[She/her] , call me Icy!, love kittens, my family, pizza and cooking! A GOT fan! (The King in the North!🐺❄️), currently reading ONS, JJK, VNC, Noragami & BB ,Only wanna save my childhood
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Well as the title says, it's a goodbye for knowing why I am leaving not just here forever but actually leaving this fandom forever here the reasons:
Because I am terribly both hurt and sad and MAD over all bulls**ts that happens I need to clear this s*it once and forever because people ar
And the dirty attacks like this again and again
And sure case I don't want my friend @black-sapphire57 to get more hurt because of me btw
So I don't care what I just wanted to say this before leaving:
@oya-oya-okay thank you for being my best friend here, I liked your account, arts, manga coloring and etc the most, you made my days bright many times here with your kind words, comments and your cute posts always I would never forget you and will remember you forever love thanks for everything you did and making me smiles
@hyciao thanks a lot for being a very dear friend here to me I truly truly liked your arts a lot and talking with you was very easy I had lots of fun with you around and will never forget you thanks for making me smile in my hard days
@gureshinlover I will never forget your kindness and sweet forever and will be always thankful of you forever and for all those times you made me feel happy thanks for everything
@schneereggen I already told you in your DM before that I like and adore your fics a lot and so wanted to thank you for them all, making me feel good, smiling and etc I would never forget that how you made me excited and happy with not your fics but also your lovely post here I truly liked discussing with you around the most and was enjoying it a lot so thanks for everything
@redashera you may don't know me and you also blocked me longgg ago which I still don't know really why but I also don't care too because I respect maybe you didn't like me or anything but I know you and I liked your fics a lot and you also made me to feel good with your fics many times so even if you don't know me or hate me, still thank you for everything
@dxntics you were one of my bestes friends around even if you don't consider me one you made me to laugh and feel comfortable with your memes a lot and I truly liked your account and your memes the most maybe you don't know it but you were the one who actually gave me enough confidence to make memes myself too as I never had enough of that to share my memes and though people won't like them so thank you for making me feel good and smile and also giving me enough confidence too thanks for everything
@ocielismyadoptedson we had so much of fun times together and I liked talking to you a lot thanks for making me feel god and was a good friend to discuss with thanks for everything
@randomthoughts-andstuff thanks for all the supports and kind comments I will also never forget you thanks for everything
@mikaela-myangel-and-love we were new friends but even if it was short yet I felt comfortable around you the most so thank you for everything too
@rinislove-rinislife I really really liked your colorings so much thank you for them and making me enjoying them I will never forget it and thanks for everything
@totoia05 literary one of my closest friends around thank you for always keeping my company and for all god feelings and times you created for me I will never forget it till I am alive thank you for everything
@bigbrainbiology you were also so kind to me even if we didn't hae much contract yet I liked and enjoyed your arts a lot so thank you for them and generally thank you for everything
@winterserafu I really really liked your arts the most you can't even imagine how much I recieved happiness from them so thank you for making me feel like this I would never forget it and thanks for everything
@wintersoldier-barnes you were a dear and precious friend to me and although we didn't have much contraction yet I was always holding you dear and was worry for you I wish for you the bests ever and hope for you a great and full of happiness life wherever you are and thanks for everything
@shinyas-weapon I liked your memes the most thanks a lot for making me to laugh, have fun, smile and feel good with them thanks for everything
Sorry if these are other people around who were also nice to me but I forgot to tag them generally I love all of you who made me feel good even for a moment. Thanks a lot for everything.
And a general talk to anyone who wanna enter this fandom:
Please don't enter. This is the most sincere I ever said. If you are interested in this manga please just read it every month but try your best to not intreact with people at all specially if you are not a mikayuu or mika stan in general no don't get me wrong if you are a good writer, a good artist then share your fics, arts, manga coloring, edits and etc but please in no kind of conditions don't share your ideas about the story at all you'll just get hurt to the core some people around has no kind of morals and cares nothing about your feelings this outside so as the one who was around for about 4 years and had lots of funs ofc but recieved more than those lots of funs, hurt and insults and etc please accept this advice from me and keep your life here peaceful and safe nothing in this world doesn't deserve this too happen.
I won't delete my account here as this account contains Guren's manga which my team worked on it hard so I won't waste the times and energy they put in this but I'll leave and won't be around anymore.
So I know many will get happy over this and will even celebrate it which I congrats them for reaching to what they were after it personally but I just wanted to say this too that to those who did the worse to me and they know who they are so there's no need to name anyone, I just want you to know that I will just never forgive you and remember once you break a heart like this the exact same will happen for you, if not you then your child in the future, if not your child your grand child then so remember this that there's someone in this world who will never forgive you no matter what and unfortunatelly you won't have a chance to find them and apologize them when you'll feel sorry over it years after.
Goodbye everyone and please be safe my dear friends around.
Because I am terribly both hurt and sad and MAD over all bulls**ts that happens I need to clear this s*it once and forever because people are SLANDERING me and so it gives me RIGHTS to come and DEFEND myself hope DEFENDING yourself won't be problemitic ok?! 🙃🙃 (@black-sapphire57, didn't I tell you they WON'T stop?!)
Here I created a public channel on Telegram and shared all the screenshots there the ID for there is: https://t.me/screenshotsxele
Ok so about that longgggg post this person @xenaaa created let me to answer one by one and how everything stated with THIS post of mine:
A very random question, but is there any true Yuu fan around? Who is actually and deeply just cares about Yuu? No not judging Yuu's actions
In that post she started an argument and as I didn't feel comfortable for ANY reasons I only told them yes your right which anybody with eyes and brians can understand it means: PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE
But did this person did?! No
She continued her sarcasm with her comments under my posts, sending me ask inside of my inbox, creating sarcasmitic posts and etc
and YET I said NOTHING only IGNORING her and WISHED if she has THAT much of a problem with me, they will unfollow me or ignore me the same BACK but ofc they didn't! So when I rebloged this post of my dear friend which wasn't towards ANYONE and was a GENERAL thing: https://thesoundofanicefall.tumblr.com/post/694827621008211968/mikaela-myangel-and-love-i-dont-stan-guren-and
She suddenly put everything on fire and creat a post in PUBLIC, TAGGING me which means it is NOT something generally but is towards someone SPECIAL which she did before with this post that sure she didn't name me there but we can see how she was refering to me with her sarcasmitic way.
Here the post she created after I rebloged my friends post and my respons to them:
So pardon me but when someone attacks you in public you go to kiss their as*?! Let's assume they were right although she was NEVER, did she have the RIGHTS to call out someone in PUBLIC, write down the MOST sarcasmitic things even insulting them there?! Isn't it that if you have problems with people you need to call them out in PRIVATE????? They could EASILY DM me if she was mad at anything?! Yet they did what?! No seriously what?! I am still wonder what she wanted to reach to?! She wanted to show herself a wise girl who can call someone out in PUBLIC and everyone accept her?! So yes I shared my respons and blocked her as I promised at the end of the post hoping that everything ENDED but right that nigh another friend of them @lestsupremacy, suddenly made the most the MOST disgusting post and SLANDER me shamlessly.
I saw that and very very naturally started to defend myself (if you want ALL screenshots DM me I can send you ALL of them😊) and told her to send the LINK of the post you are talking about to see if that's mine or not or even AT LEAST send the FULL screenshot NOT A part of that so we can see the ORIGINAL poster's name
but SHE DID NOT and INSISTED on being right but then thankfully dear @annoyingflowerwitch came and send the LINK of the OP here BOTH links and screenshots of the said person: https://redroseofrighteous.tumblr.com/post/649103513580863488/how-did-krul-tepes-remain-human-though-she-is
And so she found put she was wrong (Although if she was REALLY wrong she wouldn't FEAR to share the LINK or the FULL screenshot?! Like HOW can you have a LITTLE part of a post and NOT having its FULL one when you take screenshots of something?! See?! 🙂) and then she was what?! My bad?! My bad BUT it doesn't excuse the HYPOCRISY and LIES?! No but seriously IS THIS an apologize?! In a Modern way must be huh? 😂
Although ALL we were talking about BEFORE that was that she was SLANDERING me and she must apologize so I wonder what LIES they are talking about maybe they were refering to the posts they were creating?
And then even @annoyingflowerwitch stated that she didn't see any apologize later did @black-sapphire57
both too but then suddenly THIS guy appeared and here what they said see that ALL yourself (again if you want the WHOLE screenshots DM me I can't share them all here those are more than 50 ones lmao)
Oh and telling me eat their ass?! Mmh then they weren't the ones whom sexaully harass me yeah what a genius!!
And sure as it was people before which I finally shared one of them before because I was hurt and done for enough (before when you guys could send me anon asks but thank god you can't anymore!)
were sending me LOTS of p*rns and sexaul harassments I called them one too because I personally prefer ALL of them being BOTS instead of REAL people no please I am still trying hard not to believe it and then after that when I left the discussion some idiots also started to attack me in my inbox here the post again:
And when I cleared all the problems and the OP came to talk to me (they wanted to talk in private but I didn't want to cause they attack me SHAMLESSLY in PUBLIC so I won't answer anyone in DMs) I asked them for a PROPER apologize like DELETE those stupid posts and then write an apologize post because of what she did and trying to ruin my face in public which something even @black-sapphire57 stated was a true act and they must do it but what did she do?! Here:
And also they claim I miss gendere (?!) them over calling them DUDE although I call MANY of my friends like this and EVERYONE around know it's a funny way to adress each others and doesn't includes any kind of special gendere in it and also so sorry when it's a FIGHT no one's care about a "she" or "he"! Like ok that girl MIXED the theories and that was her bad so it's fine?! Ok then THAT was also MY BAD too but still it DOESN'T excuse all the LIES and INSULTS both her and her friends send to me🤷♀️😂
So here this I also blocked @lestsupremacy and got away with her AGAIN hoping she would STOP but her FRIEND started these BULLSHITS:
Even going so far to PHOTOSHOP my words and show them as what I said
as I said I have ALL the discussion if you want them DMs or maybe I will create a link in Google Documents later so you can go read what is FAKE and what is NOT) trying to show themselves VICTIMS and INNOCENT while me as a devil LMAO
But finally everything ended thankful of @black-sapphire57 although I told them that I BET these people won't stop😂 and she is now aware that, yeah they didn't🤦♀️😂😂
And so I deleted those post as I promised @black-sapphire57 and continued my rotin as always making post I like and...
But sure that person at the beginning @xenaaa did NOT stop their attacks and shameful things ONCE AGAIN and so as I saw that post and how RUDE they are I also decided to write this post down to explain everything that person @xenaaa even SLANDER me again and accused some stupid Youtube and Twitter accounts to me which I state this out that they are all FAKE
First of all I don't even have a Youtube account whole my life🤷♀️😂 second my Twitter account is a PRIVATE one ONLY a few JAPANESE people I KNOW them do follow me there (less than 20 people😂😂) so buddy that's IMPOSSIBLE to take screenshots of a PRIVATE account WITHOUT following them there👌😂
And to that @xenaaa person,I ignored you, was doing JUST my own business but YOU made a very rude and full of sarcasms and HATE towards me in PUBLIC although if you had THAT much of a problem with me you could:
1- Unfollow & Block me or IGNORE me the same I was doing back to you if you didn't want unfollowing or anything else
2- talk to me in PRIVATE BUT you started the biggest drama calling me things and all and expecting me to shut the hell up and kiss your as* instead.
If you write down something in PUBLIC be ready to slap back in PUBLIC too.
All I wanted was for you to LEAVE ME ALONE yet all you did was being super childish.
(also here for those who wants to use the minor card)
That's the end and I won't talk about anything anymore and again for FULL AND ALL screenshots, DMs if you are interested.
I always had this headcanon that Byakkomaru, when he was a human, had a son he loved so much but then he lost him for whatever reason so now with Shinya he is trying to play a father role to can fill the emptiness in his heart and that's why he is kinda like a father figure to him
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I don’t stan Guren and in fact he is only a character there for me, there’s no hate or love towards him to me but genuinley this feel gross to post a hateful long speech and tryna send hate to those who like this character or any other X character making them feel what? Ashamed? Guilty? What? Don’t you think you’re more than pathetic? I just don’t get it why someone need to make others feel guilty over something they like just shut up
No way @thesoundofanicefall reblogged this and genuinely agreed.
^ Especially when they somehow manage to contradict themselves in almost every post. I know they’re really emotional so I’m gonna keep this as nice as possible but the second somebody writes exactly what they wrote about Yuu, or any character, but they make it about Guren, ‘Icy’ actually sheds a few tears and rants on their little tumblr blog 💀 grow tf up
NOBODY I know has ever had a positive experience with them, I’ve posted about them and about ONS tumblr in general on Tiktok and this is what some people have said about them:
and
The rest of the comments had been either filtered, not been put in ‘cause it was just the general agreeing, or because it was rude to who I was talking about. There’s A LOT more on other posts and private DMs but like I said I’m not trying to make them feel bad I just wanna call them out on their hypocrisy, generally because everyone has had enough of their bullshit which is causing fans to leave this fandom.
Imagine being an ADULT that goes to university, who can drink vote, drive, etc. ARGUE with (pre-)teens over some silly anime story and actually getting heartbroken over it once those people have an opinion on their favorite character. This is so embarrassing, please ‘analyse’ your upcoming biochem exam instead. Or study car theory and drive to your nearest clinic
They say shit like “I am afraid you’re wrong, dear.” and have the audacity to link their theory about Yuu being some cat God in ancient Egypt, it’s so concerning. They make up theories and RUN WITH IT as if they’re facts, but they’re not. And it’s getting annoying. They also idolize Kagami (“sensei”🤓) to the point it’s concerning, if their little obsessed fan that comments on each and every post of theirs didn’t exist they’d be Kagami’s #1 d rider. Or better yet, Guren Ichinose’s #1 d rider. They act like just because Kagami had once responded to their spam DMs & Google translated the ca16 manga with absolute poor English grammar that they’re the cult leader of the ONS fandom. They associate everyone who doesn’t agree with them with the ‘toxic’ part of the fandom, when they’re toxic themselves. If they weren’t, I don’t think many people would’ve left because of them or even hmmm made such a long post about this. I have mutuals on tiktok with a following of over 10K and they will be talking about this as well, until they change
You can call me hypocritical and say that I’m like them ‘cause of this post/“long rant” because it looks like I’m defending Yuu, but I’m not. This isn’t about what they said about Yuu. 😪 I am GENUINELY tired of their bs and I’m speaking up for others, they have made many people leave the fandom with their toxic behavior, also I’m neither a yuu/mikayuu stan, I don’t stan any character cuz they’re FICTIONAL and have many flaws. In fact, I’m their biggest hater because they’re getting embarrassing in the latest chapters because of Kagami’s mediocre writing.
This is meant to call out @thesoundofanicefall or “THEE translator of the Catastrophe at 16 manga 🤓”, if you’re not then don’t get butthurt over this 💀
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I must say I am really greatful of you for exposing your real and true personality like this. Nobody in this world couldn't show how ugly and sad your life and your whole personality is really so thank you really dear!! I am so thankful!! Like you tell me why I call people "dear" as I think I think of myself as a high person although you are that messed up a kid who doesn’t even know that people in my country do this as a show of respect and to show their kindness which I do with literary everyone around even my mom and dad who are for sureeee older than me so I can't feel high over them🤷♀️😂
You say you don't want me to feel bad yet you go around calling me anything you want EVEN undirectly offering me killing myself and all and even try to show me bad telling everyone I am FORCING people to obey (?!) my theories although as far as I can remember under all theory posts I said this is MY idea and please share YOUR ideas too
And the sad thing is that unfortunatelly you don't even know what is the meaning of a theory: that's something that can turn to be wrong easily!!!
So you easily call OUR works a TEAMS work on Catastrophe manga cheep and stupid and BAD although buddy!! More than 20 chapters of Catastrophe manga was translated by completely ANOTHER translator which isn't even me😂 you say I think I am better than everyone else aso YOU are doing the EXACT same thing back right in your post like dude if you have so much problem with me then leave me alone?! No but you send anons, insult me in my inbox and act innocent after that?! I did even made a post about where are Yuu stans not Yuu stans are bad or anything but yeah as you are just a kid who needs to learn a lot you may won't understand much then but yes as I said thank you for insulting me, shitting on me and more and more although in your eyes you didn't do anything wrong you are innocent and just a sweet teen who wanted to give some advices and all and yes I am the bad guy around but as I said before if being someone like YOU means being GOOD then I am happy to be the bad and loser one forever now again buddy, go and laugh at me as much as you want, me trying to save my childhood, to try having fun around and be with my friends as much as you want because that's absolutely your place forever, BEHIND ME.
And yes DEAR I am going to block you because this is my account and I am FREE to do whatever I want to do in it
I don’t stan Guren and in fact he is only a character there for me, there’s no hate or love towards him to me but genuinley this feel gross to post a hateful long speech and tryna send hate to those who like this character or any other X character making them feel what? Ashamed? Guilty? What? Don’t you think you’re more than pathetic? I just don’t get it why someone need to make others feel guilty over something they like just shut up
hey, do you think yu may have a tragic and sad ending like eren? overall, what do you think about ons ending?
Hey dear! Sorry for the wait
Ah I personally don't think so because first of all and in general, ONS has been promised for a happy ending so I personally am not worry about the ending and lolll just as you can see sounds like literary no one's dying in this series so I personally don't feel any kind of fear (which as a writer, this is not something good for a story but whatever :'D) but if we wanna just talk about Yuu and what if he may won't have a happy ending and end up just like Eren from AOT then that can happen only if Yuu's really Shikama's puppet (which sounds he kinda is and that's why I want Mika's rebel against him as it will be also a big and goddamn perfect character development for him too) or even if he's not then his plan just and really just includes rescuing Mika (remember he mentioned like thousends of times than he doesn't give a damn about the humanity and this humanity also includes Kimizuki, Yoichi and Mitsuba's family too which clearly makes them Yuu's family too which he claims so badly he wanna save them although we saw he can also be so lying about this case too as how he killed Ashera and then celebrated his death after that!) which clearly turns him to a villain and well... I really don't think a villain will have a happy ending?! Just like Eren so yeah only in these 2 cases Yuu's gonna have also a tragic ending like him too but generally as I said and because ONS has been promised for a happy ending then I don't think non of those options will actually turn to reality (lol it's kinda too sad but again whatever🤷♀️)
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What the hell happened to me??? Nowadays I CAN'T finish a day without at leastttttt listening to VNC s1 ending (Zero, 0,) once!!! It's as if the song cursed me helpppppp!!!
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
Ahem ahem, so it's the first chapter of the fic I wrote for Guren's birthday👀👉👈
I didn't plan for it to become a long one I wanted it to be a one shot but lol it went out of my hands! Hope you'll read and enjoy it! (geez the next chapter?! I will rltry my best to release it tomorrow at least ^^)
The second chapter is up guys! Please check it out and share your ideas I'll be glad to hear them all!! Also thank you so much for your support beloveds🤗🤗
Wow so SQ now accept new ideas from usual people so if they'll win will turn them into real mangas?! And also one of the judgements is Kagami sensei!! Such great news for all of us and also Kagami sensei too! Congratulation specially to sensei!
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