The PARADOX system

Hello, we are the paradox system we collectively use the name EL! We are bodily 17 years old. We are a medically recognized DID system (still waiting to get in with a specialist for official diagnosis) and we are professionally diagnosed multiple other mental illnesses such as autism, BPD, OSFED, and OCD with panic attacks!! We are also diagnosed with Tourettes syndrome, non epileptic seizures and a brain AVM! We are currently living in a medically negelctful and emotionally abusive home and have a lot of undiagnosed chronic illnesses! We are hypermobile and definetly have dysautonomia and some sort of gastric paralysis! We like music and art and are in a lot of fandoms!!

TW/CW for this blog:

SH/ED (we are constantly switching between recovery and relapse but we are Pro recovery and we tag our vent posts appropriately)

OCD intrusive thoughts and compulsions (we may go into detail in vent posts)

paranoia and psychosis (again only in tagged vent posts)

But yeah that pretty much sums it up! If you have any questions feel free to ask!!

alter sign offs:

summary: i can’t eat as much as i used to bc of my GI issues and im glad it stopped my BED/mia but now i can’t eat enough to live. so recover while you can to avoid gi issues in the future.

my heart rate was over 140 just from standing still. and it spiked all the way to 160 when i went on a leisurely walk.