I Can't Love you

mythology meme: 1/2 rulers

Louhi [ˈlouɦi], also known as Loviatar, Louheatar, Lovehetar or Louhiatar, is a queen of the land known as Pohjola (‘Northland’) in the Finnish and Karelian mythologies. She is the adversary of the hero Väinämöinen in the battle for Sampo, the magical artifact built by the blacksmith Ilmarinen. She has numerous beautiful daughters, and the heroes, including Ilmarinen and Lemminkäinen, attempt to win them in various legends. Louhi, however, is known for setting them impossible tasks to perform in order to gain their prize. 

Louhi is a powerful witch: her powers include those of shapeshifting, commanding the weather, healing, and of giving birth to the most monstrous of creatures. Sometimes she is credited for being the mother of the Nine Diseases (as Loviatar); however, there is debate on whether Louhi and Loviatar are two different goddesses or whether the names are just regional variants.

this is what you feel: you burn you always do something inside of you runs its fingertips along your spine you feel it creeping its way in your veins are on fire like a star or something equal terrifying you are afraid

this is what you become: you bleed you always do you don’t feel the pain anymore they cut you and you bleed willingly you bleed so much everything tastes like blood to you, the world never tasted of something else

this is how it ends: you walk on your knees you always do weary bones and blood behind your eyes no one will come to set you free the numbness killed you a long time ago the fear remained