The Nomadic Void

(I mostly watch dark animes so there’s not much variety here, sorry 😬🤷🏼‍♀️)

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Death Note : 🖋

Silver jewellery, E-Kids, probably shops at dolls kill, supports the death penalty, 100 Spotify playlists, keeps a journal/diary, still wears watches but only for the aesthetic, loves apples, Ravenclaw/Slytherin hogwarts house, black skinny jeans, quote/lyric tattoos, uses emojis like 💀🖤🙅🏻‍♀️🔪, will kick your ass in strategy games, heavy eyeliner, misses MySpace.

Tokyo Ghoul: 👹

Monochromatic wardrobe, straightens their hair, likely has tattoos/piercings/scarification etc., chews on their lip and/or bites their nails, filled with self hatred, has bleached their hair at some point, hangs out in questionable locations, likes their meat rare, Gryffindor/Slytherin hogwarts house, vapes or smokes, wears oversized hoodies in an “edgy” way.

Another: 👻

Obsessed with horror movies, believes in curses and jinxes, owns too many candles, collects creepy items from thrift stores, watches American Horror Story, dyed their hair black at some point, listens to artists like Ruelle, Banks and Meg Myers, collects books about witchcraft and demons, probably owns a ouija board, has gotten bangs and regretted it.

Kakeguri: 🎲

Card shark, wardrobe contains a lot of red and black, biggest dream is to be rich, listens to Lana Del Rey, owns a cute pocket knife or taser, went to private school, kinky, elaborate black lingerie, the fanciest of manicures, inexplicably lucky, loves the aesthetic of red velvet, statement lipstick colours, bites lollipops, high alcohol tolerance.

Gantz: 🔫

Absolutely no impulse control, chugs energy drinks, has definitely gotten booked for speeding, nihilist tendencies, plays violent video games, favourite instrument is drums, speaks louder than necessary, prone to emotional outbursts, loves highways and city skylines, doesn’t read books and doesn’t see the point, leather jacket + motorcycle aesthetic.

The Promised Neverland: 🌹

Soft baby, plans ahead, bad things tend to happen to them, is considerate of those around them, has intrusive dark thoughts and lots of nightmares, wants to move far away from where they grew up, has a cottage style garden, daydreamer with escapist tendencies, is both baby 🥺 & mommy/daddy 👅, goes to animal and human rights protests.

When They Cry: 🏞

Looks like a cinnamon roll but could actually kill you, low key manipulative, bratty, has one or two very close friends but hates everyone else, not sure if they’re flirting with you or want to kill you, pastel weapons, uses the word “daddy”/“mommy” when referring to their crush, lives or lived in a small town, brightly coloured hair, gives good advice but doesn’t follow it.

Shiki: 🧛🏻‍♀️

Loves classic horror novels like Dracula and Frankenstein, appreciates architecture especially gothic style buildings, watches Penny Dreadful, becomes obsessed with things and people fairly quickly, mysterious vibes (maybe Scorpio or Capricorn), always overdressed, likes to stand out but won’t admit it, only wears real jewellery, collects antiques.

Made In Abyss: 🌄

*please remember to dilute properly with a carrier oil

Sea witch blend🌊

-rosemary, lemon, jasmine

Air witch blend☁️

-lavender, sage, lemongrass

Fire witch blend🔥

-cinnamon, clove, ginger

Water witch blend💧

-geranium, bergamot, eucalyptus

Earth/green witch blend🌳

-cederwood, patchouli, tea tree

Floral witch blend🌹

-ylang-ylang, lavender, chamomile

Herbal witch blend🌿

-sage, oregano, basil

Kitchen/hearth witch blend🏠

-rosemary, black pepper, cinnamon

Lunar witch blend🌙

-lemon, sandalwood, lavender

Solar witch blend☀️

-grapefruit, orange, frankincense

Love witch blend💖

-geranium, cinnamon, rose

Ice Witch blend❄

-pine, peppermint, eucalyptus

Cosmic witch blend🌟

-lemongrass, bergamot, thyme

Storm witch blend☔

Materials (not all herbs are required, but these are what I use):

A jar

Cinnamon

Rosemary

Lavender

Thyme

Salt (table salt is fine)

Bay leaf or small piece of paper

A way to seal your jar (candle wax or lid or both)

Funnel/spoon to get ingredients into the jar

Steps:

Cleanse your jar in your preferred method

If you are using a candle to seal, I carve some protection runes into the side and begin burning it as I prep the rest

Layer herbs into the jar, stating your intention for protection out loud with each one

Order of herbs I use: cinnamon, salt, rosemary, thyme, lavender

On your paper or leaf, write something like "I am protected" or draw a protection rune/sigil

Add the paper/leaf to the jar

Seal the jar with lid or cork

If adding wax, hold the candle sideways over the top of the jar to allow the wax to drip onto the lid and down the sides

With your last step, repeat your manifestation for protection one last time

I saw people designing Halloween themed pride flags so I thought I'd try it too!! I also posted these to my Instagram @_und3ad :)

Plz give credit if ur going to use these and feel free to request flags:) <3

1. what emotion do you try to avoid (e.g. anger, sadness, jealousy...)? what makes you afraid to feel it? what are you afraid will happen if you feel it?

2. in what ways are you priviliged? what do you take for granted?

3. pick an adjective from the list below that would trigger you if someone would use it to desscribe you and then ask yourself: "why would this trigger me? what would be bad about it being true? is it the accuracy or inaccuracy that bothers me? what could be a positive aspect to being that way?"

list: arrogant, lier, jealous, mean, cruel, possessive, bitchy, bossy, loser, greedy, mysterious, sneaky, codependent, sick, fat, disgusting, stalker, stupid, idiot, fearful, unconscious, masochistic, narcissist, insignificant, frigid, sexist, manipulative, racist, victim, egositic, arrogant, ugly, careless, passive, aggressive, lame, boring, tactless, irresponsible, incompetent, lazy, unfair, childish, know-it-all, insensitive, psychotic, sad, ordinary, hypocritical, reproachful, gloomy, jealous, envious dirty, tyrannical, inflexible, heartless, resentful, dominant, bad, ignorant, uneducated, tasteless, insecure, depressed, hopeless, not good enough, cry baby, paranoid, pushy, stubborn, inferior, weak , impatient, unreliable, self-destructive, over-sensitive

4. what is the biggest promise you made to yourself that you have broken? how does that make you feel?

5. how do you lie to yourself in daily life? what are you trying to avoid?

6. what do you think is your worst trait? why is it "bad"? what positive aspects does this trait bring with it?

7. if you truly loved yourself, what would your life look like? is it very different to how it actually is? and if yes, why?

8. think of a time someone broke your heart. could you have been responsible in some way as well?

9. do you hold grudges against someone? if so, why are you not letting them go yet?

10. what do you need to forgive yourself for?

11. think back on the last time a person triggered you: can you see how the aspects of that person that triggered you are also in you?

12. ask yourself: "if... were true about me/my current life situation, i'd be terrified" (try to fill out this sentence as often as possible)

13. think back on your last argument/fight: did you actively try to see the other person's viewpoint and would there have been a way to be more compassionate with the other person and yourself?

14. think about a time in your childhood when you felt unhappy (small or big moment) and write a letter from your child self to the present you about how you felt and how you perceived the situation: try to take on that child as much as you can and write from its perspective as automatically as you can then write a letter back to that child, explaining the situation, showing empathy and understanding and asking how you can help now or which needs have to be met for that child to feel good again if you get answres from that child, then try to meet those needs today

15. In what areas of life are you holding back and playing small? (Think about the times you feel weak, small or disempowered.) Write them below and next to each explore why

16. In what ways do you feel judged by others? Write them below. Explore how many of these judgments might actually originate within you first (and are displaced onto others)

17. What negatives or positives do others point out about you that you have trouble accepting?

18. What emotions do you rarely express around others – and when did you first start hiding these emotions from others? (Emotional suppression and repression often point to areas of shame buried within you.)

19. Reflect on a period of life where you were at your worst (i.e. most selfdestructive, argumentative, etc.). Write a short, but heartfelt letter of understanding, acceptance, and compassion for that version of you. You can return to this letter later whenever you feel rotten about yourself.

21. What qualities in your family members do you most dislike or have trouble dealing with? What might these qualities in your loved ones secretly reveal about you?

22. In which areas of life do you tend to expect others to conform to your beliefs? (Also, what scares you the most about allowing others to have their own beliefs in that area?)

23. When are you the most critical of yourself? Explore what your self-talk sounds like below.

24. Describe five things you love about yourself and feel gratitude about.

25. How judged do you tend to feel on a daily basis? Explore how much of that perceived judgment is real and how much is imagined.

26. Take a look at the best and most enjoyable aspect of your life right now. What is your underlying fear in that area and why?

27. Write about the last time you tried to manipulate a situation to your advantage and examine how you feel about that in hindsight.

28. If you could say one thing to the person who's hurt you the most right now, what would it be and why?

29. What do you currently envy in someone else's life and why?

30. which of my weaknesses could have potential?

31. what makes me feel the happiest

32. how worthy do I honestly believe I am?

33. if I could communicate with the person I was 10 years ago today, I would say...

34. why do I have issues with trust?

35. the way I spend my daily life is how I will spend the rest of my life. how do I feel about this idea?

36. do I trust myself?

37. how can I have more trust?

38. which situations have shaped my personality and why?

39. while reflecting on my childhood, what makes me extremely angry or sad to this day?

40. my absolute dream life: how does my perfect day begin?

41. do I handle my feelings in a healthy and constructive way?

42. do I project certain aspects of myself onto others?

43. did my parents provide me with everything I needed?

44. what makes me really angry and why?

45. would I describe my childhood as happy?

46. what is it that makes me sad?

47. what do I consider the most challenging for me?

48. have I forgiven myself?

49. have I forgiven all the people who ever hurt me?

50. if I were to write a letter to a person who hurt me, what would it say?

51. how do I react when something does not turn out the way it should?

53. how can I cope with sadness in a healthy way?

54. which behavior that I know is wrong and has negative effects, do I repeat over and over again?

55.how long do I reflect on failures or mistakes? do I have difficulties in coming to terms with them or vice versa - do I suppress such experiences

56. do I find it hard to forgive?

57. how long do I need to forgive?

58. am I honest with myself about my feelings?

59. am I honest with other people about my feelings?

60. do I completely accept and love myself the way I am?

61. do I reward myself when I accomplish something productive?

62. how do I deal with failures?

63. what is it that I would like to heal from?

64. what are my negative personality traits and, when do they emerge?

65. what is a pattern in my life that keeps showing up.

66. where am I struggling the most?

67. how does the feeling of envy show up in my life? where does it stem from? how would I feel if I obtained the things I am envious of?

68. in what ways do I consciously or unconsciously punish myself? how can I be kinder to myself?

69. what should I forgive myself for? why haven't I yet? how can I now?

70. what unhealthy attachments do I hold onto? what fears do I have around the idea of ending these attachments? what do I have to gain from ending these attachments?

71. what negative emotions am I most comfortable feeling? how often and why do these emotions show up in my day to day?

72. in what ways do I hold myself to a higher standard than others? vice versa?

73. what is a grudge/incident I'm holding onto? why do I choose to hold onto this weight? how can I let it go?

74. how do I show up for others and fail to show up for myself?

75. how important am I to myself? how highly do I prioritize myself?

76. what am I addicted to?

77. what are my delusions?

78. how have I been ignorant?

79. how have I been distracting myself?

80. What are some things you've said to yourself recently that weren't so nice? Would you say that to somebody else? How would you react if somebody else said those things to you?

90. Name 5-10 negative beliefs you have about yourself. Where do they come from? Do they have any validity? Why or why not?

91. Do you over-think, what causes this?

92. What are your morals? How do those morals make you feel - do they come from you, or someone else?

93. What are some qualities you wish you had, why?

94. what is my go-to self-destructive act? what is my love language? are they connected?

95. what would I tell my future self?

96. What are some intrusive thoughts you've had recently? What triggered those thoughts? What do you think the root cause is?

97. what are my weaknesses?

98. If you had the people who've hurt you in a position where they were forced to listen to what you had to say and take everything to heart, what would you say to them?

99. what will I never forget?

Spellfire Phoenix by Svetlin Velinov

Fight a God. Just go for it, dude. Why not. If you fail, just keep trying until you either win or the god gives up and moves on.

Learn to cast some protective wards. That god has friends, and they're going to come for you. You best be ready.

Curse your enemies. Do it. Destroy them all. Make them pay. Everyone's like all "Don't start out by cursing people! Boo!" and I'm like, those people should get cursed too.

Try to befriend a Crow. You'll probably fail, but crows are neat.n Why not give it a try?

Pace Yourself. Like sometimes take a break, read a book, and maybe have some tea. You can't just sprint your whole way -- you gotta rest too.

Curse your enemies again. They are your enemies and they deserve it.

B - I hate you.

C - I love your blog.

D - You’re cute.

E - You’re nice.

F - You don’t belong here.

G - I don’t like you.

H - Deactivate your tumblr account.

I - I’m your secret admirer.

J - I love the way you express yourself.

K - You’re too beautiful.

L - I miss you.

M - Stay humble.

N - You’re too popular.

O - You’re tumblr famous.

P - Awesome blog.

Q - I’m in love with you.

S - If I knew you more I’d probably be in love with you.

T - You’re one of the first blogs I followed.

U - We are mutuals and I don’t understand how.

V - I’ve thought about unfollowing you.

W - You’re funny.

X - I want to be mutuals.

Y - You don’t express yourself enough.

THE NEW YOU SPREAD

For use when you are looking for self improvement, or are unsure where you want to be in life. 

Crystals to use: 

Citrine (positivity + Solar Plexus Chakra)

Tiger’s Eye (grounding)

Amethyst (intuition)