The Player's Xp.

All enemy who touch me will suffer the consequence.

hindi to pyramiding.. i just want this to share.. coz before when streaming is not yet many. i already playing games and experienced lot of trash talk.. trash talk means bad words in gaming or online games. its doesn’t mean the person who is talking or chatting is trash or no future or no talent in playing games.

all bad words is trash.. thats why if you speak or say it or chat it.. its called trash talk. there is other term or category in talking like dirty talk. its like a green joke and only mature and open minded people and 18+ is allowed and discreet. but trash talking become normal only in games because the players is already strong and its not advisable to play it until the end if you are newbie.

coz in my experience.. its better to quit the game than to endure or ease the trash talk of my opponents in game. thats why i quit early coz i don’t enjoying it. and tried to join again to other games or match where there is good player but if happened i join to abusive players.. or trash players.. i quit again.

but because i experience many trash players or trash talk players.. i notice i become trash talking player too.. which i am not when i was high school. because of stupid understanding in trash talking.. i defend and trying to open the mind of others thats why i show them the right trash talk.

its not applicable to anyone and most of all its only for players you played long enough and known each other.

trash talk without offense thats the right trash talk and not offensive to anyone.

but because there is literally trash.. they doesn’t have that thinking or understanding thats why.. they think trash talk can be applied or can be used to anyone.

you must learn to respect who is older than you, you need to learn to respect player weaker than you, you need to learn to respect player stronger than you.. how? by minding other people feelings.

for me its takes 20 yrs to master it to avoid to offend other people feelings.. we are lucky coz we grow up guiding us or teaching how to mind other people feelings.

unlike now.. if next generation will not listen to people older than them.. they will become trash players too and boiled egg. in start they are very soft but in long experience of trash talk they become hard boiled egg who has tough and hate inside.

notice the difference of other players.. and the secret how to become like them.. coz we are human and not a.i.. we have feelings and that feeling and emotion must be respect and mind all the time.

if not.. you just picking a fight and eventually you become bully or people who has inferior behavior or in batangas its called bargas!

because of trying to open the mind of others in trash talking i become trash talk players too but i really can’t go to the extent i don’t mind other people or players if its too much.

maybe the reason they can’t accept the fact of trash talking because of being bargas of others or its natural no respect to others. and maybe its better to notice those players behavior and doesn’t play with them and thats makes them literally trash and its different to trash talking in any computer games in pc.

i don’t know if its true that other young players or kids make a suicidal act because of trash talking.. and the girl players also become victim of abusive trash players who trash talking is below the belt and offensive.

i can’t play my ps4 properly.. aside from the game cd is not complete edition and needs to update or download the game. the price is too high and even i have money.. i don’t like to buy it coz its not reasonable.

the reason why i bought ps4 game in cd version and not digital.. because i don’t like to use my ps4 internal memory which is 1tb. but we all know there is a lot of bad guys in internet spreading false info and fake news.

they like and want the customer like me and player at the same time to believed that the cd is only an approval to download the game. so in easiest sense.. its also digital copy and not physical copy a.k.a ps4 cd game.

i don’t know if its legal or another tricks of hackers and scammers coz if its legal.. i don’t believes its fair marketing and sales. and as i experience.. its violation against me under the law.

and the price is really expensive to buy but the genre is all dark games which is not advisable for kids and adults to play too much.

i don’t know the exact reason why they promote dark games and go live streaming in facebook.

maybe they are stars (child stars) or some kind of famous or popular person. but its wrong and i think they doing that to attack someone or anyone.

from the price of ps4.. the price of ps4 cd and then later you will find out its not complete edition and eventually you will realized its also digital copy.. and then after that.. its all dark game and not original which falls to piracy.

all of this is from i watched and saw in internet.. and there is no better game that can be played. thats why.. i don’t have a lot of ps4 cd games.

The respect is already there.. but trust me.. no matter who you are.. the game or any game will stay still and sometimes make you down even its only single player.

The worse is if its multiplayer online game and there is someone out there has no mercy for newbie.

There is a lot of trash in online game.. its better to play trash talk off only.. coz if that player is already in a loser stage.. and already victim of player who has no mercy in newbies..

He or she will not going to level up if he or she can’t make up his mind or make other way to become strong.

When it comes to f2p..

Its not really advisable to play f2p games.. coz mostly of the players is poor and has no money to spend for the game. In easiest sense.. no money equals to poor.. equals to low class behavior.. and seems like untrusted website where the danger is high.

If its free to play but you can spend money for gold, diamonds, battle pass, skin, and other perks of the game.

We can notice our difference to them.. and maybe if you are in their team they are lucky and handling you properly to the point you can notice they taken advantage to you or becoming gold digger or buraot. Who only knows is to beg for skin and battle pass.

To protect my chosen players in my page. Begging is not allowed in online game. So if you will follow me.. your safe and in the right hand when it comes to begging online by other players.

No more.. no less.

And try to ask for the hand of other good players too maybe they can help you too.

PS:its not a good thing to use money to abuse other players. Just to tell them they are weak.. pay to play or pay the things you need to get the character you want and build is not advisable to use to abuse other players online.

Even you get my golden knowledge in games.. you can’t still win in the end and reign forever if it use it in wrong doing. If im not the one who will going to lose you.. there is someone out there.. maybe stronger than me or maybe maker of the games we are playing.

Oct. 29, 2022

The battle between two guilds in astra arena is takes too long to start thats why.. i want to leave and go to other places inside the event. But my nephew is not yet return thats why.. i don’t have other things to do but to wait longer and watched the game and listen to two host of the game. 😅😆

And then after a few more minutes im starting to call my nephew because i really want to leave but unfortunately i don’t have signal inside the event. And then he arrived after a few more minutes and then i asked him why he takes so long to return. And he told he he get pictures with myrtel and jiji plays thats why i did not become angry anymore.. so i decided to walk around inside the event and go to merch booths and search for something we can buy as memorabilia for esgs 22 event of this year.

Unfortunately again, i can’t find things that i want to buy.. i prefer facemask so i can wear it everytime i go outside our house or cellphone protector case so i can changed my old cellphone case. But there is none selling in the merch booths.

And we walk around and around until we reach the COD mobile booth again and saw doc z gaming and sharlene. I think its the right chance for my nephew to get picture with sharlene but i don’t know why he changed his mind. Lol! 😅😆 maybe because i told him to asked them first before to take pictures. And after he changed his mind we walk near the exit where lot of people is sitting. And we sit also for a while because my legs is really tired and aching.

After a while.. my sister called us the mother of my nephew. And told us to go home already because there is storm and we might get a hard time to take a jeep or a bus going home. Thats why i told her nicely that we will going to eat first in the mall before we will go home.

I really don’t like to go home because i plan to finish the event this year until the end. Maybe up to 8pm onwards.. but my sister call me and seems like there is a typhoon ondoy outside where there is flood or the houses roof is flying and happening outside. And at the same time i feel afraid also coz if ever its real we can’t go home immediately and we might get stranded. But when we go outside the venue in the entrance.

I saw the outside that there is rain and wind but not that strong.. maybe some kind of normal rain with strong wind and i feel paranoid to what my sister told me. And then we take first our umbrella in the baggage counter and return the number tab.

And then we walk going inside the mall and find the food court. But when we reach the food court of the sm moa.. its different and far from food court of sm mega mall.

Thats why.. i told him, we will eat in KFC but if there is no KFC, we will eat in the chowking instead. And fortunately.. there is KFC in the sm moa. And near going to the exit of the mall.

I order zinger ala king and extra rice while my nephew order 1 pc chicken original recipe and extra rice too. Maybe he got hungry much too in the event. Lol! 😅😆 and also large size of hot shot with gravy.. and i did not order fries anymore. Maybe its too many if i order large fries too.. but i feel regret not ordering large fries because aside its very delicious i like to eat many food that time because im really hungry. 😅😆

And then after we eat.. we walk again going to the terminal of jeep going to mrt taft station. And luckily there is still line and lot of passengers waiting for a jeep.

The weather is really not good that day.. and thank God after a few minutes. And after the driver of jeep done refueling his jeep and after a little ride going to mrt taft station. We arrived and ride the mrt again going to shaw blvd mrt station.

Its feels good and what a blast and another amazing and memorable experience again i feel while sitting in the mrt and moving slowly away from mrt taft station. The good thing is there is no lot of passengers and we can enjoy the ride without traffic and after a couple of minutes we arrived at shaw blvd mrt station. And the weather is really getting angry. Lol! 😆😅

We walk going down the mrt station and when we reach the ground floor and outside of the mrt station. We saw a jeep going to our hometown and we run fast because the wind is strong and rain is strong too.

Thank God we get inside the jeep and ride going to our hometown and feels safe too. But when we get off the jeep. The wind still strong and the rain, so we need to run again going to our store and the parents of my nephew is waiting. And i told him to send to me also the pictures he got from the esgs because i want to see it. And also.. im going to post it here in my blog site. To share what happened to esgs event that we attend. 😎✌️

And then i said good bye them and went home already.

(Me showing esgs 22 day 2 strap in our house)

The end!

Other photo we got from esgs and streamers and cosplayers we saw. :)

(Esgs main stage “trully top tier”)

(Esgs main stage with the blacklist and panda. My bad, i rotate the camera thats why its look like that. 😅😆)

(Myrtel and my nephew at esgs 22)

(My nephew and jiji plays at esgs 22)

(ML players suddenly appeared and my nephew at esgs 22)

(Me and my nephew at esgs 22)

(Sharlene and doc z gaming at esgs 22)

Oct. 29, 2022

As we continue walking after we stay for a minutes in audience area of ESGS main stage.. we walk going to call of duty mobile booth.. because my nephew want to go there. And unexpectedly saw one of facebook streamers i like to see.. i feel happy to see them in person and my nephew want to get pic with them but there is many people and the one she want to get picture with suddenly gone.. lol! 😆

Thats why.. i told him, we will go back and we will eat first. And then we go back to tier 1 booth perimeter where as far as i know where booth for foods is near them when i download the map. And saw ragnarok booth.. and immediately go inside and ask the person in the table if the ragnarok cap is still available and if they have stock. Unfortunately its already out of stock and because i feel hungry that time.. i did not make to have a long conversation and we go to booth of the foods. 

In the foods booth.. we saw some attendees and cosplayers sitting beside of the other booth near the food booth and eating. And some vacant table but not already cleaned up by the waiter or janitor. And then we check what are the available foods they are selling.. there is american, japanese, and chinese foods and also mcdonalds booth. But mcdo only selling ala carte order or solo.. thats why we only order 2 burger from mcdo for 2 of us and we bought drinks to other booth within the premises of food booth. 

And we put our food and drinks in the table that doesn’t already cleaned up by janitors and waiters. Maybe other attendees just eat in the table and doesn’t put their garbage in the trashcan. Thats why.. i told to my nephew.. that he only needs to put aside those trash and eat.. and then told him to wait for me because im going to comfort room. After im done fixing myself in the c.r.. i return to my nephew and he is already done eating his burger. And me is only one eating.. and i don’t have other choice but to remove my facemask and show my face..lol! 😆😅

And i finish my food and i drink a lot of juice.. but because its too large for only one burger. I did not drink all of it, and i decided to put it in the trashcan because i don’t like also to walk around without wearing my facemask because i feel shy to see me first by the streamers im hunting.. lol! 😆😅 

After we eat, we go back to call of duty mobile booth and tried to get pictures with the streamers playing call of duty mobile. They are doc z gaming and one of our local kapamilya star sharlene san pedro of goin bulilit. 

There is many people taking pictures with them and i didn’t know they have other co-kapamilya star with them. Maybe they playing online games too. And my nephew grab the chance to take pictures with doc Z and other star in their booth. But my nephew really want to have pic with sharlene.. but sharlene suddenly always gone. 😅😆

(My nephew and doc z gaming and the gang. 😎)

And after that.. we walk again and i saw esgs merch and finally i can buy my memorabilia for this year esgs event. And i bought 1 cap for me and i let my nephew to wear it first. Coz my hair has gatsby.. lol! 😆

And then we saw jiji plays.. one of the facebook streamers and my nephew tried to get picture with her.. and there is group of guy arrived and if im not mistaken they are ML players. And we walk again going to other booth and i saw astra arena and there is ragnarok online guild vs guild is playing. Its a new asia server from singapore if im not mistaken. Because my nephew went to c.r, i spend so many time watching them and i saw beautiful ragnarok cosplayers at the same time..Lol! 😎😍😆😅 thats why.. i enjoy watching the gvg and seeing the cosplayers of ragnarok. And the riot games is in the right side corner where i am and not knowing i might see also other streamers im watching in facebook. But for some unexplained/unknown reason, i don’t know why the odds doesn’t let me to go there. Lol! 😆😅

(To be continuee..)

(Astra arena ragnarok gvg)

Oct. 29, 2022

we almost near in the cashier of ticketing booth and then there is some people caught get in the line without starting from the back. And there is one girl complaining about her ticket that she bought online but she can’t claim it because she needs also to start from the back of the line to claim her ticker that she bought online.

And i did not mind anymore the other things.. and feels happy when im buying the ticket for 2 of us of my nephew. Its cost 380 pesos and i add using my mind to count how much change they give to me if its really exact. Lol! Thank God its exact and we continue walking in the entrance and the guy standing and guarding the entrance gave us ESGS day 2 strap surrounding my arms.

(ESGS 22 day 2 strap)

When we enter the venue.. the first booth we saw is predator gaming booth. And they showing two teams playing valorant. I really feel im already inside the event and feel happy at the same time. While im watching the two team.. i notice a girl taking pictures with other people.. and if im not mistaken she is the sister of alodia named ashley. I feel shy to grab the opportunity to take pictures with her. So after i watch the game they showing we walk around inside the event and saw other booths and cosplayers and people inside.

after in the predator booth.. we go to tier one booth and see if there is streamers or people i know in cyber space is there. But my nephew saw blcklst merch.. and our attention focus to what they selling. Im really going to buy my nephew a tshirt but i think its better we check other merchs also. So we walk again and we pass by in the food area at the back of ragnarok online booth and thats why i did not saw immediately ragnarok booth because we are in the back and saw razer gold booth where they selling loads but there is no computer i notice.

And we continue walking again until me and my nephew get in the audience area in the main stage of esgs and if im not mistaken.. pin panda or panda gaming is the name of the girl in the stage shouting that doesn’t good to hear by the kids. Lol.. 😆😅 and we watched what they going to show and to tell and the champion team of ML if im not mistaken is there the blcklst. But because im not really addicted playing mobile legends.. im not familiar to those players but my nephew know them thats why i always ask him about those players or streamers i don’t familiar with.

(ESGS 22 day 2 main stage with the blcklst and panda.)

After that we walk again inside the event and we go to other booth.. and guess what who we saw.. 😎😎😎

(To be continue..)

Oct. 29, 2022

I attend ESGS 22 with my nephew in smx convention center at sm moa pasay city. Even the weather condition is not good.. me and my nephew travel by commute coz we don’t have other means of transportation to go to the event. We go before 12pm and along the way.. coz i don’t have facemask.. we bought first in the pasig market.. and thank God we saw one selling n94 facemask. And we ride in a jeep going to shaw blvd. mrt station. 

when we arrived at mrt station, we stop for a while and eat donut coz our tummy is empty before we continue travelling. because we are very excited to go to the event and the weather stopping us and as usual.. the people surrounding us. We did not eat in our house. When we are done eating.. we pay the fare for mrt station and we ride going to taft avenue station. 

While we are Along the way.. im being struggled to my pants. coz its waistline is loose. And i forgot to bring a belt from our home before i went to our another house here in our city. Because of that i can’t walk properly.. thank God again coz when we arrived and ride off in the taft avenue mrt station.. there is side walk vendor selling a belt and i grab the chance to buy one so i can walk properly without thinking my loosen pants. 

And then, we wait for a jeep going to sm moa.. one last ride to reach the esgs event at smx convention center. At first its hard to ride a jeepney because there is so many passengers is also waiting.. and i check the time its almost 1pm so i decided to take a taxi instead and don’t get ahead to other passengers to ride in a jeepney. Because its always full and sometimes only few available seats if the passenger ride off the jeep.

And there is a guy guide us to get a taxi and offer his service to take taxi for us. and while we are waiting for the taxi, there is a jeep with a few passenger arrived and we go to that jeep and get in very fast and finally we are already riding a jeep going to moa and in a few minutes we will going to arrived already. 

When we arrived at the sm moa, we enter to the mall and walk going to smx convention center. At first we didn’t enter immediately because we didn’t bring our vaccination card. Thank God my nephew has a picture of his vaccination card and i got another chance to register again to pasig city citizen contact tracing qr code. And the guard allowed us to enter. 

(ESGS ticketing booth line outside the entrance of the venue. Lots of people waiting in the long line.) *feels good* *feels excited much* *daldal much* 😄😄😄

when we arrived at the entrance of the esgs event inside the convention center.. we ask some people where we can buy tickets. And they told us in the end of the hall or near the exit. while we are walking we saw the ticketing booth and the line is really long. but its became more longer as time passes by because there is a lot of people is coming and maybe takes courage to attend the event by crossing the fire with storm signal number 3. 😅😅😅

tifa and cloud is perfect for each other. as usual, anime and games is full of flaws or mistake if you adopt it and used in real life that is why, its not applicable or recommended in real life.

maybe the advice or lesson of the creator of this story, wait for someone who will meet you on your way down the road. we can't bring back the past, we don't have time machine. all we can do is moved on and continue our life. whoever may come in the future maybe its better you already moved on and ready to fall in love again.

but the question is.. why they choose to stay in third class neighborhood?

being rich is not easy, if they envying what they see about me.. maybe they are right..

people will talk behind your back because thats the place they must be. and people will drag you down to their level and beat you with experience.

they don't like me and they do not know i don't like them too..

its still better to avoid than to start a fight with low level people.

hmm..