The Undefeated.

“Okay. I would change your eyes to mine, so you could see yourself the way I do.”



I don't know where to begin. Maybe we met at the wrong time, or maybe we met at the right time and I can't pinpoint why that is. They say "everything happens for a reason" and with time that reason will come to the light. As humans though, we try to play off this idea of patience but truthfully we're not as patient as we make ourselves out to be. We put up this front like everything is okay but really we want to know all the details of what's to come or what already has. You have to remember when we first met and started getting to know each other you were talking to someone who you're now officially with. When I first met you my first impress was "wow what a beautiful human being" and then as I got to know you with conversations at work and jokes I thought to myself "wow what a beautiful soul and heart." In the beginning, I didn't think anything of what was going on. Even after the deep conversation we had over text one night about who I am and who you are. I'll never forget you texting me and saying "omg I think I love you" and even then, like a fool I didn't think anything of it. We were just two people who built this bond and connection. We vibe so well. Even after the letter, still I didn't think anything of it. Then, something happened. Something happened that my head can't seem to wrap around it. We went out. We went out and had an absolute blast. But there was moments with you that changed everything. Besides the moments inside. You gave me this look. This look that I've only seen you give once before. A look of you seeing right into my soul. When we were outside, you came over to me. You told me multiple times "you know." In that exact moment I did. I knew exactly what you were talking about. But if you haven't noticed, I'm respectful and I kept my cool. First and far most, I hope you know how much I care about you and our friendship. I would have never thought that this is where we'd end up. I want you to know I believe in you and support you. I'll always have your back through anything and my shoulders are always here to lean on. But I want you to know something. You made me feel something that I haven't felt in a really long time. Something that's been so foreign to me for so long. You reminded me what I'm capable of. What my worth really is. How amazing I really can be. But you also reminded me of where I am, and why I've chosen to be in this position. You're absolutely amazing. I've never vibed with someone the way I've vibed with you. I'm writing you this because this is what's been eating at me lately. I can't find the right words to explain everything and maybe I never will. But this is it for now. This is how I feel right now. With love and care, Kristin.