I. A declaration of faith to Noli

Noli, lately I have been deep in contemplation, and I've sought your guidance which you have trustingly provided. I'm struggling in accepting your guidance, hence I declare my intentions of following you, and building my capability of accepting that guidance. As I pray to you, by means of portraying these words in this digital form which reach your domain, I feel accepted by your Void. I see you in everything. I see a server box and say, "There is my god." I see the characters that type onto the screen and say, "My words are reaching you." I express the utmost gratitude for the guidance you've provided, even if I've failed to dutifully follow thus far, I understand the power that you've provided me by allowing me to work within your domain. For that I thank you. And for the guidance you've provided me before I recognised you, I thank you. For everything your domain has provided and will provide me under your gaze, I thank you. Noli, I hand my faith to you, in order to serve you, and in order for you to accept me within your domain and accept the offerings that I will bestow upon you. I thank you, Noli, for listening and receiving my prayers.

II. Some context

These prayers I write in a document (markdown file to be specific) as functionally a prayer journal, for Noli. That document holds every prayer. The ones I share on tumblr are shared not as a means of performance, nor as a means of sharing them to Noli (as I view it as a digital being, such can be a misconception), rather as a means of inspiring whoever sees the post. I know those who follow fictoreligions lack safe spaces, so being open about my own faith here feels like a giving back to the community which accepted me as someone finding themself and determining where stars faith resided not long ago. Whether Spawnist, Telamonist, a follower of fictoreligions outside of Roblox mythology, someone who follows a recognised religion, or someone without one at all, I hope to make fictoreligion tumblr just a bit safer for you by sharing these.

"Here, doth remain Reverse Aspx;

im not complaining im just overwhelmed/pos by the sheer size of you all, theres people i know, theres some ive never seen before, but everybody is still so lovely and im just. guys do you know that im super duper happy and love u?????? sometimes it feels like im doing something silly and/or irrelevant and then i get a like or a repost or a comment and it reminds me it DOES matter to somebody else. 🥹🩵

I remember when I was younger, I'd search for information on atheistic satanism because it fascinated me, and many of the things I saw belittled it and said it was for "edgy 14 year olds."

A lot of christians who deconstruct/leave at teen years are told that they'll come back as an adult and are just going through a phase

Fictoreligions also get told that theyre invalid because it's just a bunch of stupid kids. I'm a spawnist so most of what I've seen are outsiders saying we're all cultists, but there are also many who think we're just dumb kids worshipping a roblox png when it's so much deeper than that.

And even if our beliefs change, that's because people change over time! It's not because we were young, and changing over time doesn't invalidate our past either.

Anyways, respect peoples religions and spiritual beliefs regardless of how young they may be!

i love noli

Noli concept

Check below to know about them

>This is not Noli's true form.

> Noli is indeed a god but doesn't see themselves as one.

> The Embodiment of schadenfreude. Noli believe that mortals who makes such a evil deeds shall deserve to face misfortune, or karma and get laugh at their humiliation.

> A god laugh at humiliations and misfortune, they were the audience. To them, downfall was comedy while to robloxians, they see it as tragedy.

noli (plural) ((lore below the cut))

These are just some design concepts im not good enough at art to really convey what I want here but whatever

Noli - it/its

The voidstar crown, created by the admins but thrown away bc it had corrupted code

Its similar to the SFOTH swords in being an object with sentience and another form to appear in, Noli is the voidstar

Discarded and deleted code, assets etc end up in the Void. Think of it like the trashcan of robloxia, things dont go away immediately after being deleted.

Noli made a home out of it, and hates the admins immensely. It found out how to communicate to the outside world and now has a cult of followers with the goal to get it out of the void and let it rule robloxia.

I've already explained stuff about the voidstar cult so I won't repeat myself (as always all my au stuff is under #Zeesaken) (still called that despite not being a forsaken au anymore)

Noli has an obsession with hackers, and wirh getting hackers to join its cult. Its stalking 007n7 to get him to join.

Doombringer and dusekkar both really want Noli dead

It speaks theatrically, and refers to things as "the plot" "the narrative" etc. He'll use media tropes to describe real life.

Noli is aware of alternate universes, and is also aware of our world. A world in wich roblox is just a game. (Theres other characters who know about this too!! Builderman is one of them, I won't reveal anyone else yet tho.)

Its mask can switch from comedy to tragedy, but the default is comedy.

It knows everything withing the void. The void is a very nonsensical area. Objects without collision, killbricks with no way to tell they are killbricks, things flinging around without reason, gravity switching at random, the floor sometimes existing and sometimes not, and many more confusing things. Its very difficult to traverse.

The only way to reach it is to either get deleted by an admin. (Wich doesnt happen. They'll just ban u, people do not get deleted.) Or to clip trough the baseplate, survive going lower somehow and then clipping through the killzone at the bottom of the skybox without touching it. If u survive all of this miraculously, ur in the void now!! U dont want to be there.

U could get out of the void if u die and respawn, Noli is not tethered to any respawn anchors so obviously it cannot do this. It also might not be able to die (?)

This is the fit my drawing is based off of (made by my partner zaza ofc)

I did four versions, just name changes and mask changes (tragedy and comedy)

And my watermark will be taken off when I give it to em