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Sometimes I sit in front of your photo and wait…

as if the glass might warm, or your voice might somehow break through the silence.

I keep hoping I’ll hear your laugh again, see your eyes soften, feel you looking back at me the way you used to.

Because you were never just a picture on a wall, Mom —

you were my safe place, my steady ground, my whole sense of home.

Your absence is something I never learned how to live with.

I still reach for the phone.

I still turn when I hear footsteps.

I still whisper, “Mom… I need you,” into the quiet moments of the day.

And that little child inside me — the one who sat alone holding your photo —

they never disappeared.

They just learned how to carry the ache without showing it.

Some days, I catch my reflection and see your eyes staring back…

and it breaks me all over again.

I’ll miss you for the rest of my life, Mom.

Stay close if you can.

I miss the way you made everything feel safe, the way your presence brought calm even in chaos. I still remember your words, your strength, your quiet wisdom in moments when I feel lost. There’s so much I want to tell you… about the things I’ve faced, the battles I’ve fought, and how some days I feel like I’m just barely holding it together. But I keep going, because I know you’d want me to. I live each day hoping to make you proud—even though my heart still breaks in your absence.

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1. Those who spread negativity

2. Those who criticize you all the time

3. Those who waste your time

4. Those who are jealous

5. Those who play the victim

6. Those who only care about themself

THE SUICIDE NOTE WRITTEN BY A 15-YEAR OLD GIRL - LESSONS FOR ALL. BROKE MY HEART

“Dear mum,

It’s with a heavy heart that I write you this note, knowing the amount of pain it is going to cause you.

Mum, I want you to know that I love you dearly and will ever love you. If I am given the opportunity to live again I will still choose you as my mum and our family will still be my place of birth.

But unfortunately, I know that there is not going to be any such opportunity.

Mum, I didn’t want to do this, but I was compelled by circumstances beyond my control to take the plunge.

I tried my best to pull through, but my best was not good enough. I battled alone for about thirteen months now until my strength failed me.

You and dad could not decipher what I was going through and maybe I should not blame you for that.

My one and only brother came very close to understanding what I was passing through but it was too much for his young mind to comprehend.

Mum, I know that you and dad loved me and did everything you could to prove that to me but I was not feeling loved.

You provided for me more than I even wanted, took me to places that most of my mates have not even heard of, yet despite all these my heart was longing for love.

I needed someone who would love me for who I was. I needed someone who could reach to the depth of my soul and feel the vacuum there.

The material provisions you spoiled me with could not do that. And I was alone all the while, despite the fact that we laughed together and had gist as a family.

Then came the last straw that broke the camel’s back.

Your brother, Uncle Tony who came to live with us, made me to believe that he knew exactly what my soul was longing for – companionship.

He chose to stay with me when you and dad were too busy to notice my loneliness.

He tried to keep me company when I needed someone to talk to but had only gadgets and teddy bears as my company. I was fooled to trust him and he hacked into my foolishness. And he did it perfectly and deeply.

Mum, your brother raped me and used me as sex toy for three whole years. I expected you or dad to notice but none of you did.

When he left our house last year I was shattered because I have grown to fill the void of your presence with his dirty deeds. I couldn’t complain because I was afraid to lose him, but when he eventually left for Canada the magnitude of the emptiness in me became too heavy for me to carry.

I struggled to forget those experiences but I could not. My grades dropped in school and you and dad quickly arranged for a home lesson teacher.

Mum, that singular act instead of helping me fueled what is about to happen to me a few minutes from now.

The home lesson teacher you brought so much reminded me of Uncle Tony and, on several occasions, I felt like grabbing him and making him to fill the gap that Tony’s absence created in me.

Mum, I had to do this because I was lonely. Did you ever imagine what I was doing in my room all the time I stayed there alone? Couldn’t you for once have gone out of your way to just spend some time with me so that we could talk?

There are many things I would have liked to tell you but I don’t want to add to your pain so let those other torments be buried with this undignified body of mine.

Please make sure that my brother David doesn’t get to the point where I am now.

Also, tell your friends and colleagues who have children to find out what is happening with their beloved kids before it gets too late.

Many of the things parents do in the name of showing love are not what we the younger ones need.

I would have gone, long hours before you will get to read this note.

But one cheering thing is that David is still there with you. Transfer the love you had for me to him.

My bank details and the passwords to my phones and laptops are all in the piece of paper I dropped in the drawer of your dressing table.

I miss you and it pains to empty the content of this bottle in my hand into my mouth but I am constrained to do it all the same.

Tell dad and David that I love them. Tell our pastor that I will miss his sermons and long prayers. Tell my friends not to envy me.

Goodbye mum.”

That was the suicide note a 15-year old girl dropped for her mother before taking her life.

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Parents, do you find yourself to be “too” busy and tired to be in the present moment with your children? Are you more invested in your job and house duties than spending time with your kids?

Let your child know they are loved for who they are, and that you are always there to support them.

For the past few weeks, the social media has been awashed with many suicide stories on the pages of the media. Many more may still come.

Be a supportive parent and actively listen without judgment and seeking to understand their concerns and challenges. Being a supportive parent means having your child’s best interests at heart but also being present, involved and helpful.

Treat your child fairly and develop a trusting relationship.

Always acknowledge your child's ache.

Pray for and with your children.

FOUR DAYS AFTER 11 YEAR-OLD ARIANNA YOUNGE WAS ABDUCTED AND MURDERED WITH THE COMPLICITY OF THE POLICE AT A HOTEL WHO'S OWNERS FRIENDS OF THE PRESIDENT OF GUYANA, THE POLICE COMMISSIONER ANDTHE PRESIDENT HAVE FAILED TO CONVENE A PRESS CONFERENCE TO FACE THE NATION TO EXPLAIN THE BASIC FACTS. THEY EYES PASS GUYANESE!

It has been 4 days since 11 year old Adrianna Younge was abducted and murdered at the Double Day hotel at Tuschen. The owner is a friend of the President of Guyana and a major financial contributor to the ruling PPP. The woner is also a friend of the Police Divisional Commander and dozens of Police senior officers and other ranks.

The Police was complicit with this murder. They stood guard outside the hotel and blocked the parents and members of the community from entering the hotel to search for the child, while she was being killed inside.

The Police protected the killers while they were in the murder act, then protected the killers as they escaped. This is what the hotel owners money bought them. Police protection.

Adrianna Younge was abducted and murdered on Wednesday, April 23. Today is April 26. Up to now the Police Commissioner, Minister of Home Affairs or the President of Guyana cannot hold a press conference to face the nation to give a preliminary account of how this happened and how the Police failed this child.

The PPP government and the Guyana Police Force are profoundly contemptuous of the Guyanese people. They are disrespectful, callous and savage.

The primary responsibility of a government is it ptotect it's citizens. The PPP regime has failed the nation again.

Here are some insights to help you navigate this grief and find meaning in the midst of loss:

The Shock and Survival Mode:

When your mother passes away, it feels like the world stops moving. Your brain grapples with the paradox of someone being present in every way yet physically gone forever. The initial days are a blur as you manage practical tasks while your body copes with shock. Tears flow unexpectedly, and physiological reactions—like crying, rapid breathing, and digestive issues—become your body’s way of processing this enormous change.

The Unpredictable Grieving Process:

Grief doesn’t follow a linear path. It comes in waves, sometimes triggered by memories or unexpected moments. Allow yourself to feel the emotions—both the sadness and the joy of cherished memories. Understand that grieving your mother’s death will change you, and that change is part of the healing process. Ride each wave, breathe, and keep moving forward.

Cherishing Memories and Living the Legacy:

You’re already on the right path by wanting to cherish your mother’s memories and live out her legacy. Celebrate the good things she brought into your life. Consider writing down your memories, creating a tribute, or sharing stories with others. By doing so, you honor her and keep her spirit alive in your heart and mind.

Spiritual Comfort:

As someone with a strong spiritual foundation, turn to your faith for solace. Seek solace in prayer, meditation, or scripture. Remember that God understands your pain and will guide you through this journey. Find comfort in knowing that your mother’s love and influence continue to shape you, even in her absence.

Scriptural Examples:

The Bible offers wisdom and solace during times of grief. Consider passages like Psalm 34:18 (“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted”) and Isaiah 41:10 (“Do not fear, for I am with you”). These verses remind us of God’s presence and strength during difficult moments.

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