I think the worst time I've had in fandom was the latter half of 2024 to early 2025, the last months of my Hannibal hyperfixation. I feel very undignified looking back on some of the art (digital art, trad art, fanfiction) I made for that fandom, even before 2024. It is not who I am anymore.
Sometimes I wish I could just delete all that I posted for it so I can leave that part of my past behind, but I stand in my belief that once I post a piece of art, I don't delete it. But it feels like I am exposing an old wound for everyone to poke at while all I want is for it to heal.










