are you writing from the heart?

maybe progress could be linear if i try hard enough

if you've never engaged with a creative art on a regular basis you need to understand that it requires concerted effort to get into "the groove" to make something and every second that it takes to get into that groove causes physical pain, but the only thing worse than doing it is not doing it.

the girl who is comfy in bed yearns to be On The Computer. The girl who is On The Computer yearns to be comfy in bed. Thus does desire become the root of all suffering

I think that when you're overstimulated you should appear kind of grayed out and no one should be able to interact with you like a locked character in a video game

My problem is that I have betrayed everything that I am for phone in bed

the idealized version of my tomorrow self will fix this

not again