lost

Having bpd is like a living paradox like?? You desperately crave attention and hate yourself but you still make everything about you??? You’re sure that everyone hates you but you still want their validation anyway?? You feel things incredibly intensely then you feel nothing at all?? You’re empty, you’re bursting at the seams, you’re lonely, you’re overwhelmed, you’re everything, you’re nothing. Everything you feel is in extremes.

Why the fuck are Disney movies so fucking deep?

Probably so kids will have more of a probability to grow up with better self esteem and a better perspective of the world than most people have.

9168) It's disgusting how this has changed my way of thinking. I can't even look at young children without getting jealous of how thin they are. Absolutely everything revolves back to food or weight for me now.

Just an hour after I posted this a police officer took me to the office and they talked to me about this because my teacher turned it in. So I got in trouble but I refused to take the post down because this is so important to me. We don’t have many people speaking out against mental illnesses and we have to start somewhere.

Also wenn ich 10kg weniger wiegen würde wäre schon sehr nice.