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- France abolished the Code Noir 2 months ago. That law project that said hey you can enslave, mutilate, kill, cross breed, etc. black people at will bc they're not people they're property ? Yeah. Abolished 2 months ago. We are in July 2026.

- the last human zoo closed its doors in 1994 in France due to social pressure. Not bc they were running out of business, no. Ppl still visited that place until it closed its doors. No, it was bc (black) French people were fed up. That human zoo was specialized in displaying black (presumed Congolese) people in fake huts in enclosures, for white entertainment.

- now while this might no longer be the case, when I was growing up, I went to a French school (as in. It was an international French School w the French flag n all) and the way we were taught French geography was that France has the biggest and largest access to the sea in the world. And they'd show us a map of France and its colonies around the world. It's all occupied indigenous lands. I don't know if they still teach that. I hope not. But they absolutely did until I graduated high school in 2017. Again, I write this on July 21st 2026, for the record.

some fern embroidery for spring <3

No parts of it extended beyond the lines, and the paper ticket was clearly displayed, impaled on a horn.

I need help bad. Idk what to say. I just im not sure if I want to keep trying. It feels like it all amounts to nothing. Im canceling dr appts bc I cant afford them. Im off my medications bc I cant afford them. I have until the 11th to save my car. My power will be off the 13th. I need food. Im exhausted. I just dont know how to keep going when for years I have tried and tried and done nothing but got sicker and sicker and therefore poorer and poorer. I don't think ive reached goal in months, years actually so i just keep drowning more. Im so tired. It feels like noone gives a fuck abt black women, abt poor women, abt disabled women, abt gay women, abt trans women. Feels like my and my wife's existence is just a joke to the universe.

If u are able to help me I'll put my paylinks and home needs wishlist below:

zlle: [email protected]

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vnmo: Serena-Manning

pypal: [email protected]

Kofi

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⟡ Rain = grief, release, cleansing

⟡ Storm = conflict, chaos, change coming

⟡ Fog = confusion, the unknown, losing direction

⟡ Snow = silence, isolation, being frozen in time

⟡ Ice = emotional distance, coldness, numbness

⟡ Wind = restlessness, change, things out of control

⟡ Sunshine after rain = hope, relief, moving on

⟡ Drought = emptiness, longing, being depleted

⟡ Thunder = anger, power, something about to break

⟡ Lightning = sudden realization, shock, impact

⟡ Overcast sky = dread, heaviness, waiting

⟡ Dawn = new beginning, hope, surviving the night

⟡ Dusk = endings, nostalgia, running out of time

⟡ Heatwave = tension, pressure building, suffocation

⟡ Blizzard = being overwhelmed, stuck, buried

⟡ Clearing sky = resolution, clarity, finally

⟡ Flood = losing control, being consumed by emotion

⟡ Calm before the storm = dread, false peace

⟡ Seasons changing = time passing, growth, loss

⟡ Autumn = letting go, things dying beautifully

⟡ Winter = depression, dormancy, waiting to feel again

⟡ Spring = recovery, new growth, returning to self

⟡ Summer = intensity, aliveness, things at their peak

⟡ Midnight = rock bottom, the hardest hour

⟡ Moonlight = loneliness, romance, the hidden self

⟡ Stars = distance, permanence, something to hold onto

⟡ Eclipse = something blocking the light

⟡ Rainbow = promise after pain, rare beauty

⟡ Mist = memory, the past, things half-remembered