#AE Musings for my personal posts, poems, thoughts, feelings, and otherwise unrelated to anything else. These are longer than one line at random throughout the day.
#Angela posting for uh posting about Angela. Ranging from small observations, opinions, to longer more analytical writing.
There might be some NSFW but I have not yet tagged any. It's extremely rare but still possible.
Not (properly) tagged posts are about a variety of things. Most prominent are of lighthearted topics, but there will be heavier and more important topics. You will see matters concerning transfeminism.
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What you find in this blog is terms of original posts is talking about thoughts I had, something I felt and wanted to express it, and sometimes, some kind of take on a piece of media (not as interesting as it may sound).
In terms of reblogs, it's whatever. Scroll for 10 seconds and you'll see.
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My ko-fi if you feel like being nice. Steam friend code 59507888.
Some colors under the cut. (Personal stuff and assorted things of other nature yet intrinsically the same)
You -can- call me Angela, it is my name, but if you find that confusing (considering the context of this blog), then you can simply address me by my url or by AE.
No, I don't kin her. The explanation is much simpler (she's simply very personally important) and yet extensive (I'd have to start from early life experiences to how I happened to develop as an adult). People, however, have kin assigned me in a way (in a jest and otherwise).
I do relate to her, and I've been told we share certain traits, but it takes a second looking through this blog to see we are quite different people. The primary thread of connection is in experiences and reactions to them.
I will include an index of my analyses here at some point. The #Angela Posting tag is small enough at the moment to not really inconvenience those that want to have a read, but it would still be cleaner to have it all in one place.
I am, regardless, very fixated. Haven't scared anyone with it yet, I think, and at least one person finds it endearing-
So, I'll just continue.
I'd like to clarify, too, that I have my boundaries with this, and I'd ask to please do not bring forth to me sexual content about her. At all.
Sorry, I do not want to see it. It's not that I don't think there's any discussion to be had here, but 9/10 times it's just material without any thought, and the other 1/10 is disconcertingly off the mark.
Additionally, while one might assume this intensity would correlate with romance, I promise you it doesn't. I do not see her that way. Please do not make that kind of comment, it's just awkward ("your wife" and such).
I can't really comment on ships for a similar reason. She's an aroace queen to me. I won't shut it down, and you can do whatever- I simply do not find it appealing, so I can't engage with it in any meaningful manner. I do have an immediate negative reaction to rolangela because of the overabundance of "the girl and the boy HAVE to date" type of engagement with either character. It's maddening.
I am an angebinah QPR believer. I think there's something interesting to explore there regarding similar themes and imagery in both of them, with certain specific conflicts and contradictions.
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As you can imagine, if you ever feel like talking about her, I am your gal. Hit me with your takes, your feelings, your thoughts, your questions- I adore her and I'm always happy to indulge.
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Fanart Library of Angelandria at 6196 files at the time of editing.
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there's always a bit in nature documentaries where they start talking about reproduction and the voiceover suddenly becomes absurdly misogynistic as you suddenly understand just how attached every human involved with this project is to the word "female" and all of its implications
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I think the concept of a paladin functioning this way is cool in the way it essentially admits they suck. Paragon of "Justice"? Righteousness? you're another warrior, just pretending you're under Divine Right.
(There's a bonus detail here in that the "angel" being referenced has nothing to do with goodness or morality and it's just a force of nature attributed those values by people. It's like deciding melanoma is righteous because the sun is god)
"Nothing" is hyperbole, mind you, because I find it hard to believe that the specificity of which immigration to promote codified in the constitution has Nothing To Do with white supremacist ideas. That's also about a century before nazism happened so yknow.
The whole thing is really obnoxious because there is a conversation to be had on how nazism and alt-right ideologies prosper in nations like in latin america, but these dipshits just ate propaganda and have this idea that ideologies are genetically inherited or something, and they also happen to be somehow immune to that?
Okay John Paperclip, tell me how receiving nazis into your nation makes you all nazis. Oh YOUR nation doesn't count? that's interesting.
Anyway nazis in my country have nothing to do with immigrants and everything to do with material interests and influence from the imperial core.
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I think the worst example I've ever seen of yankees' obsession with the idea of latin america being a nazi haven and the figure of the White Latino With Nazi Grandparents™ was that post where a brazilian user was talking about how her german jewish grandparents immigrated to brazil to escape from the nazis and some yankee ape literally went "are you sure they were FLEEING the nazis? I mean. Brazil. The nazis DID go there"
like bro did you legit just tell someone "erhm have you considered that based on my distorted and superficial view of your country's history your grandparents displaced by the holocaust were probably actually secretly nazis? ☝️🤓". such a feat of yankee arrogance
Like very little of the discourse I get into on this website makes me like actually genuinely angry irl but everytime I see a yankpig make a "lol argentina brazil nazi grandpa" joke that post flashes into my mind and I get genuinely mad
speaking of hedging, one criticism i always hate that's often levelled against people doing media criticism or analysis is variations on "oh they think all their opinions are correct" yeah i'd hope so--don't understand why someone would hold an opinion they think is wrong! i hate the culture of endlessly qualifying everything you say to mollify an interlocutor who feels like your strongly held opinion is an imposition on their free will and i think nobody ought to bend to it. make your criticisms and points with your fucking chest. if you think you need my permission to disagree with me then you will die my thrall and be buried in my tomb
yahtzee croshaw has some incredibly insightful analyses on video games as a medium and a generally entertaining sense of humor but every so often you are painfully reminded that he is a 50-year-old white man, and a gamer to boot
he is, ostensibly, progressive. he had an (to repeat a term) incredibly insightful video on how despite grifter outrage, a lot of female leads in AAA games are portrayed in a rather misogynist manner, essentially being treated as damsels in distress under the player's control (see the director of the tomb raider reboot claiming their intended direction with lara croft was to be "someone the player would want to protect.") but theres always this tinge to it, and he occasionally drops a real eye-rolling groaner. he seems to have gotten better at it, anyhow
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