Literal Sick Beet

Hi everyone. I’m sorry I haven’t been online for these past few days, but it’s been hard for me to see anything Taylor related since the Dublin show. First of all, thank you so much for reblogging my tour post, it meant the world to me and I’ll be forever grateful. I want to tell you what happened, because I think you deserve to know, and I can’t keep this to myself anymore. I know there could be consequences from posting this, but I just don’t want this to happen to anyone, because no one deserves this. @taylorswift I’ve been thinking a lot about writing this to you as well. I don’t know if you will ever read this, or your team, but I need to get this out of my head or I’ll go crazy.  I got a DM from Taylor Nation on Thursday, the day before the  first show in Dublin, and naturally I got super excited. The thing is, they never called me. I got the message at 5:20 pm and  I replied shortly after with the information they needed. I told them I was available until 7:30/8pm because I was catching my flight to Dublin at that time. Then I waited for a call that never came. I arrived in Dublin that night and thought that maybe I would get a call on Friday morning, but that didn’t happen either. Around 3pm I sent another message asking if there was something wrong with the information I provided. And TN replied that they would contact me in the next few days. I don’t know why TN would send me a message on Thursday, possibly knowing that I was attending Friday’s show, if not with the purpose of giving me a chance to meet you @taylorswift. I have been completely in love with your music, and you, since I was 12 years old, and this was the first time I was able to see one of your shows live, and what should’ve been the best night of my life, turned into the most horrible situation ever. I couldn’t get this out of my head throughout the whole show and it just ruined this experience for me. The show was amazing obviously, but I just felt like shit the whole time. It was still the best show I’ve ever seen in my entire life, and I’m so grateful that I had the chance to finally see you after 10 years. I just wish it didn’t have to be like this. I’m trying to find reasons to understand what happened, but I just can’t. That’s why I haven’t been online. I’ve been struggling with this, but I’m better now.  Maybe I’m just unlucky, or maybe that message was a mistake, or TN forgot to call me, or they thought I was going to a different show, but I hope this doesn’t happen to anyone again. I don’t know what went wrong, but I’m okay. I hope you know how much you mean to me Taylor, I hope I’ll meet you one day. I’ll always love you and support you no matter what. 

Happy Birthday to my best friend @taylorswift

I can’t believe how quickly time passes.

You’ve been such a huge part of my life since I can remember.

I became a swiftie when you were 20!

And I was 10!

Now you’re 29 and I’m 19!!

So we’re growing up together..

All I want to say tonight is thank you, thank you, thank you Taylor!

Thank you for writing lyrics and creating music that has gotten me through my lowest times and bringing me the most incredible friendships to my life. Thank you for making amazing music, for reminding me to be fearless, for standing up for what you believe in and for being the purest human being. Thank you for being a light in this world.

I was wondering how can I make that girl happy?

How can I make someone whose literally have everything happy?

I got no answer but after a few days…

My illness has gotten more worse.

And when we met the doctor he said that things will work out if I got some medicines.

Unfortunately those medicines were so expensive. Which we cannot handle..

I got an idea about opening a page on gofundme to get some help from other people.

But it ended up with an email saying they closed my page because I’m not living on the US or UK.

So there’s no hope on me helping myself

I’ve collected some money from the past years and I was trying to add some money with it to get those medicines but after all that happened.

I got an Idea what I was needing the most? Some help.

So why don’t I go and help some people with this money as I cannot do anything with them?

As you see I named that well “Taylor Alison Swift”

So everyone who’s going to drink some water from that well is going to thank god for “Taylor Alison Swift”

As I do everyday because you really saved my life I was having the worse health problems but with you & your music I always ignored the pain.

I hope that well is going to make a difference and going to make you happy because as I know you those kinda things are the best and nothing makes you more happy than helping people who really needs your help.

My love for you is endless and I really hope you are never going to forget me & and my little gift❤️

WE LOVE YOU GUYS so we wanted to share some behind-the-scenes pictures with you from the ME! music video shoot 😻📸