Capre Diem

Explode: aries, scorpio, virgo, sagittarius

Defend themselves: leo, taurus, gemini, aquarius

Aries: thinks they’re actually the shit…. sometimes. they can be too hard on themselves if they’re not always perfect and they can easily slip into an attitude of not knowing how to move forward. they know they’re strong through it all, though. they depend on themselves and nobody else.

Taurus: they know they’re stubborn, but they try really hard not to be. they very much strive to be kind and warm. sometimes they can push themselves away from the people they love and they try to get themselves back to how they were before.

Gemini: they think they’re the life of the party, and most times they actually are. but when they go home, sometimes all that upbeat energy goes away and they can’t but think that they’re not good enough. they are always striving to be superhuman and to make sure everyone else is happy. and they are aware of the high standards they have for themselves.

Cancer: they know they’re loving, they know they’re sensitive, they know they’ll give anything to someone they love. sometimes they really despise it about themselves, and sometimes they see the true beauty in being soft and compassionate. other times, that much emotion can resort in them turning it into self-hatred and they’re full aware when they close themselves off. they know that they need to not care as much about what others think.

Leo: said to be confident, they can actually get very insecure. there is no worse enemy for them than themselves. they get a lot of anxiety about people and situations sometimes, but they force themselves to push forward and that’s why they get to claim the lion as their own.

Virgo: they think they’re a true badass sometimes lol. but truthfully they know that they have a soft spot for everyone. they know that they can come off as cold, but they only do it so people won’t take advantage of them like they’re so used to.

Libra: they know that they’re lovers. they know that they are romantic just as much as they are spontaneous. deep down, there’s a deep self loathing that takes place. they replace their bad feelings with attention, and they know it’s unhealthy.

Scorpio: they KNOW they’re intense. but they love it. they don’t see the point in living if things aren’t felt fully. but with this, means feeling the negative things fully as well. and they shut themselves out, they can get very hard on themselves for not being able to shut off how they feel.

Sagittarius: they sometimes get insecure and overcompensate for this by acting very confident/cocky. they know this. but they hate having people see their vulnerability, they see a side to themselves that only they know.

Capricorn: they know they can do anything they put their mind to, that they’re intelligent and capable. but they also know that they’re perfectionists to a fault. they can ruin their own ambition by being too negative about themselves.

Aquarius: they know that they have an inner child. they love the feeling of innocence or going back into the past. but, they also know they have the weight of the world on their shoulders and that’s why they act the way they do. the people who laugh the loudest often have the most going on inside of them.

Aries: you have to believe in yourself first

Taurus: chase the things that set your heart on fire

Gemini: understand that other people don’t think the same as you

Cancer: don’t give up on yourself

Leo: don’t be embarrassed about the things you like

Virgo: work consistently for what you want

Libra: be aware of the intentions of those around you

Scorpio: be willing to let down your guard when needed

Sagittarius: don’t apologize for who you are, ever

Capricorn: don’t forget about the big picture

Aquarius: don’t let other people persuade you so easily

(Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces)

- take on other peoples feelings, empaths

- feel the need to “fix” everyone

- sleepy 24/7 but do what they gotta do

- extremely romantic and will actually do anything for someone they love

- cries when mad

- will take the long way home to listen to a good song

(Aries, Leo, Sagittarius)

-they know how to get the job done

-will absolutely astound you with their passion about that ONE thing they love

-always ready to build someone up when they need it

-will most definitely meet up with you for a 2am venting session if needed

-love that will set your heart on fire, literally

-very loyal, they never give up on people unless there is a SOLID reason

-very good w/ animals for some reason??

(Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn)

- very good at making people feel comfortable

- will help you w/ literally anything you need

- love to lay in the grass

- will be the first to speak up if they feel someone is being mistreated

- will actually work until they collapse

- they’re commonly the “voice of reason”

(Gemini, Libra, Aquarius)

- will give u everything without you asking

- loves to go out equally as much as staying in

- they give the most wonderful advice

- will fight u

- not very good w/ talking about emotions, they have to be pulled out of their lil world sometimes

- have great intuition about people and whether or not they’re good/bad, but don’t always listen to their gut

Aries: they fake it till they make it with EVERYTHING. they might be scared out of their mind but you’d never be able to guess it. they jump in and challenge themselves and never look back

Taurus: they never judge you no matter what you tell them. they’re always open to listening even if they don’t understand it themselves.

Gemini: they don’t take anybody’s shit. they stand up for themselves and everybody else and keep their ground. they know when to pick their battles.

Cancer: they get very passionate about what they love and could literally talk about it for DAYS and it never gets boring bc you know how much it means to them. they truly have a light in their eyes when they talk about what they love.

Leo: no matter how bad they might feel, they’ll always take time out of their day to build someone up. it’s what makes them feel better.

Virgo: they know how to work hard to get what they want. once they have their mind set on something, they keep going until they get it.

Libra: they are always so excellent with words. they know what to say and how to say it, and how to string together the perfect sentence to make your day better.

Scorpio: they have a super empathetic side for the people that they love. they always check up on people and are more concerned for them than they are for themselves.

Sagittarius: they will always have something to say. you don’t have to worry about them not being honest with you, they always give it straight up.

Capricorn: they always make you feel listened to. they truly want to hear about your life and how you’re doing instead of just asking those questions without any meaning.

Aquarius: they are so deep, but they keep it hidden away so only the closest people to them can see this side of them. but once you do, it’s truly exquisite.

Aries: blank stare, always

Taurus: a lot of aggravation

Gemini: working fast to get it over with

Cancer: push through w lots of tears

Leo: breakdown

Virgo: possible yelling, lots of frustration

Libra: just zone out till it’s over

Scorpio: cry

Sagittarius: lots of venting

Capricorn: work hard vent later

Aquarius: doesn’t phase them, until it does. then steer clear.

Aries: the protective one

Taurus: the sassy one

Gemini: the crazy one

Cancer: the calm one

Leo: the loud one

Virgo: the loyal one

Libra: the sensitive one

Scorpio: the talkative one

Sagittarius: the smart one

Capricorn: the funny one

Aquarius: the creative one

Aries: they support you endlessly.

Taurus: they will listen to you all night whenever you need it

Gemini: they make you feel comfortable right away

Cancer: they will sit in silence with you for hours and it just feels so calm

Leo: they stand up for the people who can’t stand up for themselves

Virgo: they always know how to build you up

Libra: they know how to make you feel better whenever things are going wrong

Scoripio: they make you passionate about the world with them

Sagittarius: they make it so easy to talk to them about absolutely anything

Capricorn: they go into things ready to help anyone who needs it

Aquarius: they make you feel like you can be silly without being judged

aries: for you 2020 will be the year you finally take initiative and make a decision on something you’ve been questioning for a while. with mars spending a good portion of the year in your sign you will begin to look after yourself more and work harder for the things you want. you will also finally let go of personal blockages and self-doubt and find yourself being more confident and assertive.

taurus: you will face a lot of changes, especially within yourself. this could be a physical, spiritual or emotional change but one thing is certain: you will come out of 2020 as a new person. next year will also offer you a chance to get out of your comfort zone and change your routine-oriented life. this is a good thing as it will make you more flexible and open to new ideas. you will feel a sense of ease and inspiration throughout the year.

gemini: next year will be the year of romance for you. venus will be spending more than a third of the year in your sign so you can expect 2020 to be fun and indulgent, especially during the summer. next year definitely won’t be boring for you and there’s a huge chance you’ll find that special someone or improve your current relationship by a lot. just watch out for your laziness and tendency to procrastinate as that will be increased during the year.

cancer: with jupiter opposing your sun you might find yourself more restless and more open to expand your horizons. you will also be experiencing enhanced intuition and spirituality. money also may come to play here and you will have no difficulties gaining it but be wary of being overindulgent and spending it excessively. next year you will also be the one who brings joy into your relationships, both platonic and romanitc — but remember to take as much as you give.

leo: if you haven’t felt like yourself lately this is bound to change next year. you may have lost your confidence and spark due to hardships during previous years but this will change in 2020. you will be experiencing a variety of new things, especially with romance. the beginning of the year may start out confusing or slow for you but as it goes on you will feel more like you belong.

virgo: 2020 is an excellent year for you to make goals and accomplish what you want, as it will be an efficient year for you. you may feel a bit confused or “out of it” during your natal planet mercury’s retrogrades but regardless this will be the year that you start taking responsibility for your own happiness and stop burning out for others.

libra: as chiron ventures further into aries and opposes your sign, 2020 may be a year of pain but it will also be a year of lessons and a year where you get stronger. as your natal planet venus spends a good portion of the year in gemini, you will be more open and communicative in general but especially with your thoughts and emotions. the good thing is you’ll be more focused and decisive throughout the year but strong emotions and competitiveness also may arise. 

scorpio: you will be more at ease next year and feel more optimistic as your natal planet, pluto will be conjuncting jupiter for a good portion of the year. during this time around you may also feel like it’s easier to achieve all the things that you want. you will find balance in the things you do and your positive change will not only affect you but those around you too. an abundance of money may come to you and you will be sure to save it or spend it wisely as pluto will also be conjuncting saturn, the planet of perseverance too.

sagittarius: next year will have a karmic feel to you, like all the things you have been doing, whether good or bad, will pay off next year. as the south node resides in your sign starting from mid next year, you may find yourself feeling more familiar and content with the things you already have. you will also be spending more time with friends and family and the people who bring you comfort.

capricorn: you may have felt like your efforts haven’t payed off or that you don’t get recognized enough but this is bound to change in 2020. as jupiter is residing in capicorn this year you may surprisingly find yourself exhibiting all the traits of jupiter  — optimism, indulgence and a desire to have fun. your personal relationships will also improve and there’s a good chance you’ll find love in 2020. whatever you do next year will feel easier and lighter than the previous ones.

aquarius: in 2020 you will find stability and a routine, you may also expect yourself to work harder but with ease and be sure with the things you want. due to your natal planet uranus residing in taurus you may find money and new personal possessions come your way. you will connect with your friends and family on a deeper level and feel a more open, preserving connection with them. 

Кто то скажет, что жизнь дар, для кого это это путешествие, другие подметят, что жизнь это риск, перечислять можно долго, но для меня жизнь это чувства, ощущения, прикосновения. Мы каждый день что то испытываем на себе, мы чувствуем, и порой чувства могут быть разными, но ощутимыми.И порой одни могут чувствовать намного больше чем другие.

Выдох.

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