*in the kitchen helping Aaron cook about three days after Aaron killed himself*
*she has a rough cough and a fever but is still talking with Aaron in a lively manner*
@theothertrainer
The only time ive seen a demon make someone sick was when the plague hit three years ago and killed most of the humans.
So, no?
Dad is a torture demon. Ill never put it past him to find new ways to hurt people. It would be just that. New.
*a soft nod* Would there be a way to tell?
Maybe holy water in her drink to see if it makes her react? Might help her.
Ill, um, I'll go look for some in a while.
I have some in the storage upstairs.
Alright, thanks.
Don't want mom to be in pain if she doesn't have to be.
I agree.
*nuzzles into his hair*
*a soft moan to this*
I love you, Air.
I love you too. *slides his hand into Cassius hair to turn his face so he can kiss him without much effort*
*turns and kisses him softly*
*such a genuine soft grin for him*
*he blushes lightly and grins as well*
Im... im really sorry for what I did. Im happy to be here now though.
Im happy you're here too.
I... Im... i know youre going through a lot and I am supposed to be here for you, and I am.... but im sick.
*he gives him a questioning look*
I mean... it worked but I killed myself. Something isnt right. My schizophrenia... i think.
...Oh. *he frowns a little*
I think its because my husband, my other one, was taken months ago. I can't find him.
Moloch... *hasnt really forgotten about him*
Yes... the guilt has been making me see things. Im lucid most of the time so I can take care of things, of you and mom and im ruling hell currently... but then every now and then it gets bad.
*he remembers himself seeing Lucifer like this*
Im sorry.
*runs his fingers through Cassius' hair*
Thanks. I hope we find him soon. I miss him a lot.
*he wants to ask more questions but feels like it might upset him emotionally*
I hope so too.
Im sorry, I just wantes you to understand what happened.
Dont be, I want to understand too. Thank you for explaining.
*another smile* I thought I had messed everything up by becoming human again.
*shakea his head* Nothings changed.
*that makes him relax more*
*he closes his eyes to relax with him, had missed him*
*nuzzles close again and also closes his eyes*
*as he lies quietly he begins to drift off*
How are you? Any of your memories come back?
*he surprises lightly and groggily opens his eyes*
Im... Just...
*he trails off a second*
No, no new memories... just... working through some shit.
Thats okay... i can tell you some of it. Im sure lacy will too. Good and bad.
*quiet again a moment*
Can I ask you something?
Anything. Anytime.
Tell me the truth... am I a burden to you? With all the help I need?
*shifts to look at his face* Who told you that? Made you think that? Azazel?
No one... I've just been... thinking...
*this should look as familiar and scary as the last time he was this depressed a few years ago*
Youre not a burden. Not to me. Weve been taking care of eachother as long as weve been brothers.
*shakes his head* But thats the point. My head is fucked and you have to keep dealing with me. Its not fair to you or anyone else.
I just found out about Lacy and I have a wife i need to go see. What the fuck happened? Did they throw me away? No one deserves that sort of hurt.
Im not dealing with anything. Youre just you to me. You know the same thing happened to me, I was stabbed by a hunter and forgot everything. I had two childers at that point and one was disabled, the venom didnt take.
Your wife is what happened to Lacy. She was jealous. And then your son was fucking her and she didnt like that.
Your wife.... helped you behead me. That's all I know of her.
See... I shouldn't have forgotten shit about you. Its not fair to you.
We just get to fall in love over and over again.
And hurt you over and over again.
It... it doesnt hurt me. The beheading was because you had to. It was the same as me having to become human. I had to.
Forgetting your pain. Forgetting our past together. Dont tell me that doesnt hurt.
