North American Scum

Walking out in the nighttime springtime, needling my way home. I saw Leah on the bus a few months ago. I saw some old friends at her funeral. My steps keep splitting my grief through these solipsistic moods. I should call my parents when I think of them, I should tell my friends when I love them. Maybe I shoulda gone out a bit more when you guys were still in town. I got too caught up in my own shit, that’s how every outcome’s such a comedown.

Intellectually rigorous with the things that make us feel. We tell ourselves that we’re alright but it’s the numbness that we feel. So bring me back to those good days, I was fine with my old ways. 

“O’ your friends say Boston’s beautiful, but they didn’t live here, they didn’t die here in the Hyde Park years. O’ your friends say Boston’s beautiful, but they didn’t live hard, they didn’t die hard when sons dragged out their fathers from bars. O’ your friends say Boston’s beautiful, but they didn’t dream here, they didn’t scream here, when no one hears. O’ your friends say Boston’s beautiful, but they didn’t hide here, they didn’t cry here when boys weren’t allowed to shed their tears.”

More of my favourite miniature effects shots from Alien. Can never get enough of this movie. Images from Alien Movie Novel by Richard J Anobile (Futura Publications, 1979)

i don’t care at all, i’ll drink some alcohol it’ll make me who i really wanna be but i’m that kind of special person that drinks too much cause nobody understands me

Plane Vs Tank Vs Submarine ~ Tigers Jaw “Lie to me like you used to Tell me everything is how it should be”

you see i’ve got doubt which echoes out like church bells from a TV set to my inner ear into my brain but, it’s like i’m speaking a buried language through six feet of earth and dirt out my mouth and back again

makes me feel warm, goodnight

Everything You got to hold on to Everything You relied on to be there for you is completely fucked There’s a skeleton of loyalty hanging in the gallows of your heart