ย ย ย ย ย ย anna said what she had to say, made a polite request and the conversation couldโve been doneโ she couldโve left. so, why hasnโt she? thereโs so many things running through her mind, all of them telling her to just go, but her feet seem to remain planted where they are. the lids of her eyes are wide, staring at him with the upmost disbelief that he could be saying any of this to her. nick baldwin wasnโt just some random neighbor, he was someone who knew her. as unfortunate as it was, she was well-aware that he could read her like an open book. there was no way the man couldnโt know just how uncomfortable this conversation was for her. not only to talk about meaningless sex with a man she once loved, but to just add her in as if she were nothing more than a potential third wheel to whatever fun he seemed to be having.ย
โi didnโt.. it wasnโt a demand. i just askedโย โ she stops herself then. if there had ever been more of a time where annalise wished she was capable of sticking up for herself, it wouldโve been now. to scream and curse at him for making her feel this way .. but, that wasnโt who she is. and to make matters worse, the blonde now has to look the now present woman in the eyes. megan. even though that woman has nothing to do with nickโs actions, anna canโt help but to feel resentment towards her because if it hadnโt been for the loud moans that came out of her mouth, none of this wouldโve been happening. annalise never wouldโve been awake at this hour. she never wouldโve knocked on the door to discover that the man she once loved was living right next to her.ย despite it all, anna stayed true to her character and gave megan a smile. a small one, but a smile nevertheless; as if to acknowledge the otherโs presence.
โ.. i get it now. you can stop.โ this time her words sounding more like a plea. with that, anna shouldโve left, she shouldโve just walked away. but instead, the words came out involuntarily,ย โwhat happened to you, nick?โ
heโs telling the truth, he doesnโt want her to feel disrespected by him. nick is simply down for some good fun, and wouldnโt mind anna joining in on said fun. despite the lack of force, his words appear strong and adamant, the man laughing at the fact that after all these years sheโs still unable to complete a sentence. for a moment he wonders whatโs going through her mind, if she still thinks heโs as ruthless as the first time they conversed. after the time he took her to a strip club because she hadnโt experienced it. after the times he broke her down again and again and continued without a care. heโs about to close the door, push her back without a response when her next words come. it breaks him, the male swallowing loudly. nick spent so much time reflecting that he simply settled on drinking to get his thoughts out of his head. truth be told, he hates himself, and with every passing day he learns to hate himself in a new way. more than feeling sorry for himself, nick simply finds the pleasure in this cruel place. blowing a raspberry, the male rolls his eyes. heโs offended, how dare she call him out? in front of his company? at this time of night?ย โwhat happened to me? what happened to you?โ the man scoffs,ย โiโm living my life to the fullest, enjoying myself and the nerve of you to fucking come over here and fucking judge me? for being me?โ another scoffs leaves the male. heโs shaking, he wants to cry, instead he continues to shout at the blonde.ย โthe funny shit is youโre quick to think something is wrong with me when youโre the one stopping my fucking fun and living alone. probably still no friends like in high school, and surrounded by a family that could give a fuck where youโre at.โ truth be told, in more ways than one, thatโs his reality too. despite being surrounded by people, heโs never felt more alone in his life.ย โso, tell me? who should be more worried about the other right now?โ