poem about being a 22 year old girl:
i am ravenous
i am rage
i bite
i am not strong
i’ve been hardened
i am a feral, filthy carcass
full of dark rotten things
- m.
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poem about being a 22 year old girl:
i am ravenous
i am rage
i bite
i am not strong
i’ve been hardened
i am a feral, filthy carcass
full of dark rotten things
- m.

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i am haunted by terrible terrible truths. in the attic, under the bed, slamming doors and breathing hard down necks. I will be here forever
Mary Oliver, from “We Should Be Well Prepared”, Red Bird
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in bed with the lights off at 7:40pm big as fuck glass of ice water i don't care what happens to anyone or anything bye
woke up this morning and i dont have a mood disorder anymore everyone get on this wave

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srry bout all the prompt reblogs lol i don’t know how to save posts ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
shadow work prompts that have left me crying (i felt good after though)
- letter to a parent (hurts so good when you have mommy/daddy issues)
- letter to your younger self (bonus points for pre transition self if that applies to you)
- letter to your childhood pet/pets
- letter to your childhood best friend
- listing out your insecurities and then complimenting said insecurities
- listing everything you’re grateful for,, even if it’s just a few things
- letter to your ancestors or just all ancestors in general (i like doing it for all ancestors that way no one feels left out)
Shadow Work Prompts
With my last post being about shadow work, I thought I’d give y’all some prompts to use.
How does the feeling of envy show up in your life?
What do you need more of in your life?
What do you love most about yourself?
If you could get rid of one bad memory, what would it be and why?
In what ways are you inauthentic?
What irrational fears do you have and how do they hold you back?
Do you hold grudges against others that could be let go? What’s your motive for holding onto them?
What do you hate about others? Why? What might that say about yourself?
What do you need to stop running away from?
What do you need to let go of?
What should you attract into your life?
How do you feel about “love”?
Why do you think you don’t deserve love?
What do you minimize about yourself? What do you flaunt?
How do you deal with criticism?
How do you perceive pain?
Why haven’t you dealt with your past before?
What don’t you like about your life? Why? How can you change it?
How often do you lie to yourself and what about?
What emotion(s) do you try to avoid? Why don’t you want to feel those ways?
Write a letter to someone who hurt you and then burn it.
How does your inner child see you?
How are you deceiving yourself?
What does success mean to you? How are you standing in your own way?
What is going on in your life that you are actively ignoring?
What keeps you motivated?
What inspires you?
Who or what is making your life difficult? How can you deal with it constructively?
How have you been betrayed in your life? What did it teach you?
How has your voice been stifled in the past?
What areas of your life do you excel in?
What are the most important/integral things you have learned over the past few years?
In what ways are you too defensive? Why?
How are you pessimistic in your own life?
Why do you not trust others?
What hardships have you overcome? How has it changed you?
What are you doing to pursue your dreams?
What do you still need to forgive yourself for?
What did that relationship teach you? (you know the one… that one)
How can you maintain your individuality?
In what ways can you be more true to yourself?
In what ways are you lying to yourself? Why?
How can you lead with your heart in your life?
How have your dreams fallen short of reality?
What is your relationship with your mother like?
What is your relationship with your father like?
Write a letter to your inner child. Maybe apologize for what has happened to them and that you couldn’t protect them, tell them how far you have come and how much you have done. Say whatever comes to mind.
How have you been a martyr/victim in your own life?
I’ll keep this post updated with more prompts when I find them
Tarot Inspired Journal Prompts
Fool: what is something new you are doing or want to do?
Magician: what is a magical way to enhance my day? Or, how can I be more like the magician?
High Priestess: what are my thoughts on divination? What about intuition?
Empress: what part of myself do I want to grow/nurture?
Emperor: what part of my life needs me to take authority? How can I?
High Priest: what are my personal traditions? How is my spirituality unique to me?
Lovers: what relationships mean the most to me?
Chariot: what part of my life needs me to be more combative/ warrior-like?
Strength: what part of my life should I face with courage?
Hermit: what do I need to do alone more often? What do I need to do with others more often?
Wheel of Fortune: what do I think about luck, fate, and/or fortune?
Justice: when do I need to focus on legality vs fairness? Or, What may cause me to seek justice/retribution?
Hanged Man: what have/will I sacrifice for -x-? What am I never willing to sacrifice? What will I easily give up?
Death: what is something personal I want to end or change? What is something that will end or change no matter how I feel? How can I accept it?
Temperence: what part of my life needs more patience? What part needs more balance? How can I achieve both?
Devil: what is a primal desire I have? Should I grant it to myself? Why or why not? How can I get what I want?
Tower: what can I learn from the current or recent chaos/disaster in my life?
Star: what do I hope for? How can I get it?
Moon: what part of my life is best kept private? Why?
Sun: what makes me happy?
Jusgement: what part of me needs reflection? What is a fair assessment of that part?
World: what parts of my life have been fulfilled? What parts are still lacking?
“I do think that it is hard for me to share myself with everyone. My introspection and queer thoughts always make me feel no one will understand - except someone I love. When I love someone, I make myself increasingly vulnerable to them - and give them the power to hurt me by letting them know my sensitive spots”
Sylvia Plath, Letters of Sylvia Plath Vol. 1,

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”It is never too late to be what you might have been.” 💘
friendly reminder that i don’t just write poetry, I also make music!! ^^ dat me
i need to read more, but every time i do start reading i’m like “wow this is amazing why am i not doing this all the time?” and then i leave the book half finished…
like i used to DEVOUR literature up until college and i miss it :(
anyone else having existential crisis’ but like in a ‘hurts so good’ way? like, the fact that we are all inhabited by souls and just walking flesh bags with some electricity in our brains and yet by sheer fucking chance this planet exists and we have the ability to love and to forgive and to hate and to create and to sing and experience regret and embarrassment and pain and we never truly understand anybody but we all crave being understood? The sweet poetry of it all?
god, it’s so beautiful. I can’t wrap my mind around it but I probably wasn’t designed to. What a gorgeous life. What a big world. Fuck.
Ada Limón, from “The Good Fight”, Bright Dead Things

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love thy mother//lot’s wife
i hope you know, my daughters, that i was not saved
we’ve been damned together
salt on my skin
just like the hot days in the garden, the same salt i would taste as i leaned down to kiss your forehead
The days you would try to run faster than your little legs knew how, stumbling on the path and falling to your palms. Eyes brimming with tears, but i am there to brush them away, to kiss your cheeks, the salt is just the same.
But, this salt, this I cannot brush away, I cannot merge the distance between our bodies. I cannot hold you in the garden.
i tried, I tried
I hope you know this
know that I looked back for you,
know that i am not your father,
know that my longing was not mere temptation,
know that my paradise was with you
and though now I am dammed
I will not let them stone me for being your mother
salt of the earth
salt of the sea
of joy
of sorrow
of love
these things keep us together
here is where i always wanted to be
- m.
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