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I drew the curtains and saw that the sun hadn't risen yet. Should I watch the sunrise? This would be the second time I'd get to witness it. The first was when you held my hand as you led me through the empty streets of Barcelona. This is nostalgic. Of course, wouldn't it be better if you were here? As I watched the quiet sky, I heard my phone ring. I'd received an email. It was from you. You asked to meet me at Cafe Kafka at 10:10 am. I replied to confirm and asked if you were back in Barcelona. You emailed back saying that you will arrive in a few hours. This was how our conversations went. No greetings, no goodbyes. Oddly abrupt and straight to the point. It is definitely different when we are together. I guess our similarity is that we choose to be more endearing when in each other's company. When i looked in the mirror, I saw my resting stoic face. Don't get me wrong, I am very happy to be able to  see you again. I am just never good at expressing my happiness. I hadn't seen you for a long time. Mainly because of your frequent business trips. I can't help but to feel liberated because when I'm with you something spontaneous always happens. You always catch me off guard. I don't really know what to expect. You free me from this trapped lifestyle and I thank you for that. I looked in the mirror, checking myself again before I left my apartment. - I arrived at the cafe as you instructed and is 10 minutes early. I settled myself on a seat at the corner of the cafe. Everything in here had a nice atmosphere but, something didnt feel right and it made my stomach churn. I was feeling uneasy and I don't know why. The only thing my mind kept focusing on was a soft, barely audible lullaby. I picked up the morning paper, El Pais. Starting from the back I flicked through the pages to try and get rid of these uncomfortable feelings. The front cover caught my eye. The headline stated that a plane had crashed this morning. I didn't get to read through the rest because my stomach bothered me. I checked the time on my phone. It was 10:09 You should've been here by now. The moment i watched it turned 10:10 the light bulb above me started flickering and it suddenly blew out. It was as if time stopped for a brief moment. Nobody seemed to notice anything. Maybe the light bulb was old. *Crash* I heard the waiter drop a mug. Again, nobody noticed. Everyone was acting normally. What is going on? Is this real or am I just dreaming? The uneasy feeling washed through me and it became stronger which snapped me back to reality. You weren't here yet. I began to feel worried. What if something had happened to you? I ran out of the cafe and left my belongings I didnt care because the scariest thing is you no longer being by my side. I don't want to be trapped again.

A/N: Hello everyone! Are you excited for EXO’s comeback? We sure are! Hopefully, we’ll be starting a new series of scenarios just for the Pathcode teasers. We’re not 100% sure yet and I’m still talking it over with the other admins. Stay tuned for the next one~

To our lovely followers,

Panic Attack

Walking up the front steps, I knew immediately that something had gone wrong, terribly wrong.

I get to the top of the stairs and see that the door is left wide open - items of food and toiletries spill from the front door down the stairs and as I make my way further inside, I see her, pressed up against the wall, head in her hands.

I rush to her side, my heart beating rapidly inside my chest just as fast as her heart must be beating. She’s keeled over on the carpet now, heaving as if the room has been sucked of its oxygen, and I can only look on helplessly, sick with worry.

"Lay … " She manages to choke out to me, and I grip her hand tightly, letting her know that I’m here, I’ll always be here. I tuck her long, silky hair behind her ears and fan her, help cool her down, anything if it means stopping this panic attack of hers.

"Don’t worry, everything’s going to be fine … " I coo, more to calm my nerves than anything else.

It’s not the first time this has happened. It hits at random times, out of the blue - it doesn’t care what time of the day it is, where we are. When it strikes, we can only step back and wait until it passes, and if we’re lucky enough we’ll be home when it strikes.

It’s been going steady for as long as we’ve been together, but it doesn’t make me love her any less. I’ve always reiterated what I’ve said from the start: you will always have me to count on, for better and especially, for worse.

I sit there, beside her, pressed up against the wall and grip her hand and she slowly begins to fade out from the panic attack. After about 10 mins, she’s finally free from its grip, and starts massaging at her scalp.

"No, let me." I insist, turning my body and digging gently into her temples and scalp with my fingers. She instantly begins to relax, and I smile. I’m just glad she’s okay.

"I was in the middle of getting the groceries inside from the car." She squeaks, her voice echoing how weak she must feel; how terrified she is of this condition she must carry around for the rest of her life. I nod in response, wanting to give her brain a little peace.

"Lay … I can’t thank you enough. Honestly." She turns her head up to look at me, and I look back at her, right into those round, hazel eyes that I first fell in love with.

"I’m just glad you’re okay."

Coming your way very soon ~~

Hello, anon-ssi! Sorry about the delay on your request. Admin Potatao wrote it for you and it can be found here. Enjoy!

The music was too loud for your liking. You rub your fingers against your temples as the music blasts and bangs against your eardrums.

"Aky, are you going to do something or are you going to sit in the corner for the rest of the time?" Minsoo was the one who dragged you here to begin with, promising it’ll be ‘fun’. The moment she stepped foot into the club, she deserted you.

In that moment you wished your significant other was here with you, but Tao was retaking his Chemistry course since he failed the previous one…

which didn’t explain why you see the said boy kissing some girl roughly against the wall at the back of the bar. 

If it wasn’t your own boyfriend, you would’ve thought they looked hot.                                                    His hands ran slowly down her lower back and her arms were swung around his neck. Bodies were pressed together, hair a mess. Cheeks were flushed red, either from the heavy make out or from the abandoned alcohol behind them. In the midst of your rush of emotions, you noticed a peek of pink tongue between their mouths.  

Your heart was running 1000 miles per hour. Betrayal, anger, and a hint of jealousy stabbed your heart all at once.

The hot, heavy tears rolled down your cheeks and Minsoo knew. She didn’t stop you when you took off, only to stomp over to the pair and pushed the girl off Tao in her best friend’s place.

The large droplets left your eyes as you run away, taking your sweet memories of Tao along with them.

Did it mean anything to him when he said he loved you?

Was this all a game?

Were the smiles and laughter you shared nothing? —-

The rooms were pitch black in the apartment that Tao and you shared. It was silent, except for the occasional gasps for air from the muffled cries of the curled up girl on the couch.    

After a few hours of tears and small whimpers, eventually the front door unlocked and you felt a bodily weight sinking down the corner of the couch.

"I’m sorry."        Is that it?   

"I know it’s not going to do much by apologizing but I’m sorry."

"What I did was wrong, I - "

"Did you ever loved me?" You interrupted the boy and met your red, puffy eyes with his.

There was silence.

"Not loved, do you love me,” he corrected, “and yes, I do.”  

"Then what are you doing with that girl? Why couldn’t it be me that you kissed like that?”    

Silence filled the air again.

"I don’t think you understand."  

With that, Tao was at the door and when he left he didn’t forget slam the door. —- Weeks passed and you didn’t let a day go by without telling yourself how Tao was a bastard, a cheating bastard. But your mind had been told so often that it no longer held any meanings. Instead, every time you thought of Tao, if was memories of him laughing cutely at your mistakes, looking at pictures of puppies, and debating which ones they would get in the future.

—- "Tao, I’m going to be very honest with you for your own goods. You stink and I don’t think you showered for weeks. At this rate you’re going to infect my couch."

Oh Sehun would not shut up when Tao needed silence the most. —- On the morning of the fifth week, you found a note by your door.

I find myself apologizing again even though I know you hate that. But that’s what I always do, right? Doing things you hate and uselessly apologizing afterwards?

Yes, you idiot. But I’ve missed you.

I’m sorry. I’m a coward. I should have told you this in person when I had the chance. I’m a coward, I didn’t want to lose you. But remember that our time spent together cannot compared to one drunken kiss. I’m a fool, I don’t deserve you at all, but I love you more than you’ll ever know.

And then you didn’t even care if you ran barefooted to Sehun’s house.

A/N: Sehun’s house was where Tao was staying for the time being if you didn’t catch that ^^

You were laying down lazily on your bed reading a book when you noticed your roommate dolling herself up. “Going somewhere?” You asked her. “Ah New Year’s party at the club.” Looking at herself in front of the mirror, she continued, “You wanna tag along?”

You weren’t doing anything this New Year anyway. All of your friends were out of town and your family were living overseas. You had no money to visit them since college tuition is always a pain. It would be nice going to a party for a change, rather than staying at home where nobody in the outside world knew of your existence.

After thinking about it for a while, you finally decided to say,”Yeah sure, let me get ready first~”

You and your roommate arrived at the party. Looking around, you tried to find a familiar face but when you found no one, you turned back to your roommate and saw that she was out of your sight. Immediately, you regretted coming because there were so many people. You didn’t know anyone and there was no space to walk. You squeezed through the sea of people when you spotted the drink bar. You grabbed a bottle of Cruiser and took a sip so that you’d feel a little bit relaxed amongst the crowd.

That didn’t happen.

A guy bumped into you when you were about to take a sip, causing the drink to splash all over your outfit. On top of it all, he didn’t even say sorry and just walk away! You scoffed and willed yourself to walk through the dance floor once again, and into a dark corner where you can sit down and avoid getting bumped in to again. You looked around and everyone was having fun. Except you. You thought of going home but didn’t know the way back. So, you unwillingly dragged yourself to the middle of the dance floor while the night was still young.

In the midst of your dancing, your foot got stepped on and this time the person helped you, unlike the other rude guy. Wait, it was the same guy at the drink bar! You looked at him with a scowl on your face, then you left him as you stomped your way back to the dark corner. You didn’t notice that he followed and sat next to you. Awkwardly, he began to introduce himself, “Uhh, I’m Kim Jongdae. All my friends call me Chen, so I guess you can call me that too…” You didn’t respond so he just flashed you a million dollar smile to lessen the tension. You couldn’t resist that handsome face, so you blushed and introduced yourself to him.

Both of you began to get to know each other and you thought that he would be a typical, popular bad boy. He was really different! Chen had kind eyes, a soothing smile and the way he sweet talks will make your heart melt! He tried to apologize about the two incidents before but he was interrupted by his friends shouting his name from across the room. Chen ignored their calls and continued, “Look, I’m really sorry about what happened before… It happened twice too! I’m really really sorry! I don’t know how I can make it up to you.”

“Well,” you replied “It’s only a minute until New Year so… I guess you can watch the fireworks with me outside?” Chen took your hand and swiftly dragged you outside the club. There weren’t a lot of people outside. It was just a bunch of people smoking, a few couples waiting for the fireworks and a line of people waiting to get into the club. You waited patiently for it to start and when you saw the flashing colours in the sky, you were frozen in amazement. Chen wasn’t watching the fireworks but instead, was watching you. He really liked the way your eyes twinkled as you smiled. He decided that later he will ask you out on a date.

You turned to him and saw that he was already looking at you. Being caught off-guard, Chen leaned in and kissed you softly on the lips. He pulled away and sweetly said, “Happy New Year.”

Happy 2015 everybody! We will continue to work hard in 2015! Thank you all for your support~ We love you <3 Take care of your health!

[Christmas is made of oversized cardigans, ugly socks and fantasizing about sitting on Chanyeol’s lap.]      

It was Christmas eve, and the weather is unusually cold for the season. Not being so easily adapted to the cold, you made yourself comfortable by burying yourself under a cardigan that was way to big. Handwarmers were wrapped around the cup of hot chocolate in your hands. Finally, the look was completed with a pair of fuzzy socks that went up to your knees.        

The television was on and beside the sound of two couples sweet-talking in the drama, the dorm was silent.

"Isn’t it cold for you? You’re wearing so little and you eat so little. Where are you getting your body warmth from?" said the guy in the drama. 

Funny how this was the exact same thing your ex boyfriend asked you almost a year ago. Funny how he probably didn’t care anymore. Funny how so much could change in a year.

"I’m okay," the girl said, plopping herself on the guy’s lap, "I’m fine as long as you’re here with me.           

I’m fine as long as you’re here with me.                                                           It was the line in every romance novels, every drama, and almost every relationship at one point. Yet it was a line that was never spoken between Chanyeol and you. —- "I’m fine. You don’t need to be here anyways."

It was a slap in the face for Chanyeol. It was the biggest lie you ever told. —- All you ever wish for was to be on Chanyeol’s lap and in his arms, and everything is alright. To be warmed by the full 184cm of height, not by the size xxlarge cardigan and layers of sweaters.

All you ever wish for was to rewind to the day when you hurt him. —- December 25, 7:03am.

The phone was what woke you up from your beauty sleep.

"Yeobo?" It was a deep voice you could recognize even after one whole year.

"C-chanyeol?"

"It’s me," you hear sniffs at the other end of the reception, "It’s me"

Tears of happiness were streaming down.

It was the last day of school before the Christmas break. You were sitting on the floor, along with the rest of your classmates waiting to receive your gift from your Secret Santa. Luckily, the person you were giving a gift to wasn’t that hard to find. In fact, she was sitting right next to you! You handed the present over to your best friend and watched her squeal as she opened it. In the package there were albums of her favourite K-pop groups, as well as a photo album filled with memories that the both of you have made over the past years. You looked around the classroom and it seemed like everyone had already found their Secret Santa, except you. You were the only one that hasn’t received a gift and you felt embarrassed.

"Did everyone find their Secret Santa?" The teacher’s voice boomed across the room. He continued, "Raise your hand if you haven’t received a gift yet!"

Slowly and reluctantly, you raised your hand in the air. The classroom was filled with chatter as they tried to look for your Santa. One of your classmates, Chen suddenly stood on the table and shouted, “Teacher! Her Santa is Baekhyun!”

You gulped nervously. Baekhyun?! Your Secret Santa was Baekhyun?! Since middle school, you’ve always liked him. Heck, you purposely went to the same high school just so you could see him! Slowly dying inside, you glanced up at him. You saw his eyes widen and immediately thought that he forgot about you. Of course he would forget! You were nothing to him. He’s never noticed you.

Baekhyun choked on the bubble tea he got from Sehun. He totally forgot to find you! He was too busy lounging around the class and snooping at his friends’ gifts. Sehun nudged Baekhyun with his elbow as a sign for him to give your present. The room was filled with silence. Nobody was talking as they curiously watched Baekhyun walk swiftly towards you, handing over your long awaited present. He wasn’t sure if you’d like it and was feeling nervous. The truth is that he secretly likes you too. Baekhyun was beyond happy when he found out you were attending the same high school and same class as him! He wanted to be your Secret Santa and managed to track down who had the piece of paper with your name written on it. It turned out that Chen had it.

You hesitated before opening it. You wondered what was inside. It felt like there was a feather inside! Was it a letter? No, it can’t be! A gift voucher? You were in the midst of thinking, then Baekhyun announced, “All of you would be surprised, really!”

Slowly and gently, you opened the dainty little box and gasped when you saw what was inside. Shocking everyone in class, your best friend shouted “What? There’s another box inside?!” Yes, another box. You didn’t expect that!

The classroom was then filled with laughter as you heard someone say, “Next thing you know there might be 10 of those inside!” Baekhyun denied, “No! Something very surprising is going to be inside!”

Thinking that another box was inside, you lifted the lid of the smaller box and saw something you didn’t expect yet again! You silently muttered an “Oh.” You were really speechless. Chen teased, “Yahhh Baekhyunnie~ Is that a ring in the final box?”

Baekhyun stands up and says cutely, “My photo~”

Everyone was surprised at his outburst. You could hear choruses of, “What is that?” “How cheap!” “Ah, as expected from the class clown!”

The teacher asked, “So does that mean you kept the $20 and gave her your photo instead?” He replied, “Yeah it’s in my pocket right now..” Baekhyun smiled and made eye contact with you. He continued, “You should read my message!” You looked at the polaroid picture and read the message aloud “Am I pretty? Im yours now~”

You were speechless. Really embarrassed. And you thought he bought you something nice? Unbelievable. You asked yourself, “Do I really like this guy?” You even heard him brag to his friends, “Yah! That’s what you call a real gift!”

-

You were nearly out of the school gates when you heard someone shout your name. Turning your head back, you saw that Baekhyun was trying to catch up with you.

"May I walk you home?" He asked. You weren’t in a good mood and didn’t feel like talking to him. Baekhyun grabbed your hand which stopped you from walking away from him. "Look, I’m sorry that I embarrassed you in class today. The truth is that I lost the money.."

Is he lying right now?

Baekhyun looked at you sadly and asked, “You don’t believe me?” There was no response from you so he began to walk away.

"Wait…" You asked, "how did you lose the money?" Baekhyun stopped and jogged back towards you. He began to stutter, "Uhh W-well, I kind of had to bribe Chen… He was supposed to be your Secret Santa, but I wanted to be yours…"

"Why would you do that?" You asked. Baekhyun replied a little too fast, "Because I like you!" Taken aback by his sudden confession, it took you awhile to confess your feelings for him. You blushed and cutely said, "I’m yours now~"

Baekhyun chuckled and grabbed your hand, linking your fingers together as he says, “Let’s go, I’ll buy you a real gift!”

-

A/N: Merry Christmas!! Here’s a Baekhyun scenario to fill up your Christmas spirits! This was inspired by EXO Showtime Episode 4~

To all of our lovely followers, Merry Christmas! 메리크리스마스! 

I hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday season. Thank you for the love and support. 

With much love ♡

~Admin Sehushi

It was Christmas day and you were lying down on the bed with Kyungsoo, the both of you too lazy to get up. “Soo, what are you happy about this Christmas?”

A long, but comfortable ambience filled the room. You weren’t sure if he fell asleep again or if he did not hear you. Turning your head slightly to the left, you could see that he was wide awake, staring blankly at the ceiling. You took this time to fully examine the features of his face. A faint blush was evident on his face and his owl-like eyes that you’ve grown to adore were batting every now and then. Your gaze found its way to his plump, heart-shaped lips, another feature of his that you adore.

Being unable to see Kyungsoo after half a year, you’ve felt empty. As if a part of you was taken and you could not describe the pain. The truth is that you’ve missed him, so much that the pain you have grasped disappeared into thin air the moment you saw him.

If time allowed it, you would spend every second of everyday by his side. The both of you knew that this was not possible and work always came first - no matter how little it was.

Your train of thought was interrupted by Kyungsoo’s morning voice. Deep and husky, but still managing to sound as sweet as honey. “I am happy that my wish is granted. I am happy that I get to spend Christmas with you.”

A small smile found its way on your lips. You snuggled up to him, not forgetting to mutter, “Merry Christmas Soo.”

-

Hello everyone! Happy holidays!!! I know we have been inactive for nearly half a year and we are really very very SORRY!! I don’t know how we can make it up to you guys. Thank you for always supporting us and liking our posts (yes we notice and it makes us rly happy)

I wrote this drabble for the holiday season and it was also featured in “exoimagine” of instagram (currently the biggest fanfic ig account) i didn't plagiarize lol The scenarios that I write for that account will be posted here too^^

Once again, happy holidays and please continue to support us!!!

Hello lovely followers, 

It's been a while, right? Since the drama has subsided a little bit and its the holiday season, we are going to be posting some stories for you very soon. I apologize for the long wait and thank you for being so patient. Please anticipate. 

With much love ♡

~Admin Sehushi

Due to the dilemma of Luhan's lawsuit against SM Entertainment, theonlyexoception will not be posting any scenarios until further notice. Please co-operate and understand.

However, we will not exclude Kris or Luhan from our blog.

I didn’t expect to fall in love. It kinda came when I least expected it, like a tornado, appearing out of nowhere, destroying everything in its path. I didn’t expect it to have the effect it has had on me, the strong grip it has had over my heart and not willing to let go any time soon.

Last of all, I didn’t expect to be loved ... by him.

I shut the book in huff. EW. What the hell did I just read? Trust the best friend to shove a book like this in my hands. It’s an awesome book, honest, she said. Come on, don’t judge it before you read it, she said.

I roll my eyes. If love is anything similar to what it’s cracked up to be in this book, than I’d rather stay single.

Too busy ranting about the clichés of ‘love’, I bumped right in the path of passing stranger. I dropped all my books, and cussing like there was no tomorrow, bent over to pick them back up again. ‘Look where you’re going next time...’ I murmured, smacking people away from stepping all over my books.

‘You bumped into me, not the other way around. Here, let me.’ The stranger, now identified as a member of the species ‘teenage boy’, bent down to join me. I was just about to grab the romance book that I was reading, when the said teenage boy grabbed it a second sooner than me. I looked up at him, at the same time that he looked up at me. He smiled, giving me a cheeky grin, dimples and all. I shot him a patronizing look.

Standing up, he said, ‘So you’re the kind that’s into romance novels, huh? Seriously, these books just get your hopes up too high.’ I rolled my eyes a second time that day. Hitching up my bag with its refilled contents, I snatched it back from him. ‘So suddenly you’re the expert on romance novels, are you? Maybe you should focus more on not bumping into people and less on being an expert on romance novels.’ He grinned, looking down at me. Shoving his hands on his pockets and teetering on his heels, he said, ‘I never said I was. And again, deaf ears, you were the one that bumped into me, not the other way ‘round.’

My mouth fell open, unbelieving of what I just heard him call me. The idiotic teenage boy laughed at the facials I must have been pulling, and began walking away from me down the school corridor. ‘Did ... did you just call me deaf ears?’ The boy just chuckled, walking backwards now. ‘The name’s Lay by the way. Maybe we can do this again, sometime later?’

I frowned. ‘No, we will not be doing this again sometime later.’ He combed his fingers through his black hair. ‘You know, I just realised we’re part of a cliché right now. Just don’t fall in love with me, just ‘cos I helped you pick up your books.’

I cocked my head, wondering who the heck this boy thought he was. ‘I am not going to fall in love with you. God, who do you think you are?’ He smiled once again, those dimples of him making a guest appearance.

‘Oh, so you’re just going to walk away now? Hey, I’m talking to you!’ The unidentified teenage boy now identified as Lay soon disappeared from view. I shook my head. Maybe we can do this again, sometime later? Pfft, please. In your dreams maybe.

Hours later, I found that I couldn't stop thinking about dimples.

~Admin Avokaido~

A/N: Happy 23rd birthday to our sweet Lay <3 Thank you for all your hard work in Exo and being the kind, gentle, and cute unicorn that you are. You never fail to amaze me with your orgasmic dancing skills and angelic singing! Your single presence alone (and that dimple ^^) makes me very happy and I wish all the best for you~ You are truly one of a kind and I hope you stay well and remember to rest~ thank you for the love you show all of us and may you have an awesome birthday! <3