@daisy-ramsey
Dear Daisy,
I know you’re dead. I know you’re not anymore. Still, I feel the need to talk to you through this letter. It was all a big mess and you knew this, we were a big mess and it was better for us not to be around each other. You were so many people but not, and as harsh as it sounds I probably just loved one side of you, I hope that it would be the right side.
I’m leaving this at your grave. I know what you did, but I also know that you aren’t this person. I knew a side of you I adored, I loved but you scared me a lot of times and it fucked me up. i tried to tell myself I’m much happier away from Baberton, not having to put up with this mess but really, I don’t think I am.
I wanted to give you everything but you seemed to think this wasn’t for us. Something normal, something healthy. I wish it would have been possible, I really did and I know that you think I’ve been an asshole most of the time but really I just wanted to shake you whatever state you’ve been in. Now I understand you much more and I wished I could have known sooner. Then maybe I could have helped you. I feel empty now standing here, looking down at a grave that doesn’t even look like anyone cares.
I might bring you flowers from time to time. I miss you. I really do, and I hope you are happier where you are now.
I will always have you in my heart.
Love,
Oliver.
