#AE Musings for my personal posts, poems, thoughts, feelings, and otherwise unrelated to anything else. These are longer than one line at random throughout the day.
#Angela posting for uh posting about Angela. Ranging from small observations, opinions, to longer more analytical writing.
There might be some NSFW but I have not yet tagged any. It's extremely rare but still possible.
Not (properly) tagged posts are about a variety of things. Most prominent are of lighthearted topics, but there will be heavier and more important topics. You will see matters concerning transfeminism.
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What you find in this blog is terms of original posts is talking about thoughts I had, something I felt and wanted to express it, and sometimes, some kind of take on a piece of media (not as interesting as it may sound).
In terms of reblogs, it's whatever. Scroll for 10 seconds and you'll see.
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My ko-fi if you feel like being nice. Steam friend code 59507888.
Some colors under the cut. (Personal stuff and assorted things of other nature yet intrinsically the same)
You -can- call me Angela, it is my name, but if you find that confusing (considering the context of this blog), then you can simply address me by my url or by AE.
No, I don't kin her. The explanation is much simpler (she's simply very personally important) and yet extensive (I'd have to start from early life experiences to how I happened to develop as an adult). People, however, have kin assigned me in a way (in a jest and otherwise).
I do relate to her, and I've been told we share certain traits, but it takes a second looking through this blog to see we are quite different people. The primary thread of connection is in experiences and reactions to them.
I will include an index of my analyses here at some point. The #Angela Posting tag is small enough at the moment to not really inconvenience those that want to have a read, but it would still be cleaner to have it all in one place.
I am, regardless, very fixated. Haven't scared anyone with it yet, I think, and at least one person finds it endearing-
So, I'll just continue.
I'd like to clarify, too, that I have my boundaries with this, and I'd ask to please do not bring forth to me sexual content about her. At all.
Sorry, I do not want to see it. It's not that I don't think there's any discussion to be had here, but 9/10 times it's just material without any thought, and the other 1/10 is disconcertingly off the mark.
Additionally, while one might assume this intensity would correlate with romance, I promise you it doesn't. I do not see her that way. Please do not make that kind of comment, it's just awkward ("your wife" and such).
I can't really comment on ships for a similar reason. She's an aroace queen to me. I won't shut it down, and you can do whatever- I simply do not find it appealing, so I can't engage with it in any meaningful manner. I do have an immediate negative reaction to rolangela because of the overabundance of "the girl and the boy HAVE to date" type of engagement with either character. It's maddening.
I am an angebinah QPR believer. I think there's something interesting to explore there regarding similar themes and imagery in both of them, with certain specific conflicts and contradictions.
Regardless-
As you can imagine, if you ever feel like talking about her, I am your gal. Hit me with your takes, your feelings, your thoughts, your questions- I adore her and I'm always happy to indulge.
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Fanart Library of Angelandria at 6196 files at the time of editing.
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Hi friends, since I apparently can’t catch a break
I was gifted a new bed frame and mattress, but had to return the frame after only one night of use(this is a long explanation but it wasn’t an act of malice) so I have now been downgraded graded to a boxspring and mattress on the floor.
Which is not a situation I would like to stay in.
So I would really appreciate some commissions or donations please! At least enough to get the cheapest bed frame I can find.
The mattress also won’t be usable long term with my chronic pain so I long for a mattress topper as well, but getting a bed frame is my first goal.
it's always "you gnawed off your own leg to escape like an animal caught in a trap" and never "why didn't anyone try to help you out of the trap" or "why weren't you provided with any other resources to escape the trap with except for your own teeth"
Looking for advice here, genuinely, and feel free to delete if this is an overstep or comes off as aggression or bad faith:
Is it the obligation of marxists to not make work in genres with reactionary origins or make works based on reactionary assumptions (e.g. a cyberpunk book or action movie ttrpg)?
If not, how do you deal with it?
i mean, i think marxists have a lot of obligations and frankly none of them have to do with what kind of art you make. i don't think that matters more or less at all. and, like, respectfully, with no malice--i think you have been on tumblr a lot and held onto a lot of ideas about, like. 'irredeemable media', this looks like an ask from the midst of the steven universe discourse wars with the word 'problematic' turned to 'reactionary'.
i do think like, as an artist you do have some responsibility to grapple with the historical context of your work and the traditions you're drawing on--to bare minimum just be aware of the foundations you are working on. but i think like, the responsibilities of making art are very low-valence because unless you are part of an organized movement producing propaganda, making art is ultimately a very low impact activity
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Supreme Court: *Prohibits trans women from women’s sports*
The greatest, queerest allies in town:
Like I’m sorry but this is a clear attack on trans women and some people’s first reaction is to complain trans men weren’t included? Fun fact, trans men were included in deliberations! Conservative lawyers explicitly argued that trans men being allowed in men’s sports was proof that this ruling was not transphobia. Your ability to participate in sports with your own gender was actually used against trans women to ban us.
But sorry you weren’t explicitly named in the ruling
Wanted to put a source on this because it feels relevant. From the majority legal opinion:
Here is the above per Kavanaugh. Here he is mentioning Trans men, though not in a sports context. Why? Well, from the majority opinion again:
The actual bill was explicitly about banning trans women from women's teams. It actually wasn't about trans men.
At this point you might say, "hey, I've READ the Save Women's sports act. It doesn't say that! It prevents trans people from playing on their desired gender teams!" And a breif reading of the *heading* of the law does imply that. It's a rather short law you can find here: https://www.govtrack.us/congress/bills/118/hr6728/text/ih
I've screencapped it below:
But when you actually dig into the text the only thing in there that isn't definitions or penalties is as follows:
Further, the justices cite some of the West Virginia code here that makes the distinction much more clear. From here:
"Nothing in this section shall be construed to restrict the eligibility of any student to participate in any interscholastic, intercollegiate, or intramural athletic teams or sports designated as "males," "men," or boys..."
the online identity and gimmick-ifying of autism is so odd. I'm diagnosed with autism and yet I barely identify with any stuff I see about it anymore. It feels like autism is being rebranded as the Silly Guy Disorder that gives you smart and beautiful hyperspecific interests. it's not that I mind silly jokes or being lighthearted about being autistic- but when the entire social movement is based around marketing us this way, I just can't help but feel isolated from it. it feels like I'm not the right kind of autistic. I'm not marketable and digestible to common audiences, and therefore I am discarded by the movement in the name of progress and acceptance. it feels foul.
Come to think of it I've never really interacted with a like minded person irl before... I had nothing in common with the kids at school and my family is. What you'd expect. Every social interaction for me is done out of obligation with people who don't really know me at all. I got no clue what it would feel like to interact with someone who I can actually be honest with, and not get shut down. Im starting to think this might be the cause of a lot of my problems...
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i've yet to see someone who shits on the gacha monetization scheme (good! do that!) who doesn't also immediately decide that all the art and work of the employees and the people contracted is therefore meaningless and inherently lesser.
they're made worse by being tied to a gacha! this is true! but you act like they then hold no value at all and i think that's not just being dishonest, it's being anti art as a baseline level lol.
much has been said already about the supreme court case and trans rights but today i'm thinking extra hard about trans kids who have been sent into the psych system for any reason, who have to bear the lack of autonomy innate to it but the extra sting of being denied the right to your name and your gender in sex-segregated facilities, by transphobic staff, etc.
i'm thinking extra hard about how we've ended up where we are, with trans kids at the center of so much hatred, because children are not seen as people with interiority or an ability to narrate their own experiences. we've decided it's alright to lock children up for horrible diagnoses that psychs throw around like they're nothing, to strip their autonomy completely and force them through humiliation, invasions of privacy, and endless torment by "professionals" whose power over every waking moment of their lives has no end. these things cannot be separated.
i'm thinking today of every trans child in a wilderness camp, in a residential treatment facility, in psych wards and PHP/IOP programs, especially those whose transness has been tied to unwellness. fuck the psych industry and the troubled teen industry and transphobia forever
"making them afraid will make them more racist" that's wild to me, because we live in a whole culture of social consequences for antiracism anyway. It is literally safer to be a racist than it is to speak up against it, socially.
Idk about you, but "I'm afraid no one will want to be my friend if I'm a white supremacist" seems like a pretty logical thought process to have, and I wish THAT were the normal and not "I'm afraid my friends will hate me if I tell them they made racist jokes".
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The bar for the average game to appeal to women is to just make a guy character with a woman. Like that's it. It won't be great because you'll have stuff like Cyberpunk with the obviously single-guy apartment but now it's a woman so there's funny stuff in there, but it works. Don't make a caricature. It is that easy.
Dark Souls got so much praise for just, like, doing regular ass armor that makes no distinction on sex. The bar is swimming in Earth's core.
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