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Little girl, Miss ma'am Jen, I am not making you "look like a villain." You, are not worth my time or energy. Your Google search history shows how much you stalk my best friend and my receipts from the past 5 FUCKING MONTHS, GIRL, show how much of a dumbass you are to show me the screenshots of you literally stalking him on google, talking about him non-fucking-stop especially when I came to you as a whole ass fucking adult woman telling you that YOUR BEHAVIOR was triggering tf out of my ptsd (and in case nobody told you, I sent those screenshots of you stalking to him) while you just moved in with your boyfriend of 3 months but did your boyfriend, my being honest and open with you OR the move stop you? Fuck no, crazy bitch.

Psycho ass behavior. Don't point your dirty fingers at me girl. Ive seen your bedroom because your dumbass showed me and FIRST AND FOREMOST, I dont want to know what's living under your fingernails if your BEDROOM where you lay your tiny, hummingbird sized-ass brain down to rest at night looks like that.

Befriending me to get closer to my best friend when he told you twice he didnt have feelings for you. Did you assume he and i are close because he has feelings for me? Tf? Hear me out, BEST......FRIENDS. I don't open my legs within the first 12 hours UNLIKE SOME OF US IN THE ROOM. You cant reach my level and you never fucking will you fucking dirty gerty.

Btw, the "close friendship" and "time bonding" you told me about you apparently having with him, he says he doesn't even know where you get that idea from because it doesn't exist 🎤 and he also said he doesn't know what to do with you because you follow him literally everywhere he goes and guess what, he still....doesnt...like......YOU girl. 34 years old and acting like this is psycho ass behavior and I dont do crazy. Me make you look like a villain? I don't need to do that. You do it very well on your own bbyg.

My gremlin graduates elementary today.

My next thought was great, im old. Middle school, high school, college.

Those sound bad when in reality they are not.

My final thought that made me rush here to type it down was so I remember to tell my therapist and I dont have paper in bed, obviously.

I am grateful, to be "raised" by a failed parent.

I have the privilege to tell my daughter every single day to NEVER be afraid to come home no matter what age she is.

I havent been able to go "home" in damn near 20 years and still couldn't even if I wanted to.

And 20 years ago? Because I told birth portal it would be nice to visit my childhood home for once, which may have been my last time literally ever.

But I get to welcome my only kid home with open fucking arms and a plate of her favorite cookies in hand for the rest of my life.

Hallelujah.

No?

Its literally such a cliche scenario story. Oh look, I wanna fly dragons, blahhhh.... a fellow student hates me and wants to see me dead....oooooooh.

I would prefer reading more stories about people sticking their hands in garbage disposals before I ever read a book again where the author literally babbles just to fit a couple more chapters in again.

I guess it puts the lotion on its skin baby.

I recently took a trip to the Columbine Memorial (i went while I could cuz once im back east yinz couldn't PAY me enough to come back out this way) and when people mention how peaceful it is, they aren't kidding. It was silent even though there were a bunch of soccer and baseball games going on down the hill. God bless these kids, they would be in their 40s and 50s now, but they were just kids.

Kids killing kids. 27 years.

I recently took a trip to the Columbine Memorial (i went while I could cuz once im back east yinz couldn't PAY me enough to come back out this way) and when people mention how peaceful it is, they aren't kidding. It was silent even though there were a bunch of soccer and baseball games going on down the hill. God bless these kids, they would be in their 40s and 50s now, but they were just kids.

Kids killing kids. 27 years.

Bitch I was a literal CHILD. Who abuses and let's their BOYFRIENDS abuse their children?! You don't deserve a fucking hairball. I might chuck a pair of depends at you. A PAIR.

Im calling her therapist today and popping tf off im done. I too want to get paid big just to talk at a person and not actually help their mental wellbeing.

It is WILD growing up abused and becoming a parent yourself. I have wtf'd so many times when I've thought about the decisions this crazy bitch made when I was a kid when I look at my own child. My child knows what actually happiness feels like, she is able to tell me that she loves me, unlike my brother and I with our birth portal.