I'm kind of a dick.

Well, these cupcakes are pretty good. I’ve got red velvet, vanilla, chocolate, and I baked a couple lemon blossom ones today. If I’m not working on an art piece I’m usually baking.

Yeah, definitely. We should do that, like uhm normal couple stuff.

Well, first things first.. Uhm, does this mean we’re… like officially uhmm together?

It sounds like a dream or something, follow the music to your dreams. But seriously I'm pinching myself, what kind do you have? 

You’re not the only one getting all confused right now, I don’t even know anything about falling in love so I’m just spitting words that come to my mind in random. Except when we’re not really sure if it’s fresh air I’m breathing when I go outside. And I’m not sure I’m following. The name sounds familiar from some sort of novel but I can’t quite remember who that is.

Ha, me too kind of. I think we were on a roll that slowly dwindled to us both saying the first thing that was at the top of our heads. But hey, look how far we got. I think we deserve some sort of reward. Uh good point, but hey at least you're outside and that's worth it. Oh sorry, To Kill a Mockingbird? I dunno I had to read it my freshman year of high school and the guy was some recluse who kept himself in his house because he was scared of the world until some kids found interest in him and he kind of  got a better impression of things. 

Well, since unpacking's going to take a while anyways...

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No... no you didn't force it out. I want to do this, I really do. And I also hope you don't get amnesia because I'd rather not do that whole The Vow shit with you especially when we've just started. 

Well, we’re just talking about the tragedy of Eponine’s love life, that’s what it is about. Love is definitely more than that, showing those kind of affections is just one factor, I guess. Everyone has their sappy moments, even those tough guys. I’m not yet sure right now but I’ve stopped being a recluse which is an improvement.

I remember that, but then it kind of dragged out slowly to a bunch of things to which I'm not so sure what's happening right now. I guess, but I mean it seems like that's the only thing people expect from those type of relationships. Yeah, but they're just 'in love' that's why. Hey that's good, getting some fresh air is always nice. Plus, if you stay in your house all day you might end up being like Boo Radley, except there probably won't be any kids there to try and talk you.

I just watched V for Vendetta and I kinda wanna cry. 

Marius and Cosette lived a happy life though, it was only Eponine who died in that love triangle. Well you have a point there, it probably sucks falling in love for a person who could never love you back but she learned to sacrifice her own happiness just to see Marius happy. That’s just horrible. That’s what I’m trying to do now, changing the course of my life.

And the feeling was never really reciprocated either. This is getting more difficult now that I think about it. I don't even know where this story is going right now. But yeah exactly, which I guess itself is proof of love conquering all things and proving to be worth more than hand-holding and little kisses every once in awhile type stuff. How sappy. Changing it in what ways?

You can’t just say things like that, okay? You’re making this harder for me. If you would just say that you hated me or something near to that, it would probably hurt less. I can’t just walk away when a part of me knows that there might be a slim chance that you feel the same way.

Or we could just stick to the original plot where Marius finds his Cosette and Eponine would die in Marius’ arms. I mean, it’s probably the best way to die, you know? Dying in the arms of the person you love. A Canis lupus familiaris? What, what kind of person would even do that to a poor animal? Dogs are meant to be pets, not a source of food! People change as time passes by, and most of the time, it’s for the better. Well, I find them enjoyable as well but when that’s basically you’re whole life story, you’d probably get bored at one point.

We’ll never be the same person, Slater. I’m never gonna do what she did to you and besides, she’s probably this lovely girl who got you falling head over heels at first sight. There’s no way I could be that person.

She was great, you're right about that. And caught my eye from the first time we met. But so did you I mean, you're- you're awesome And it's weird realizing that someone could have that effect on me again.