hand-me-down martyrdom

they added another luftballon while you were sleeping

Nobody calls each other “terminally online” anymore. I think that’s because everyone is terminally online now. Jobless too. And ugly as fuck. Stains all over our shirts. Stupid as well

so cool how advanced the algorithm has become, it literally only takes like a decade or more of spying on all my internet activity and then it can expertly curate a selection of 15-20 youtube videos that i don't really want to watch, and then keep showing me those videos over and over again for a week so i can scroll past them again. the future is now

When someone tells me I look tired I don't get offended I'm like thank you for noticing my anguish

it is actually so important to me to be alone at my house

Must not pick that scab off. It will not in fact get rid of the scab and just create a different scab. The scab is not done cooking yet. I am completely normal about scabs. <-gripping the edges of his chair so tightly the wood is starting to crack

I feel like the executioner of my own botched beheading

[forgetting I am mentally ill] why do I feel so Bad

[Forgetting I have physical health issues] why do I feel so Bad

Thinking about a vampire dude bro who won't drink girl blood- because he's afraid it will estroginise him soy products style- getting trapped in a mental cage when he learns vampire dude who only bites other dudes reads as gay

My understanders will Understand me

sometimes. things that have a lot of kudos. are worse

"i think", i say, about my own ocs, who i made,