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all i can think about lately is buying a house with a big beautiful kitchen and tons of windows and a yard where i can grow flowers and veggies

have you guys seen the penguin edit… that was so inspirational

idk how to live or do any of this sorry

when fiona apple asked “how can i ask anyone to love me when all i do is beg to be left alone”. well i have not found an answer but if anyone else has lmk

i was such a weird lonely little girl and maybe i grew to be a weird lonely woman but idc i built this life for myself and maybe it doesn’t always make sense to others and maybe isn’t always easy or beautiful but it is mine and i cherish it

you will find your home, you will find your place. you will find your people. give it a little bit of time but it will happen.

one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it