#AE Musings for my personal posts, poems, thoughts, feelings, and otherwise unrelated to anything else. These are longer than one line at random throughout the day.
#Angela posting for uh posting about Angela. Ranging from small observations, opinions, to longer more analytical writing.
There might be some NSFW but I have not yet tagged any. It's extremely rare but still possible.
Not (properly) tagged posts are about a variety of things. Most prominent are of lighthearted topics, but there will be heavier and more important topics. You will see matters concerning transfeminism.
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What you find in this blog is terms of original posts is talking about thoughts I had, something I felt and wanted to express it, and sometimes, some kind of take on a piece of media (not as interesting as it may sound).
In terms of reblogs, it's whatever. Scroll for 10 seconds and you'll see.
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My ko-fi if you feel like being nice. Steam friend code 59507888.
Some colors under the cut. (Personal stuff and assorted things of other nature yet intrinsically the same)
You -can- call me Angela, it is my name, but if you find that confusing (considering the context of this blog), then you can simply address me by my url or by AE.
No, I don't kin her. The explanation is much simpler (she's simply very personally important) and yet extensive (I'd have to start from early life experiences to how I happened to develop as an adult). People, however, have kin assigned me in a way (in a jest and otherwise).
I do relate to her, and I've been told we share certain traits, but it takes a second looking through this blog to see we are quite different people. The primary thread of connection is in experiences and reactions to them.
I will include an index of my analyses here at some point. The #Angela Posting tag is small enough at the moment to not really inconvenience those that want to have a read, but it would still be cleaner to have it all in one place.
I am, regardless, very fixated. Haven't scared anyone with it yet, I think, and at least one person finds it endearing-
So, I'll just continue.
I'd like to clarify, too, that I have my boundaries with this, and I'd ask to please do not bring forth to me sexual content about her. At all.
Sorry, I do not want to see it. It's not that I don't think there's any discussion to be had here, but 9/10 times it's just material without any thought, and the other 1/10 is disconcertingly off the mark.
Additionally, while one might assume this intensity would correlate with romance, I promise you it doesn't. I do not see her that way. Please do not make that kind of comment, it's just awkward ("your wife" and such).
I can't really comment on ships for a similar reason. She's an aroace queen to me. I won't shut it down, and you can do whatever- I simply do not find it appealing, so I can't engage with it in any meaningful manner. I do have an immediate negative reaction to rolangela because of the overabundance of "the girl and the boy HAVE to date" type of engagement with either character. It's maddening.
I am an angebinah QPR believer. I think there's something interesting to explore there regarding similar themes and imagery in both of them, with certain specific conflicts and contradictions.
Regardless-
As you can imagine, if you ever feel like talking about her, I am your gal. Hit me with your takes, your feelings, your thoughts, your questions- I adore her and I'm always happy to indulge.
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Fanart Library of Angelandria at 6356 files at the time of editing.
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"everyone should get more aromantic" can appeal to tumblr's sensibilities but I genuinely think everyone should also get more asexual. I don't mean everyone stop having sex, what I mean is
Sex is not essential. You can live without it. Full stop.
Not having sex isn't shameful or a sign of failure. It also doesn't make anyone boring.
You are not entitled to having sex with anybody and nobody is entitled to having sex with you.
Sex is not what makes someone an adult.
Nobody's worth is defined by how much sex they have or don't have.
Sex is not equally important to everyone.
You can have fulfilling and happy relationships without sex.
You should only have sex on your own terms, not because you feel like you owe it to someone, or because you feel like you'd be incomplete without it.
Know your boundaries around sex and be firm about them. Know how to respect other people's boundaries.
The previous point also applies when it comes to discussing sex. If someone doesn't wanna talk about it or hear about it you have to back down.
Anything can be sexual but not everything has to be sexual.
HELP A DISABLED SOUTH AMERICAN TRANSFEM OUT SO SHE CAN KEEP HER CATS
hi! i'm in desperate need of money right now to pay my dental bills after having had my root canal treated and my braces removed. handling these bills will allow me to continue supporting me and my 3 cats, so that i don't have to live with my abusive mother and give away my kitties :(
(their names are Soup (white), Vodka (black), and Steelwool (gray) btw)
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Hmm that one's difficult. I have a fairly uneventful life, or rather, the things that I want and please me tend to be small and somewhat unremarkable.
I was very happy when the plushie arrived ("the" because it's the only one I have/ever had). It was a gift from friend and it took so long to arrive (over a year).
The day I got my girl back (that's my PC just to be clear). When I had enough change after a long time to get a sketchbook. The first time I got something for myself (these boots I have that have the heel completely worn by now).
It's nothing wild, but they're all meaningful to me.
30. Hobbies.
I don't do much nowadays because exhaustion and work, but I play games sometimes (Limbis dailies, sometimes I play Morimens. I'm giving Dark Souls 3 another shot now (pirated though, so can't do online)). I like to draw (pencil on paper), I like to write (whatever you may find here with AE Musings, 99% of the time poems and stories have a title so they're easy to tell apart from other stuff), and when I have a Category 5 Wawa Event, I churn out some #Take on Angela Project Moon like today. Used to edit sprites (had a whole MUGEN phase as a teen but nothing that elaborate anymore).
There's other things I want to do, but those wouldn't count since I don't do them, right?
asking for help is not something i'm good at, but i just paid rent for august only to find out that my boss/landlord (same guy) is cutting my hours by more than half, so he'll be paying me less than he's charging me in rent. which is also going to fuck up my food stamps because the government hates poors. i have a small network in the city that i am reaching out to for a new job, but that's a process and my expenses are time sensitive.
I have a 7yo daughter, of whom i am the sole custodial parent. her other parent doesn't pay child support and i don't have the money to sue them for what they owe already. things are tense, to say the least.
i need between five hundred to a thousand USD to survive the month. i know we're all drowning out here but please reblog this post if you see it. it would really make a difference. we love you all <3
Fears as in 'phobias' not the common existential dreads
24. Fears.
Things that skitter very fast startle me. Does that count?
Very loud and sudden noises as well.
Things that actually terrify me, fortunately, get to stay in the imaginary for now.
29. Ideal date.
I'm not big on that kind of concept. To me the ideal date is just hanging out. Cook something, hang out, share something we like. That's kind of it. Never got the point of going out somewhere because I feel we lose on the intimacy by having to perform "acceptable enough" to strangers, and then it's also a whole thing of thinking about money and location and time (you wanna be on your pjs? sure, who give a shit. Let's make some rice). It's a lot more relaxed to just hang out and do whatever, and so I get more Of The Person, which is the whole point.
I get the "I get an excuse to dress up" but you can so do that here! The excuse is you dress up for a date. But you don't HAVE to, and, personally, the every day stuff is the most charming.
Some of the most fun I ever had was watching a bad horror movie or being in the same room doing our own thing, or sometimes playing some game on local co-op.
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Not only did we make the tool designed to harvest grain look really cool, but its use for harvesting and reaping gives it so much cool theming. It’s such a cool tool that we assigned it as the weapon of choice for the being we created as the anthropomorphized form of death itself. Its no wonder everyone wants to use scythes as a weapon, they’re sick as hell
having a hard time this morning. any help goes to soup & electrolytes. just doing what i can rn <3 got a chronic migraine condition & autoimmune disease and im waiting for insurance for meds rn, grateful for any help <3 just trying to survive c4$h4pp v3nm0 p4yp4l k0fi
I want a home mostly just to welcome people into it. There will be bowls of candy for guests, and the cookie jar is full. I’ll always say “I was just about to make a coffee/tea/cocoa, would you like one?” when somebody walks in. There’s lemonade and iced tea made fresh on hot days. Once it hits That Hour and they start saying they really should be going, I’ll remind them that the futon is always open, and I’m making cinnamon rolls tomorrow. There’s champagne and sparkling juice hidden on a high shelf just in case somebody announces their engagement or their pregnancy or their new job while they’re here. There is an extra chair in the living room, at the table, and on the deck, and it’s for you. I want to be able to say “if you’re ever in trouble, come to me.”
You're the third person in the notes to say this is like poetry and re-reading it I agree!! The kind of synonymous parallelism that it's structured around has a long history in lots of poetry traditions, like biblical Hebrew. But the stiltedness (what are "bright panes" and "sunny openings" other than a forced replacement for "large windows"?) and the overuse of the parallelisms here just make the advertising language feel super hollow. It's this array of utopian homes that are described with a bunch of interchangeable virtues because they don't exist. It's kind of amazing.
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"This game was made without the use of generative AI" but was it made (and distributed) without the use of cloud architecture hosted on datacenters bleeding the biosphere dry? was it made without the use of a computer built through the unsustainable plastics industry sticking its straws into the earth's crust? was it made without the use of the cobalt that is mined continuously at great human expense? or is your disclaimer less about your supposed abstention from an economy you cannot help actually participating in, and more a pure sign you exchange with others who are content to leave it devoid of meaningful content?
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