Capella

I tried them too today lol

I tried them too today lol

waiting for?

After long time I’m back with PAC reading. I don’t know why it took me so long, tho along the way some family issues rose up and I couldn’t even think about tarot or do one.

I’m in very complicated love journey myself. I learned about my future spouse in 2022 after running around and think my new crush is the new one, now I know what it feels like to truly liking someone, ofc I can only talk about how he presents himself in social medias but I know his real self is just as lovable, and I will easily accept it like I did when my crush changed at that time.

After turbulent couple of years, false starts and signs, forcing my guides to tell me the day only to go through worst day of my life - till this days I have trauma from it, my soul sister and parents know about it. But looking back now all these days I wouldn’t change a thing, I truly wasn’t ready for what would come with him, only now am I slowly getting better at understanding him, and what he goes through. Even if I know deep down soon we will be together, the waiting can be painfully beautiful (my enneagram in 4 with wing 5 loves this type of pain).

That’s when I got inspired to do this reading, and watching this amazing c-drama “Speed and love,” and reading its novel right after watching the drama was my escape from everything that was happening in my reality. I really didn’t talk to him in couple of months now, focusing on myself and improving myself so universe can finally say “okay, now it’s the time as they are where they need to be,” I hope I can give you hope back into love, like I do.

Just like always take deep breath, close your eyes and chose number, emoji or picture you are most drawn to. Ofc if you have your own personal technique you use to chose, pls go ahead. There are five piles for you this time. I couldn’t discard one of the pictures so used them all.

Are you ready? Before you go to read your pile and you tell me which one/two you choose?

Pile 1 ❤️‍🔥:

Oracle Cards Musician in reversed, and Orator in reversed. Armadillo spirit with Set healthy boundaries. Troy with keywords- home, conflict and boundaries. Dice with keywords gambler, taking risks, and luck set in zodiac sign Sagittarius, and lifepath 2. Spring card with arise, taurus and geminin and keyword within 1-3 months.

Tarot Cards – Eight of Wands clarified by Queen of cups. Two of Pentacles clarified by Hierophant. Wheel of Fortune clarified by Queen of Wands. Four of Swords clarified by Three of Wands. At the bottom of the decks is Hanged man and Four of Wands.

I see that you are the one sacrificing your own happiness in the name of peace and collective happiness. I see you have been lying to yourself and deluding yourself that it will eventually pass, and you don’t need to feel any longer regret that you are letting your life pass you by. You may have people pleaser tendencies, and tho they come from pure intention to be of help for others, I’m going to be honest? Did anyone ask you to do that? Did they reciprocate your effort, or did they just take, take, and take till you have nothing left to offer? Stop giving yourself out; they will never appreciate it, and you are now only pushing that selfishly to be liked. Isn’t it like that? Then ask yourself why you really reject your own happiness to do what others want you to, even tho it’s never in your best interest. I’m sure you got your answer, if my words did trigger you tho – you have the right to stop reading, and leave my reading, as it’s not yet your time.

Stayed? Cool, let’s get to the juicer part. 

Pile 1 Be honest with yourself, you chose this pile bc of the picture or the emoji, bc you crave passionate love, the one that will consume you and leave you wanting more. I see you want risks, danger, and more adventures in your love life, but bc you've been doing what others want from you, you probably feel ashamed by your desires. I feel you probably read books\comics, watch movies/anime, or listen to music about hot, intense love that leaves you breathless, the one you could die for and would die for you. My playlist is playing now songs about love that stays even if the whole world is against it. 

I’m going to tell you good news; soon you will experience, 1-3 months from now on, or after the big personality change that’s coming towards you, everything you dreamed of in love, which will be on your path, and your job is to only recognise it when it approaches you. The love which is coming will bring emotional fulfilment and understanding of your own rich in colours emotions that you have been hiding all the time. It’s coming suddenly, and there are two options: 1. Your future spouse, the one who will bring it or someone who will be with you long-term, approximal 5-6 years. 2. You will learn it on the way by letting your life lead you, and learning with time how much you have been hindering and stopping yourself for people that were never worth it. I see many precious, profound and platonic relationships will come into your life, that will let you see yourself. 

Depending on the situation, if you are in group 1 or 2, Pile 1 with that lesson comes time of balance between you and your responsibilities. I didn’t get cards that indicated it, but you may be a single mother or father, have many things on your plate that just need your attention, as I feel strong restrained energy. Maybe you are the oldest of the siblings or only child that needs to take care of everything, but with you coming to acceptance of your own feelings and emotions that make you so unique, I see real harmony and balance coming into your life. You may even get outer or inner guidance on how to harmonize your life so you can be dutiful and helpful like always, but without giving all of yourself. 

When you learn that lesson either through a new person in your life or life circumstances, you will approach your life bolder and more confident. It’s time to reach for your own happiness, and life will support you. It’s your time to shine and take without worrying if you are taking too much. The universe is abundant, and you can let yourself be greedy. Only after learning this lesson, your burdens and pressures you've been putting on yourself will dissolve, and you will feel free with your choices and decisions, not waiting for a green light from anyone. 

Only after this chapter of your life awaits you love from your dream, the one you've been craving, that makes you dizzy but stays even when the whole world is ending, and everyone is saying it’s passing by, not staying for long. You know it’s your person bc they make you reckless, wanting to jump even if everyone is advising you not to. They are your stability, tho make you wanna do crazy things, and change into a bolder and more emotionally open person who is queen/king of their own destiny. I feel you will have a very courageous, determined, and masculine spouse, no matter if a man or a woman. They are not scared of the world, and greedily take when they feel they have the right to do so, not asking for permission from anyone, intense and can ride a motorbike if you are into it. It’s the provider that has a daredevil strike but never puts their loved ones in any danger, as they are the protector. 

This is why it’s worth waiting, as this love is not only romantic but filled with space for you to grow and expand on your own. It’s the type that pushes you to create the best memories with them or solo for now. You have the best of both worlds – your own love that will help you go further, and a beloved person that will pull you when you feel you can’t do it anymore. 

Advice? Set healthy boundaries that help you maintain your own autonomy and take space when you need it. Never sacrifice your own happiness for anyone ever again!

Thank you for reading, I hope it resonated with you, and gave you hope why love is worth waiting for. If would like to know your own personal journey I do personal readings (here is the link)

If you wanna check out my other PACs (here is the link) I do readings for games, and shows (here is the link) I offer reading for you and your fave fictional character/s as if they were alive (here is a link)

If you liked my reading you can support me by buying me Kofi. See you in next pac, pretty soon 🫶🏻

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Pile 2 💝:

Oracle Cards – Vulture spirit with Nothing is wasted, and Spider spirit with Make your dreams real. Miser in reversed with keywords – stubbornness and inflexibility. Perseus with keywords – victory, adventure, cunning and reward. Child with keywords fixed, stubborn and inner child in fixed zodiac signs.

Tarot Cards – Ace of Pentacles clarified by Fool. Five of Cups clarified by The Chariot. Six of Wands clarified by Page of Swords. At the bottom of the decks are Hermit and World.

Okay, I’m so excited. Why is it worth waiting for love? Well… Because it will soon enter your life!! 

You may have dated around, not to fool around, but because you actively tried to find your person, but the more you tried to find them in the crowd, the more you got dejected. Let’s be honest, you found only frogs, cute, but it wasn’t what you were looking for. I see you wanting to control who comes into your life, how, and when, but Pile 2, the thing is, the image you chose, the female character is led, and follows the moves of the male character on whose feet she is standing. So, it’s the same deal: you need to let go of control and let yourself be led. 

Once you open up and let go of this stubborn need to know how, when, who, and where, life will lead them to you. It’s that easy, but Pile 2, I see you have been defeated by fruitless conquests of your love life. I see many of you are now choosing singlehood, preferring your own peace over the disappointments you went through for a couple of years, even for some of you. The thing is that bc you stopped looking for love, it’s coming knocking on your door, but you need to wait for the knock by not standing in front of the door. Just know it’s coming, be confident in the knowledge, and do your thing, Pile 2. 

Nothing is wasted; your time, youth, and energy are everything needed to happen for you to appreciate more when the real deal shows up in front of you. Pile 2, you have everything to manifest the ideal lover in your life. I see you are done with personal lessons for now, and you passed them with a good score. The universe wants to reward you, but it will remind more of a Christmas or birthday surprise gift than an obvious here you go, the puppy you wanted. 

Be open to new opportunities, go after whatever you want with confidence and boldness, be open to communicating your thoughts without shame, move past all the spilled milk, it’s not worth crying over. The frogs are long forgotten, now the prince\princess is coming into your life, and you will feel like you manifested them from your dreams. You will feel like you are born again, I feel a second youth for some of you, really bold adventures, love that makes you feel like you wanna fly. It has a high chance to stay for a long time if you want it to. But this person? They will make you feel and think it was worth waiting for love!

Thank you for reading, I hope it resonated with you, and gave you hope why love is worth waiting for. If would like to know your own personal journey I do personal readings (here is the link)

If you wanna check out my other PACs (here is the link) I do readings for games, and shows (here is the link) I offer reading for you and your fave fictional character/s as if they were alive (here is a link)

If you liked my reading you can support me by buying me Kofi. See you in next pac, pretty soon 🫶🏻

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Pile 3 💖:

Oracle Cards – Swan sprit with time to deep dive, and Bee spirit with sweet results await. Spymaster reversed with keywords – knowledge, and distrust, and assassin upright with keywords ruthlessness, and conviction. Gorgon’s reflection with keywords reflect, defeat, and triumph. Checkered flag with keywords conclusion, outcome and finale in Leo with life path 9.

Tarot Cards – Eight of Wands clarified by Empress. Tower clarified by emperor. Two of wands clarified by Chariot. At the bottom of the decks is Five of Wands and Three of Wands.

I feel Pile 3, there may be someone around you that really wants your attention, and you don’t want them bc they don’t check out all the boxes you have for your ideal partner, but cards are telling me some of your demands are ridiculous and never will be fulfilled. Sit before a notebook, laptop with an open doc or Word, open your notes on your phone and write down all your demands down. Everything, even the stupidest ones, the most delusional ones too – be honest with yourself. After writing them all down, check which one that person fulfils bc I feel they check out the most important ones. All the additional, specific ones like he needs to have a symmetric face, or she needs to slay red colour shouldn’t block them from reaching your heart. 

The cards are saying someone abundant, creative, both in work, hobbies, and looks, is coming your way, if they aren’t here already. Maybe you don’t notice them bc they aren’t your usual type, I get it btw as Mars in Leo I need my man to be my perfect type or I don’t take him, but I don’t feel any Leos or prominent Leo placements didn’t choose this pile, if you are one… well some other sign is stronger here, and makes you go the unusual route, check your Venus if you are man or like woman, and check your Mars-Jupiter if you are woman or like men. I see your destiny is falling for someone out of your comfort zone, someone who comes unexpectedly, turning your whole life upside down.  

I’m going to be honest, give them a chance, they will pleasantly surprise you, and you may like them more than you expect. My love song playlist is playing right now devoted, about unconditional love songs, so I feel this is what you will experience with them. I feel it will be magical, possessive with a hint of impulsiveness.

I strongly feel your love preferences are very superficial. I’m sorry, but your guides\angles\spirits wanna call you out on this. They want you to take a first break from a potential love interest, and you have many, but they are all very superficial and vain. Sit down, again, and write down what really matters in love for you. Don’t know what it is? Watch movies, series, read books, manga, manhwa, or watch k-dramas or c-dramas. Ghibli studio movies are good too. You can look around you at other couples, your friends’ relationships, both current and past, your own past relationships, if you have any, or your parents. See what you prefer, or your heart beats faster too, and what is a no-go, thank you next! Based on it, make a realistic, honest list that fits your real needs and wants. After this person arrives or when they meet you again, you will be more open and happier to try. 

Cards are really telling me that after you give them a chance, you will feel like everything is going in the right direction. They may not be Prince Charming or your dream princess, but they certainly are a great catch that you may regret losing a chance with. Your life will really move faster, and sweet things will await you the second you stop setting the bar this high, bc let’s be honest, with it that high, do you really want a partner or just fake it to stay single and have an excuse to never meet anyone? Yet you are here, so you want love, right? 

For you, it’s worth waiting for love bc it teaches you compromises, opening your heart, and stopping being so vain and superficial. It forces you to open your heart and eyes to what is really in front of you. Your own honesty will set you free, and you will feel like you finally crossed the finish line of that dreadful race of love, as only sweet things will come to you next. But you need to deep dive into what really matter for you, and what is your real make It or break it. 

Thank you for reading, I hope it resonated with you, and gave you hope why love is worth waiting for. If would like to know your own personal journey I do personal readings (here is the link)

If you wanna check out my other PACs (here is the link) I do readings for games, and shows (here is the link) I offer reading for you and your fave fictional character/s as if they were alive (here is a link)

If you liked my reading you can support me by buying me Kofi. See you in next pac, pretty soon 🫶🏻

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Pile 4 💘:

Oracle Cards –Dragonfly spirit with Truth transcends illusion. Guide in reversed with keywords – inheritance, and correction. Scholar in reversed with keywords – investigation, and research. Leander with keywords – dangerous love, risk-taking, and guiding light. Rings with keywords – contracts, bonds, and counterparts in Gemini with life path 2. Happening soon card. Flamingos with keywords – soulmates, lovers, and union in Pisces with life path 2.

Tarot Cards – Nine of Pentacles clarified by Ten of Cups. Queen of Swords clarified by Devil. King of Swords clarified by Ten of Pentacles. At the bottom of the decks are Five of Swords and Three of Swords.

Hello, Pile 4, and kinda pile I feel called to, so welcome to our pile. I’m going to focus more on you all than on me. I’m going to be honest, love wasn’t ever easy for us, and many of you probably struggled even in platonic relationships. I feel you went through a harsh betrayal that shook you to your core. No matter if it was a past relationship, ex-friends’ group, or parents, even for some of you, it shook us and made us more scared to open up, but you know what, I’m proud of you. Pile 4, you actually are trying to move past it and don’t let it jade you. Big fight five, and some of you are on the way to changing it and soon moving past it, so hugs to you. 

Pile 4, most of you know who your future spouse is? I feel this pile has the strongest indicator that this love is your last, and you don’t want it other way. I’m going to be honest with good news, and news that sounds bad, but they aren’t. You just probably heard it as much as I, but your partner is on the way; they are super close, but this situation is out of your control, and it’s killing you. I love the astrology cards, but the others around are giving a different message, and I’m here to translate it and make it obvious for you, but the things we are not supposed to know, at least not yet. 

Pile 4, I feel you are pretty content with your life, or you will be in the upcoming weeks/months. You are working on your career, on your dreams, on your finances, and you are satisfied with where you are, or you will be pretty soon. The thing is, this one space in your life, aka love, is giving you headaches, and maybe even sleepless nights. You may think you are delusional with how long you've been waiting or getting signs, but nothing is happening. This will be brutal, but you have nothing more to do on that topic, other than be patient and let life work it out. The universe is asking you to focus on yourself, and with the right time, it will come to you. 

Music that played for this pile from my love songs playlist is full of the agony of waiting, hope for the beloved to come to you, and love stronger than time and life. So don’t lose hope, it's the last straight line before you will be in their arms. You did everything the universe, your guides\angles\spirits asked you to, and now you need to wait for them to arrive. I see they are as ready as you are, and the universe is leading them your way. 

Everything is falling in its place, and tho it may not be visible or tangible in 3D right now, just know it's metalized and it’s coming, the hopeful music that is playing right now is feeling my heart with hope. The wait may be intense, and it feels like a never-ending road, but trust me, it’s worth it, bc once they are in your life, it’s going to be the most filled with love, intense but stable connection you have experienced. It’s your partner for a lifetime, and I feel your souls will always choose each other. 

Pile 4 be ready bc it’s a ride you can’t get off. Once they show up, it's love that burns, but you don’t burn in it, oh no, you come alive like a phoenix, and they do too. It’s one of the most intense things in your life; it’s so passionate that others may label it as toxic and unhealthy, but don’t listen to them. You are the only one who will know when it’s too much for you. But this love is worth every risk, and many for envy you what you have, so you need to protect it, but don’t worry, I don’t feel anyone can stand between you. 

The universe is giving you last moments to pack everything you need to stand this fire, bc once you walk into it, there is no way out, and let’s be honest, you wouldn’t want it any other way. 

So, let’s be patient, Pile 4 

Thank you for reading, I hope it resonated with you, and gave you hope why love is worth waiting for. If would like to know your own personal journey I do personal readings (here is the link)

If you wanna check out my other PACs (here is the link) I do readings for games, and shows (here is the link) I offer reading for you and your fave fictional character/s as if they were alive (here is a link)

If you liked my reading you can support me by buying me Kofi. See you in next pac, pretty soon 🫶🏻

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Pile 5 ❤️‍🩹:

Oracle Cards –Peacock spirit with Let it shine. Witch reversed with keywords – experimentation, and rebellion. Astronomer in upright with keywords – discovery, and augury. Medea with keywords – betrayal, infidelity, and vengeance. Chocolate with keywords - satisfaction, perfection, and love in libra with life path 9. Mother lode with keywords – prosperity, jackpot, and success in Virgo with life path 1.

Tarot Cards – King of Swords clarified by Ten of Cups. Moon clarified by Star. Four of Cups clarified by Six of Pentacles. At the bottom of the decks are Queen of Wands and Four of Wands.

Pile 5… I’m sorry for your fresh or older breakup. I see you are still healing and letting the feelings die down slowly. It didn’t put you into stagnation or set you into depression. I see you worked on yourself; you didn’t let this situation break you down, and you just focused on yourself, which is admirable. I still hope you cried your heart out, as you need to all the feelings around it to flow out of you, so time can really heal you. 

You have signed up for some group activities. Doesn’t matter if they are more active, like sports, or more creative, or just really spending time together and sharing ideas like a book club, board games, or Pokémon cards. I see you should open up to your community and talk with them about your situation. They may not be able to advise you on what to do, but you surely will learn tips on how to make it easier. 

I’m sorry to tell you I don’t see anyone close to you in your love life, but it doesn’t mean you will meet someone only 10 years from now. God no, but right now you need to heal your broken heart and let go of that love as it was momentary, and not the real deal. 

I can tell you that once you let time heal you, and you will find strength in yourself to love again, someone who is sharp, intellectual, and very happy with his situation in life will show up. They will be more serious and set up in life. This part is for some, not everyone, but this new person may have already had children from a previous relationship, but handle it only if you want to, and feel you are capable of loving not your children. I will never force these circumstances on anyone. It will take time for them to come into your life, but if you actively improve yourself, your life, and mend your heart, it can be sooner than a couple of years. 

With time, you will learn something that will help guide you through the uncertain times. It may be something sweet, something cute, or lovely that gives you strength when you feel that maybe love will never find a way to you. Many of you who choose this Pile may even be minors or freshly baked young adults that got their heart broken for the first time, and for many its they chose someone else, and it sucks, and I’m so sorry you are going through this.

Others of you want someone new for revenge, you want to show that prick\bitch that you can have someone better. You don’t get me wrong, but it’s not the time to play pity games. It will not make them regret or see you as better. It will only make you more pitiful than you already are. The best thing you can do is give yourself time; don’t force it. Live your life and enjoy everything it can give you, and reach for more.

Some of you are just starting university, or you are just there, maybe others of you went back to get more knowledge, more power, more experience to evolve your work situation. Focus on that, focus on what you can change, and before you notice it, you will never think about them again. Shine with your own light, develop yourself, be more lovable than ever, and go reach the dreams you have. The real love isn’t running away from you, or avoiding you, but honestly, if it stood right now, would you welcome it warmly? Or maybe reject it harshly bc love is over, or because you are not sure if you can handle another heartbreak? 

It's worth waiting for, because once you are done with self-upgrade, you will draw in someone so perfect and complete you will wonder why you cried for such a long time and couldn’t get over that toad! 

Pile 5, see you in the next love reading as your story is just starting, but for now, focus on you. 

Thank you for reading, I hope it resonated with you, and gave you hope why love is worth waiting for. If would like to know your own personal journey I do personal readings (here is the link)

If you wanna check out my other PACs (here is the link) I do readings for games, and shows (here is the link) I offer reading for you and your fave fictional character/s as if they were alive (here is a link)

If you liked my reading you can support me by buying me Kofi. See you in next pac, pretty soon 🫶🏻

Pile 3 ( no suprises lol )