pleasure in disgust

gaslighting myself into thinking i’m doing fine

people will say “they’re only friends” and then show me two people who would crawl through broken glass to hear the other laugh once. two people who have memorized each other’s coffee orders, fears, childhood stories, and emergency contacts. two people who would haunt each other’s houses as ghosts. be serious.

Just an FYI—the original intention of this post was to challenge the way people say only friends, as though friendship is somehow lesser than other forms of love. As if being deeply known, cherished, and chosen by another person could ever be a small thing. Normalize profound platonic love. Some of the most fulfilling, transformative, and enduring relationships we will ever have are friendships. 🫶🏼

starting the countdown until gaylors start saying that Adam Sandler officiating Taylor's wedding (sorry if this is how you found out) is actually proof that it's a sham because it's a reference to I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry (2007), in which Sandler and Kevin James play heterosexual men who enter a mutually beneficial fake gay marriage, a dynamic that Taylor is inverting as a queer woman pretending to be straight while cleverly flagging the obvious farce to those with the eyes to see

except unless they're willing to let everything but the core concept of fake-marriage-to-someone-of-different-sexuality invert there's a couple problems even if we're not gonna get into the nitty gritty of movie parallels, regardless of Taylor's sexuality, for this I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry thing to work A. the marriage would have to provide the same or similar benefits not just like benefit of societal acceptance or w/e and B. Travis would have to be gay too

fuuuuck oh my god, do you think gaylors would do that? concoct a shoddy conspiracy theory that's full of holes and doesn't make sense?

Not enough people talking about how well broccoli holds a sauce

age regressing by 5 minutes so i can remember what i was just asked to do

am doing scary hour again let's see how much i can get done

need a break the goddamn shower took me half an hour to clean

i think i'm going to take a nap now actually

nap was nice but it was such a dumb idea... waking up close to 7pm is NOT the move (i'd like to go back to bed)

am doing scary hour again let's see how much i can get done

need a break the goddamn shower took me half an hour to clean

i think i'm going to take a nap now actually

am doing scary hour again let's see how much i can get done

need a break the goddamn shower took me half an hour to clean