Love Realizations, Part 1
Ā When I finally shoved myself from the decreasing population of No Boyfriend Since Birth girls, I learned a lot of things, like A LOT. Although it was quite short and bittersweet, it was fun. I got inspired to write about few things I learned from my roller-coaster crazy experience from the blogs my friends told me about. So, here I am attempting to stop myself from spilling too much information about my so-called love affair.
Your usual Good Morning to Good Night sweet exchanges will eventually turn into way crazier topics in between. These days, I noticed that sexting is getting more popular especially between young adults like us. Guys are guys and you canāt blame them for being so horny at times but you know you can control it, too. Itās totally okay to ride on with his green jokes at time but let him know his limits. Know respect.
My ex often uses emojis whenever he texts me and I always find it cute but when he starts to do sexting, I always felt awkward especially when he asks stupid questions. Until now, I donāt even know how I got used to it.
Nakakabadtrip kapag lagi nang ganito usapan nyo. Minsan feeling ko wala syang respeto sakin pero dahil mahal ko sya, hinahayaan ko lang. Para sa mga lalaki, tangina makiramdam naman kayo minsan.
Ā Being in a relationship, even if we all know that āwalang foreverā, couples tend to have these weird āobligationsā that still confuses me until now. When you put yourself in a situation like this, you must be open-minded and very understanding.
In my case, my ex is not that patient. We must have a plan ahead of time whenever we had dates. He is very impatient that he doesnāt even like to wait for me even for a couple of minutes. And whenever our plan isnāt followed, heād be pissed off with me and just be cold the entire day. Well done, douche.
May time na sinama ko sya sa chill naming magkakaibigan after ng isang party, hindi ko naman sinabing isama nya yung isa nya pang friend. Unfortunately, na-late kami kasi mababagal kumilos friends ko sa totoo lang at pagkakita namin, hindi ba naman ako nilapitan kagad at nakuha pang hayaan akong nababasa ng ambon samantalang naka-payong sya.Ā Ang tagal ko daw kasi silang pinaghintay, naawa sya sa friend nya at baka daw kapag hindi sya pumunta, isumbat ko daw sa kanya yun after.Ā Pakipalakpakan!
This is the common problem between the two of us. We donāt see each other often because he just graduated from school and Iām currently studying. Even if we are just in the same province, we donāt go on dates that often because of some glitches. We always fight over these. Heād always say that itās better to do it rather than just saying it. Hey fucker, do your part too.
Ā Mahilig siya kasing mangbintang na isusumbat ko rin lahat ng ginagawa ko sa kanya kaya bago nya gawin yung mga bagay na yun, walang patid na āmamaya sumbatan mo akoā gaming ang ginagawa nya.
Heād say heād take you here, there, everywhere but nothing happens. Youād say youād do this, that but again, nothing happens. Things donāt always go the way you want but during these times, one must lower his/her pride to avoid nonsense arguments.
This is where that fucker got caught. He told me his āexā girlfriend then just blocked me off his Instagram because blah blah blah. I donāt know why didnāt I even bothered to slap him with his iPhone in the first place.
Even if youāre together, for me, itās not right to ask for his passwords, interrogate him with whoever like his posts and tell him to post something sweet happening between the two of you for the world to see. We all know,Ā bukod sa mga chismosa, wala silang pake sa inyo.Ā Let him post on his own, heād be proud of you no matter what and social media is not a measure.
For that douche, I just want to tell you that the first time I saw the photo of you and your girl kissing on Instagram, I literally want to scrape your smile directly from the screen and I want to put Mighty Bond on your girls suckers so that she canāt keep it off you especially after what she said to me on Facebook chat. Both of you must enroll yourselves in grammar school.
Pwede ba, minsan galingan mo naman magtago para di ka nahuhuli. Ang tigas mo lang kasi nahuli ka na, ayaw mo pa umamin. Magsawa kayo kakapicture magdamag at ipost nyo ng ipost kasi eventuallyā¦ WALANG FOREVER! Bwahahahah!!!!
Weāre too young to go on expensive dates. Yung totoo, sa mga bulsa ng nanay at tatay nyo lahat galling yang mga pang-date nyo kaya wag makipag-date kung wala naman talagang pang-date.
For me, itās not an issue if Iāll pay for what we eat or weād split the bill. I know that we both just have allowances given by our parents. I am the type of girlfriend that wants simple dates at the zoo or even just a walk at a park. I donāt demand for material things because what matters to me is our quality time together.
Low- maintenance lang ako kaya hindi mo ako kailangang bilhan ng mga kung ano-ano at dalhin sa mga fancy restaurants. All I want is your time, chocolates and memories that weād make that weād never forget until the rest of our lives.
Gusto ko yung kapag nakita ko yung mga place na pinuntahan natin, maalala kita. Ang masama lang talaga ngayon kapag nakikita ko yung mga lugar na yun ngayon, naalala nga kita pero nakakalungkot kasi wala na. Huhuhu Hahahaha baliw na pala!
Ā Ganito pala ang love noh? Di mo alam kung paano ka magrereact. Hindi pala talaga sya yung parang sa mga movies at teleseryes. Madami pa akong natutunan dun sa traumatic experience ko este, first time ko pala. Next post would be about the āsā hahahahahaheheheehuhuhu.
Thereās no definite time when will I learn to let go but for now, I will love myself first.
I love you, self. Wala munang lover na magpaparamdam sayo na love ka niya ha, ikaw muna magparamdam sa sarili mo na mahalaga ka para mabura na sa isip mo na minsan sa buhay mo, may taong sumayang sayo at tinapon ka. Be strong, b3h. Kaya mo yan.
