This Girl ...

3 years later

Keenon

"Surprise, niggah!!" Er’body yelled coming from different directions attacking ah niggah.

"Ah shit!" I laughed as my momma rushed ah niggah with hugs.

"Happy Birthday, baby boy." She whispered kissing my cheek. "Mama got all your friends here … some old some new." She smirked getting lost in the crowd.

Knowing my momma she had all the hoochies from the block ah niggah use to fukk wit before I decided to settle down wit Harlem.

"Whass good niggah?" The homies approached me with red cups or a bottle of sum in they hand. "Moms set yo ass up."

"Niggah just enjoying the festivities." I smirked looking at all the hoes crowd around. "Tryna fuck sum."

"Thought you and Harlem was going "strong". Kyle chuckled putting up quotes.

"Yeah thought that was yo bitch." Q laughed adjusting his bucket hat.

"Yea we over here doing what you and Syd doing.""

"Man chill … that’s my baby mama." He gritted. "Thats it. Should’ve stuck to the bitches im use to."

Shaking my head at his ass, I made my way through the party entertaining all these people.

"Happy birthday, baby." Her voice spoke grabbing my dick from behind.

"Damn girl." I smirked turning around to face her short thick frame. "You missed me today."

"Of course, daddy." Grabbing my face, I felt her lips against mine. When it came to Harlem, ah niggah got caught in his feelings. I hated to admit that fact that I love-.

"Whhhhy did you and Q even drag me here?" Hearing the voice made me some type of way considering I neva thought I’d see ha ass again.

“Paisley?”

Paisley

"Paisley?" I knew I couldn’t avoid him considering it was his party but a little piece of me prayed I wouldn’t. Keenon was literally the man I grew to love. I did everything and anything for regardless of the risk but then again that was before he denied my daughter.

"Ayyye girl!" His alarming angry voice called sending chills down my spine.

Taking off the the heels and tying my hair with the ponytail holder, I moved in and out of the crowd going up the steps. “Shit.” I mumbled before turning the light on realizing where I was.

Smiling, I took in the red filled room remembering all the good times I had with him. Laying against the head board of the bed, I grabbed the old Paramount year book reminiscing.

"You was chubby back in the day." His raspy voice stated chuckling a bit as I jumped. "You thought you could hide from me?"

"I just-" "Um-" Scratching at the back if my neck, I controlled myself from having a panick attack.

"You what?" Seeing the urge in his eyes and the attitude in his voice, I knew this wouldn’t end well.

"Happy Birthday Keenon." With the tears flowing from my eyes, I grabbed my shoes walking towards the door.

"Yo niggah don’t get a hug." His dark sense of humor boasted. "No kiss … no pussy?"

"That’s not me."

"It use to be though." He laughed. "I was yo everything, bitch." He smirked grabbing my neck in his palms. "You was ah niggah everything too, doe." He groaned before kissing me as I wrapped my arms around his waist allowing the tears to fall. Three years later and my supposedly best friend still had an effect on me.

Sydney

Reaching over for the phone, I got irritated as I dialed his number for what seemed liked the 5th time. Kyle could ignore me all he wanted but our son was another thing.

"Answer the damn phone." I blew out to myself as I got frustrated with every ring that came into my ear.

"What!?" His deep voice shouted over the loud music and people.

"Typical …" "Did you forget you specifically asked for this weekend with Kyler or what, Kyle?"

"Man I remember my son, Sydney." Rolling my eyes at the tale, I grabbed my shoes lacing them up before getting Kyler prepared. "Hello?"

"Look despite it being 1 am." I sighed looking towards the clock. "I’ll bring our son by. Okay?"

"Yea … wait on me before you step inmy house and shit." He muttered.

"Bye."

Getting all of Kyler’s stuff together, I headed to the car making my way down to Kyle’s house. I hated how we were onced so wrapped up in each other and now I could barely stand the sight of his voice over a phone call.

Pushing the thoughts out of my, I pulled up to the condo grabbing everythingbefore placing my keybin the deadbolt turning the knob.

"What the fuck?"

Kyle

"I’ll holla’ at you niggahs later!" I boasted dapping up Q and the rest of the crew. "Where G at?" I questioned downingthe last of the beer I ahd before tossing it.

"I was just coming to ask the same thing." Harlem spoke walkinv towards us.

"Maybe he outsude or sum." I suggested before taking my que towards the door. Knowing G that niggah was probably getting some birthday pussy and knowing Harlem some bitch was gon get her wig split.

Chuckling at bit, I started down the street hearing the vibration of my phone. “Whass good?”

"Stal, why the fuck does your baby momma got a key tonour house?" She spat. "I mean she walked in on our shit like it was hers."

Shaking my head, I dragged out a long sigh before placing the phone back to my ear. “Chill out! She got my son and shit so just sit down and I’ll be there.”

"Whatever! Handle her before I do!" Hearing Syd’s voice in the background, I knew shit would get messy before I hit the door. Speeding down the highway, I managed to make it in less than 15.

"Naah Fuck you! You just some bitch that gave him a baby! Stalley don’t love you!"

"Been there with him, sweetie! We have a beautiful child and engagement pgotos to prove it … problem is I dont want him! You can hav-"

"Didn’t I tell you to chill out?" I questioned looking over at Avah. "And didn’t I tell yo ass to not come in my house?"

I watched her rise from the sofa digging in her pocket for some. “Shouldn’t have gave me this then!” She mugged waving the key around. “Keep that bitch away from my son!”

"He’s both ours." I snapped. "I’ll do whatever the fuck I wanna do."

"We’ll see what the court has to say about that!" She glared before walking off.

"Fuck her baby." Avah smiled sitting on my lap.

Kissing on her neck, I nodded in agreement.

Aubrey

"Babe, you ready?" I tiredly whispered in Q’s ear as we sat against the car talking to G and some other people.

"Damn Bre why you always tryna control the homie?" Kee chuckled sipping the Avion. “Um, worry about you and yours niggah!” I laughed. “Big cousin or not I’ll fade, dawg.”

"Chill yo sleeply ass out." Q smirked grabbing a hold of my waist leaning my body against his. "You love me?" He questioned into my ear rubbing my thighs.

Knowing Q, I knew he was trying to get something out of me. Sighing, I kissed his lips. “Have fun.” I smiled weakly taking the keys from him. “Don’t be home to late.”

Watching him nod his head he drank straight from the bottle the rest of the Ciroc. “I got you, girl.”

Shaking my head smiling, I waved bye to everyone settling in the car. “Why were you just sitting in here?” I asked snapping her from her thoughts.

"No reason." She hummed fading out of her trance.

"Kee?" I replied drving down the highway slowly.

"I mean -we- " Hearing her sigh before taking a deep breath. "I seen him … we talked … that’s all."

"About the-"

"No." She snapped wiping the brims of her eyes.

"Look Paisley." Takinga long pause, I grabbed my best friend hugging her before settling in my seat. "Kee’s fam and so are you and I’m here for you boo."

"Thanks you, Bre." She smiled as we settled in our seats. "That means a lot."

Quincy

"Aye where you at, dawg?" I hummed feeling the shit flow through me. Between the liquor and drugs, I was beyond faded and sleep wasn’t on the agenda.

"I’m at the house, boy. What you want?"

"Shae, we gon do this shit every time I wont some pussy ? Come get me, girl."

" Where’s yo bitch at?"

"We talking about my girl? Or are we talking about this shit imma give you?" I chuckled grabbing onto my buckle loosely. "Hurry up." Clickingthe phone off, I texted her the address waiting.

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"Why we keep doing this shit Q?" Shae questioned pulling the leggings up on her ass. "Like you say you love me but then every time that bitch call is a different story!"

"Look I do love yo ass, iight?" I looked down wiping her face. "But I love Aubrey n’ shit too." “Fuck this Q! You aren’t gonna make me feel like some strung out crack hoe!” She yelled gripping my shirt!

"That’s what yo ass is, bitch! " I barked pushing her towards the front door headung for the car. "Yo ass don’t give ah fucc’ abour me … its what I do foo’ yo ass!"

"Whateve, Q." She pouted folding her arms as I drove to my house.

"Tell yo Bitch I said Hi!" She smirked and rolled her eyes as she rode off.

Liyah

Today was the day of Jaida’s going away party. Honestly I didn’t wanna say goodbye to her but I couldn’t hold her back anymore. It was her time to go. Blowing up the multi-colored balloons, Sherane & I had her place ready for the party.

“I don’t know why we’re doing this. It seems so wrong but then again its right despite the year she’s had.” I spat fixing the blue sundress I wore especially for Q. There was no secret that I missed him but he was happy with his whore Julia. I hated her for keeping Q away from me. Waddling to the freezer, I took out the bowl of ice & placed it on the counter before the others began to arrive.

“I gotta go get dressed Liyah. I’ll be back in about 20 minutes.”

20 minutes passed & already our small circle has already showed up. Everybody looked good especially Q. Walking over to him, I hugged him taking in his scent.

“Damn, you smell amazing!”

“Shit, its only weed Li.” He chuckled fixing his plate.

Putting my head down, I began to fiddle with my fingers until I looked up to see that he brought that bitch with him.

“Q, introduce me to all of your friends.” She scoffed.

Lowering my eyes, I wanted to rip that bitch limb from limb but I had to keep it cute. Today wasn’t about me, it was about Jai & her accomplishments but it was best that I mingled my way around the room to get my mind off of him & his hoe. I excused myself from the two & went into the bathroom & cried. I hated seeing him with her but he was happy. It was nothing for me to do but to be happy for him. Looking down at my phone, I prayed that Jaida showed up soon.

Sherane

Standing in the mirror in my room, I couldn’t decide on what to wear. I didn’t wanna go because I was still annoyed & pissed off at Jaida & the secrets she’d been keeping. Deciding on the pink outfit, I sat in the mirror & straightened my hair.

“Damn you lookin good.”

Turning around quick I seen Dot at my bedroom door. Trying not to smile, I replied back to his comment.

“Do you want something Kendrick? Can I help you?”

“Damn why you all mean & whatnot?” Kendrick stated sitting on the edge of my bed.

“Look I’m not in the mood for your shit so either say what you have to say or keep it moving.”

I haven’t spoken to Kendrick in weeks so I don’t know why he’s trying this nice guy act. Watching him get up & pace around the room had me thinking he actually lost his damn mind. Hearing the others downstairs I slid my shoes on & made my way out of the room until Kendrick pulled me back by my arm.

“What Kendrick? The party has started & I’m late.”

“Man shut up. You can be fashionably late.”

His lips met my lips & I felt so much passion on his end. Wrapping my arms around his neck, I jumped in his arms & we made our way to the bed. Stripping him out of his black and white plaid shirt, we couldn’t keep our hands to ourselves. I just wanted to be his girlfriend again. Feeling him glide his hands up my skirt pulling down my panties, made me want him even more.

“Fuck I want it so bad baby.”

“Shit, you about to get it Rane.”

Closing my eyes, I felt him enter me. I was anticipating this moment for weeks. He missed me & the feeling was mutual. A tear rolled down my face as he continued to pump in & out of me. I was so vulnerable at this moment, I didn’t care about the party. I just wanted my man back. About 30 minutes later, I made my way down to the party with Dot. By the time I made my way to the kitchen, I saw Keenon standing by the counter.

“Hey Keenon, what are you doing here?” I said nervously.

Keenon

It was real fukked up that I had to find out about this lil party shit from Instagram. I was furious cause all these mufuckas kept that shit on the low. Making my way to Sherane’s, I stopped to get me ah bottle of Ciroc. I had to calm my fukkin nerves. Pulling up 15 minutes later, I made my way to the house & made my way to the alcohol in the kitchen. I was ready to light all they asses up especially Jaida’s. So many thoughts went through my head as I tried to contain my attitude.

“Hey Keenon, what are you doing here?” I heard Sherane asked.

“Shit, I’m here for the festivities & shit.”

“Keenon, I don’t think you being here is a good idea.”

“Shit why not? All my so called friends kept fukkin secrets from ah niggah.”

“Listen Kee, I can’t tell you why.”

“Damn Sherane you supposed to be my niggah. You ain’t real.”

I made my way out of the kitchen & into the living room where I found that bitch niggah Q & some bitch on the couch chillin. Then Liyah made her way to the front. I had to talk to her about what the fukk was going on.

“Aye Li, what the fukk is this?”

She dropped her head like she was somewhat disappointed or some shit.

“G, maybe you should leave. You’re drunk & you need rest.”

“Nah, I see I need new fukkin friends & shit” I spat to her startling her.

Liyah jumped back & all I seen was this bitch niggah Q gettin in my face.”

“Aye my nigga, you gotta shut that shit up talkin to my babymama like that.”

Looking him up & down, I laughed & walked away. That niggah was ah fukkin joke. I couldn’t even contain my laughter. Standing up on the coffee table, I had to make an announcement.

“Listen, I just wanna thank all you mufuckas for the invite, I really enjoyed myself.”

Stumbling a bit, I held myself back up to finish the bottle of Fireball. By now, ah niggah was feelin himself.

“Ol stupid ass mufuckas! All yall!”

Hearing the door open, my eyes laid on Jaida. On everything, I was ready to let her ass have it but I couldn’t. I just wanted to be with her again.

“Hello?”

Jaida

Walking into the house, I didn’t wanna be here because of Sherane & I’s falling out. The only reason why I was here was because Liyah asked me to be here. Out of nowhere, I heard commotion from the living room. I made my way to see what the fuck was going on.

“Hello?”

Soon as I spoke, everybody’s eyes landed on me & I smiled until I saw Keenon. My eyes were lowered & a quick mug appeared upon my face.

“Umm Liyah, what the fuck bruh?! I specifically asked for him to not be here!” I yelled.

“I know! I don’t know how he found out.” She muttered.

I made my way around the room greeting everyone but Keenon, which instantly pissed him off, but I didn’t care. I was over it & him.

“Well thank you everybody but I have somewhere to be.”

“Wait, Jaida don’t leave.” Sherane insisted.

“Nah yall can have this, I gotta catch my plane. I love you all.”

On my way out, I felt Keenon grab me. I closed my eyes & swallowed the lump in my throat.

“What Keenon? I have to leave.”

“Where you goin? I didn’t give you permission to go nowhere.”

“Permission?! Nigga you don’t run shit but your mouth. Am I your child?! NO, so I don’t answer to you or no other nigga. Now I have to go!”

Gathering my bags, I rolled my suitcase to the taxi. I got in & gave the driver directions.

“Jaida!”

Looking out the window, I shook my head no as the driver pulled off. Seeing Keenon, standing in the street nearly broke my heart but I couldn’t go back to that. I was onto bigger & better in New York. Arriving at LAX 30 minutes later, I kindly paid the driver & made my way to my gate. Sitting on the bench, I checked Instagram to see Kee put all of these pictures of us up. I went to his profile & simply unfollowed him. I didn’t want anything to remember him by. Hearing the intercom, I got up & made my way to the gate until I felt somebody snatch me out of line.

“Keenon, what the fuck are you doing?!”

I looked at him as he got on one knee & slid a ring on my ring. I snatched my arm back & slid his ring back off.

“Can’t you see that I’m over you Keenon? Why can’t you accept that?”

“Nah you’ll always be mine. Fukk you thought?!” He spat loudly.

“No you thought!”

Feeling frustrated, I finally snapped letting out my true feelings I’ve been experiencing for the past 4 months.

“Why can’t you see that I’m over you! I been over you! Just leave me alone! Please!”

Seeing his face, he quickly grabbed me, hurting me. This wasn’t the Keenon I loved, this was the Keenon who sat up here & fucking cheated on me.

“Keenon, just let me go! Set me free please!”

“Look me in my eyes & say you aint in love wit ah niggah.” He voice deepened.