#AE Musings for my personal posts, poems, thoughts, feelings, and otherwise unrelated to anything else. These are longer than one line at random throughout the day.
#Angela posting for uh posting about Angela. Ranging from small observations, opinions, to longer more analytical writing.
There might be some NSFW but I have not yet tagged any. It's extremely rare but still possible.
Not (properly) tagged posts are about a variety of things. Most prominent are of lighthearted topics, but there will be heavier and more important topics. You will see matters concerning transfeminism.
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What you find in this blog is terms of original posts is talking about thoughts I had, something I felt and wanted to express it, and sometimes, some kind of take on a piece of media (not as interesting as it may sound).
In terms of reblogs, it's whatever. Scroll for 10 seconds and you'll see.
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My ko-fi if you feel like being nice. Steam friend code 59507888.
Some colors under the cut. (Personal stuff and assorted things of other nature yet intrinsically the same)
You -can- call me Angela, it is my name, but if you find that confusing (considering the context of this blog), then you can simply address me by my url or by AE.
No, I don't kin her. The explanation is much simpler (she's simply very personally important) and yet extensive (I'd have to start from early life experiences to how I happened to develop as an adult). People, however, have kin assigned me in a way (in a jest and otherwise).
I do relate to her, and I've been told we share certain traits, but it takes a second looking through this blog to see we are quite different people. The primary thread of connection is in experiences and reactions to them.
I will include an index of my analyses here at some point. The #Angela Posting tag is small enough at the moment to not really inconvenience those that want to have a read, but it would still be cleaner to have it all in one place.
I am, regardless, very fixated. Haven't scared anyone with it yet, I think, and at least one person finds it endearing-
So, I'll just continue.
I'd like to clarify, too, that I have my boundaries with this, and I'd ask to please do not bring forth to me sexual content about her. At all.
Sorry, I do not want to see it. It's not that I don't think there's any discussion to be had here, but 9/10 times it's just material without any thought, and the other 1/10 is disconcertingly off the mark.
Additionally, while one might assume this intensity would correlate with romance, I promise you it doesn't. I do not see her that way. Please do not make that kind of comment, it's just awkward ("your wife" and such).
I can't really comment on ships for a similar reason. She's an aroace queen to me. I won't shut it down, and you can do whatever- I simply do not find it appealing, so I can't engage with it in any meaningful manner. I do have an immediate negative reaction to rolangela because of the overabundance of "the girl and the boy HAVE to date" type of engagement with either character. It's maddening.
I am an angebinah QPR believer. I think there's something interesting to explore there regarding similar themes and imagery in both of them, with certain specific conflicts and contradictions.
Regardless-
As you can imagine, if you ever feel like talking about her, I am your gal. Hit me with your takes, your feelings, your thoughts, your questions- I adore her and I'm always happy to indulge.
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Fanart Library of Angelandria at 6356 files at the time of editing.
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Yo sé que los porteños me van a decir que sí pero aún así pregunto: a cuantos rubios de ojos celestes conocen??? Porque siempre nos representan así y yo siento que son la minoría, la mayoría que he visto los he visto de lejos tratando de proteger mi alma de sus ojos vacíos.
No soporto los artistas (algunos argentinos encima!) cuando hacen personajes que representan a Argentina supuestamente y son rubios de ojos celestes y piel pálida estilo Suecia o Noruega, ni en esos países ese tipo de persona es tan común mucho menos acá. Conozco mucha gente blanca, mucha gente con ojos claros (celeste es más raro), mucha gente rubia, pero casi nadie que sea así. Es rarísimo que lo tengan como una personificación del país (bueno, hay algo detrás)
Lo que sí las modelos de la farándula todas tienden a exactamente el mismo rubio al punto que no se distinguen una de otra.
Creo que si querés una imagen del "argentino promedio", hay que ver las fotos de las marchas o de las canchas:
No digo que no haya gente rubia (yo conozco varias) pero ni cerca de ser la mayoría. Más allá de todo el comentario social, cuando veo un personaje argentino así rubio ojos celestes yo me pregunto y este quien es?
(pero en general, parece que los diseñadores de personajes son alérgicos a los ojos marrones)
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ive never been able to take "climb him like a tree" as a sexual innuendo seriously because i picture climbing a tree in my mind and then i picture a tall man in my mind and when i put those two things together im not seeing anything sexual. im seeing like. circus tricks.
whose definition of "graphic violence and torture" ? do we think maybe those conceptual boundaries depend on factors like the speaker's prior ideological commitments? have we ever read a censorship policy?
at what age does a child cross from innocent pre-exposed object to sullied brain adult? what is the normal age to experience or witness violence? where does that leave those who experience and witness violence at younger ages? who may never have lived a 'violence-free' existence?
do we actually think that children are ontologically incapable of being interested in violence, or are we merely so threatened by the idea they could be that we refuse to even speak the possibility?
is it the worst thing in the world to pick up a book and then decide its subject matter is unappealing, frightening, or overwhelming? is that such a foreign fucking concept? did anything scary ever happen to you as an 8 year old? did it have an instant off-switch as effective as 'close the cover and pick up something else'?
what kind of violence? is all violence the same? do all depictions of violence have the same literary merit, political meaning, or emotional effect?
it's insane how low the bar is for people to get credit as body posi or whatever like straight up entire debate conversations about this where even the staunch 'pro fat' side cannot and will not stake out basic positions like "being fat is not a magical exceptional disease state that converts starvation into a healthful activity"
Hi hello, I found you while I was stealing power from the local mall (charging).
...may I ask you for arts where Angela and Roland are explicitly FRIENDS. If you have them, that is. Somehow I don't get enough of these ;-;
Hope it's okay to ask. And also I hope you are having a nice day :>
Hello there, welcome.
Bit of a difficult request to fulfill, because unless it's stated somewhere that they're friends (usually a caption on the post rather than the art itself), they're just hanging out and you could interpret it as anything. It's different with romantic because you can cross a line where it can be considered explicit, but "friend" is so broad it's, to put it some way, the default. I don't have any romantic ones, to my knowledge at least.
Now, I don't save -the post-, I save the image and tag it with the artist's profile at the time, so that means this is at best an incredibly small number.
I know anything Pik does of them is platonic (art blog and tag for Angela here). Anything else I can provide is me interpreting them as friends rather than something explicit in the piece, I'm afraid.
(I can do that later if you want, right now I'm about to clock into work)
Crazy how you will be told you're inherently bad at stuff for 20 years and then you're doing the stuff and it's fine, but that internalized belief is there, it had a long time to dig its roots, so you have this dissonance of obviously and consciously doing the stuff "but I'm bad at it tho" keeps echoing in the background go away go away
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Why are there just blobs of fake rubber meat that a bunch of unrelated microbes can build in the dirt but they've only ever been found in china and can't be classified any further than "biological objects"
My heroic moment is when someone's like "damn, I wish I could see X fanart of Angela" or "Idk who the source is though" and going fear not. I got this.
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My heroic moment is when someone's like "damn, I wish I could see X fanart of Angela" or "Idk who the source is though" and going fear not. I got this.
