Tiger Woman

how long are we going to keep this up?

how many more years do I need to prove to you my loyalty and faithfulness?

how can you still not understand? I am different. I am not trying hard to be somebody else's. I am trying too hard to be yours. I was very convenient / considerate for you. still you find something to throw at me. there will always be something, someone, anything to make you believe otherwise.

if it were on a different circumstance, I would not be here typing this. I would not spend my weekends lying in bed watching Suits alone until dawn. Wondering.

I still keep wondering. Imagining a life that could never be mine. Because a promise is never definitive. Yet, I still held on to those words, for those words are all I have. still, what words of mine do you keep dear? nothing I ever say or do will ease the pain I never caused you.

yet again, how long do we pretend we do not care?

how long can we keep this up?