of looking at someone and just melting is great till you realize they don’t feel the same way.

Remember she doesn’t want you. Don’t delude yourself

I just want someone I can drown my sorrows in. There is no amount of money I wouldn’t pay to just lay down and wake up in the life I want, or at least successful

I am so fucking tired and I only have myself to blame. The urge to just pick up and move somewhere new is too strong

It is not the fault of someone else but I just want to be wanted. Just once just a single fucking what time. Why am I so fucking broken and unlovable. I’m tired down to the depths of my soul.

I just want someone who wants me back. Like for once

I sure do have a type and it is unavailable.