Today, it's just me, myself and I, and you, of course.
A few weeks ago, I've been desperate to find a guy to fill the hole in my schedule, and now, while it's daunting, I'm learning to spend some time by myself. Not "chatting someone up" as it were before bed but taking up reading and cleaning the apartment.
I think the change came about after watching The Bold Type, strangely enough. To be honest, I didn't carry high hopes for the show when I first watched it, thinking it's just some basic white girl chick flick that could take my mind off things. But, unexpectedly, it tackled issues like skin colour, sexuality, office politics, and last but not least office romance. These are problems so relevant to us in first world countries today, and I'm so glad this show is addressing them and showing the viewers, us, how characters solved these problems.
Anyway, back to how it impacted my change of mind in finding men. After seeing Richard Hunter, and having such a big crush on the character, I realised I shouldn't be wasting my time on guys I am not entirely interested in or chatting with guys I would probably never meet, online. Maybe, instead, I should take this time to hone my skills, learn to take care of myself and maybe one day, I will find the perfect Richard Hunter for me.
