Me, Myself, and I

Currently wishing my internal monologue had subtitles

I’m so done. Why does no one make the TV shows we want? Like, why do we not have a show about the Marauders in school at Hogwarts? Why do we not have a show about the Golden Reign in Narnia, especially now that the actors and actresses are old enough to play their counterparts? Instead we are just getting remakes. I can admit that some of them are good, such as Maleficent, but I want the others….

One day you will walk out of your room and never come back. One day you will tell someone “I love you” for the last time. One day you will laugh your last laugh and smile your last smile. One day the tears will no longer fall and the heart will no longer ache. One day you won’t have regrets or goals anymore. One day it will be the end. The thing is, we don’t know when that day will come. So live life, because that day will come faster than it should.

How do you recover when you give someone everything you have and they leave and slowly start pushing you out of their life why claiming they aren’t and you just sit there hurting and hurting because it was the one person you thought you would never lose and now they want nothing to do with you?

Life goes back and forth from sucking to not far to often