mami

it’s so odd to witness me online.

you ever just feel alone in every thing? despite the multitude of people claiming to be by your side.. still feels superficial though, like empty promises held in a glass jar for safe keeping… as if we’d prioritize more the things that are on display. you don’t need reminders for my love. i don’t need any for yours, do i? will it come easily as the morning sun, naturally unfolding as the world awakens. will you rise with me, to the highest degree? keeping standards that elevate our inner beings. will you ride with me? side by side, we do this together. this is what you asked for yet how can it be that you don’t want it? you prayed for loyalty and i delivered. was my presence too hot for you? burnt your tongue to keep you from speaking? this love you seem to prefer served on a cold platter. riddled with frost, oozing mixed signals and reeking of distance. why push away what you crave the most? are you embarrassed of the way you feel? for once, you see that you’ve had a heart all along. you came to kansas looking for a witch heralding some magical potion to bring you to life again. yet, you were never broken, only wounded and those two things can feel the same. but wounds heal over time and trust can rebuild bridges, but you’d have to surrender the sword you carry. to drop it and allow love in.