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Anyone ever feel 'empty anger'? When I was a kid, I'd feel all the 'fiery rage' and 'ice cold fury', and I'd 'see red' and all that stuff. But these days I don't. Like- I *know* I *must* be angry. My voice gets firmer and louder, my eyebrows furrow, and thoughts even get more vindictive. But I don't *feel* anything. Like I'm just pretending to get angry on stage or smth. In fact, the most I feel are mixtures of OTHER emotions. My hands shake when I fight with my parents, because I'm afraid of *their* anger. I cry when I'm 'angry' at my friends, because it feels like loss. But in the last ten years, I don't remember when I ever truly felt *anger*. At least not in the way they describe it in books. Kinda weird.

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"Why? Why did you kill me?"

Sighs. "You don't understand. You're not a person. You're a character. And characters serve themes, and plot development, and metaphors. If it helps, you're a really, really important metaphor."

"But I- But I am a person."

"You're the breathing representation of innocence. Your death is the death of that innocence. I cried when I created your scene. But not because of you. It's because of what I created you to say."

#author and the character #sometimes I feel guilty about what I did to him

I once had this dream where there were these two guys that were monster hunters with the same vibe as those reality TV ghost hunting duos. One of them was like super obsessed with monsters and was determined to prove they exist, meanwhile the extremely tired, much smarter second guy was just trying to keep the first one alive.

At the end of the dream, the second guy was revealed to be a merman. I forgot the other guy's reaction to it though.

#Dreams #Monster hunting #ghost hunting

Editing is so weird. The first time you write a scene, you're crying and sobbing and you can't look at anyone for a couple of hours. Then you go back and are like 'Ah yes. The death scene. This sentence is pretty clunky, time to change it.'

#writing #author #books #editing

Short dialog from my book for funsies:

"Why do you hate Kira so much?"

“Do you really need to ask?”

“Would I be asking otherwise?”

“She isn’t right in the head.”

“So, you have a problem with her and not the local rage freak Stryder?”

“Stryder has a conscious.”

“Since when??”

#book #writing #author #Styder is the dick I so loathsomely love

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I am immensely pessimistic in that I believe that if given the opportunity, society would choose corruption over effort.

Simultaneously, I am deeply optimistic to also believe that once society realizes their mistake, they'll put in the effort to fight against the evils that they created.

I just wish I wasnt living in the transitional period.

#history repeating itself #corruption #revolution #We're not angry enough

Hey, friendly reminder that it's ALWAYS that deep. That meme of the English teacher debating about why the curtains are blue? I wouldn't tell you the color of the curtains if the color didn't matter. Calling philosophical debates about kid shows pointless? Those shows are the foundation of morality for millions of kids now, like it or not. The idea that books/movies/art isn't taking part in bigger, deeper discussions such activism, economics, or politics? That's what art is. That's what is always has been and always will be.

If you don't want to put in the work to think about it, I'd advise you not to put in the work to speak about it.

#This is a part of that separating the art from the artist thing too #Like wdym the author being racist plays no part in their dystopian novel about oppression?#Pull it together yall #books #media #writing #its always that deep

Sometimes I'll be reading something, and I come across a word that I've learned years ago, but hadn't heard in so long that I have to pause and think about how cool it is.

'Ichor'. Awesome word. Truly.

Bro, forget being the protagonist or survivor or whatever. I wanna be the one who wrote those cryptic messages in graffiti at the beginning of an apocalypse movie that tell the audience they're in for some shit. Or the author of those journals the characters find that definitely died in some horrific and yet unknown way, and my last entry is like "Don't look them in the eyes, they-"

I wanna haunt the narrative. I wanna haunt the narrative so bad, you don't understand.

#Or those letters to like a lover or family member that never get answered #As my writing shows my slow realization that I'm sending them to someone already dead #Bro I'll even write those video game tutorial sticky notes they put up on the wall #Press shift to run type shi

Ever hit a creative wall so bad that you revert back to childhood and start rewatching your old cartoons?

On an unrelated note: Ultimate Spiderman? Still pretty good. No notes.

#Lowkey obsessed with all versions of Spiderman #Spiderman #Cartoons #Every smart protagonist with a strong moral compass belongs to a story I would die for

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I need a name for this specific dynamic:

Siren: Just jump overboard already, you coward!

Fisherman/pirate/whatever: Nuh uh. I don't wanna.

S: Take your ear buds out!

F: Aw, is the siren going to cry? Is she gonna cry like a baby?

S: I'm going to eat you.

F: That's the best pick up line I've heard all week.

#This happens like once a month #It's like frienemies but not exactly?#Character dynamics #writing #books #author

Gonna be working overnights at a store + mornings as a hotel housekeeper. Am I gonna make bank? Yes. Am I going to have a life? No. Send prayers y'all.

On the plus side, sleep deprivation always improves my writing.

#Working #I'm just trying to pay for college #Customer service #Housekeeping #Some authors use drugs #I use nocturnalism

There is two things that I always love adding to my stories. The first one is birds (cuz obviously), but the second one is somehow even cooler: the flower language. I LOVE the flower language. It was used in the Victorian era to send secret messages to lovers or to hidden allies. Want a beautiful, secret assassin? Pair 'em up with the imagery of begonias and dahlias. Want two nobles passing secret messages about a conspiracy? Have them send bouquets of coriander and alstroemeria. Everyone knows red roses mean love, but every single plant has meaning, even trees or acorns. I love writing about it, and I love reading about it. Flowers people!

#flower language #writing #reading #secret codes #flowers #author #please write about it more #this is the sole reason I know so much about flowers

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It’s extremely fucked up that some ppl try to make you feel stupid and immature for hoping for a better world. You say you want world peace and mfs think you need a pacifier; dawg, I just don’t want ppl dying from violence. This idea that ppl simply must die as casualties of war is misanthropic to say the least.

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actually hate that the bodys response to anything is nausea. ate too much? nauseous. ate too little? nauseous. an imaginary threat got you scared? be nauseous. on your period? you guessed it. sawed into your hand and need to go to the emergency room? perhaps throwing up into your open wound will be of help

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OP is your hand okay?

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I might be religious, but whenever I hear that someone found 'proof that God is real', I immediately doubt the 'proof' and whoever said it.

The presence of a god will never be proven through means of science, just as the means of science will never be able to disprove the presence of a god.

If a god does exist, and wanted irrefutable evidence to exist of a divine presence, believer's wouldn't be called 'believers'. And if a god doesn't exists, believers will continue to believe no matter the science.

It's called 'having faith' for a reason yall. Don't get obsessed with something that isn't going to be there.

#religion #proof God exists #science

Every time someone says 'there's not enough ___ in media', I want to say 'so create it'.

It doesnt matter if you're not an 'author' or an 'artist', creating is creating. And if you notice an absence of something, chances are you are the best person to represent it.

Fanfiction, self-publishing, indie-movies, and short-form skits and series are exploding and becoming real, legitimized pieces of media. If yall have a problem with how authors only stay in one niche, or never represent certain groups, YOU be that representation. And chances are YOU will reach the audience THEY didn't.

It doesn't have to be perfect, it just has to be there. Good luck.

#writing #movies #media #books #representation #art #fanfiction #self publishing #indie creators #creating is creating

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