Monsters

I just want to thank you, tumblr people, for introducing me to Reign. This was exactly what I needed! To fall in love with a love story. And the way Francis takes 'lead'... I'd give anything for him to take that lead with me...

I used to dream about this sick love. The one Chuck and Blair had. When you love so much you start hating each other. It seemed so true and passionate. It's not easy at all because love should never be easy. I thought they have to come over all the terrible things because they are meant to be together. But I never knew how difficult is to stay and fight for love when the only thing you want is to move on and forget every single detail. When you have to give not the second chance but the fifth or you do not even remember which one. The love when a tornado meets a volcano was the thing I craved for.

I have never thought I could get one. It still seems as if we are meant to be together but I am not able to fight for it anymore. After all we did to each other and all we said. And here I am, saying I am done, it's over. Oh, how many times I've said that! But every single time I did, we found our way back. Somehow. As if nothing happened. But maybe it's for real this time?