i was at my lowest and u didn't care

when you start to stop caring abt the things you stayed alive for so now you just get scared of yourself bc you might low-key kys

can someone kill me rn please

i am my parents’ child and i hate it

I want to love. I don’t even need to be loved or be in any kind of relationship or anything else. I just want to love people. But it would result in talking anyways which would resultin me misinterpreting and disappointing them which leads to me hating myself more. Which is why I am afraid to make new friends or form friendships in any way.

if I misgender myself one more fucking time I will rip off my skin

so maybe I’m a masochist

ah yes, i did it again.

gotta cut some place a swimsuit can hide. wtf. why did i say yes to swimming. wth is wrong with me.

is it too late to kms now? I mean i‘m almost done with all my fuckass projects and exams… doesnt make sense now. but i‘m only almost done. But i‘ve done too much for it to kms now…